Have you ever looked at the sky? I mean, really looked at it. It always has clouds protecting it, it is never by itself. The sun is always with it, along with the moon. It can change in a matter of seconds. It can be cloudy, with the sun out, and then when you look at it again, it can be pouring rain, with grey clouds all over it. This describes my life, the way I live life day to day. My life can go from the best day ever, to going back into the hospital in a matter of mere seconds. No one can understand that better then I can, and I know my mom would say different. Not even Anna -who's creation was only because of the sickness I had gotten- can understand what it's like to be me, and I know that's rude to say, but it's the god-awful truth. I have effected this family in more ways then I have body parts, and I can do nothing about it, but die, and none of us want that, no matter how many times we've each thought it.