Hi everyone, it's Snowstar here! This is Cinderstar377s one-shot Silverstream and Graystripe: Does he/she love me?

The italics is Silverstream and Graystripe's is normal font.

He never loved me...no, he did love me. He just has someone else now. I had kits with him, does he not remember me at all? Each day my heart aches as I wait for him in Starclan.

Does she still watch over me, even though I have taken on a new mate? Does she know that I still lover her, because I do. But I don't think she remembers me, and she probably isn't thinking about me at all.

I'll wait for him to join the stars, but I wont wait for his heart. He gives it to me but takes it away. I know he's forgotten about me. I've been dead too long to be a lasting memory. Does he even care about me? Or our daughter, walking among the sky with me? She thinks he remembers, and loves about us. But does he?

I remember our first daughter, and our still alive son. But She could not care, or love him or me. She might only love our dead daughter now. Does she approve of my choice, does she approve of my kits at all? One crippled, one training in the shadows, and my second son having worse problems than mine with his love.

I wish he could know that our dead daughter loves him. That I watch over our first son every day with her. He is very lucky, perhaps the luckiest of our family. But did my first love, my old mate, is now an outcast of our family. He has a new family now. I hope that if he ever listens to what I whisper in his dreams that even if he doesn't love me, I will love him forever.

I wish she knew that my new daughters and my new son lover her like a second mother, even if they never met her, even though they have my new mate. I hope she watches over our first son in the mountains, and that she knows of his new family. His mate, and his kits. I tore myself away from her family, what used to be our family. My old mate and dead daughter are the only ones left of it. I hear what my first mate tells me in my dreams. I still love her, and I hope she will forgive me.

Hope you enjoy.