Wow, a LOST fic. It's been forever...I don't own LOST...
She couldn't stop her tears. She had left him behind. She went back to the island with him but left without him. He had changed so much in the time that they were on the island. Kate knew for a fact that she loved the new Jack. She fell in love with the Jack that she met. That Jack cared about her. The first Jack loved her unconditionally. The first Jack had stolen her heart.
The second Jack was the man that he had changed into when they got off the island. The second Jack didn't care about Kate. The second Jack was jealous. The second Jack only cared about alcohol and all her wanted was to get back to the island. The second Jack was a guilty alcoholic and his actions almost killed Kate inside. Kate fell out of love when the second Jack rolled around.
She agreed to go back to the island with Jack. When they got to the island, Jack changed again. There was now a third Jack. The newest Jack was driven and focused. When he first started to change Kate thought that he was still the second Jack. He was obsessed. Jack wanted answers and he was obsessing over the questions. It wasn't until he continued to change that Kate realized that he wasn't obsessed. He was focused and driven to help his friends so they were safe.
Kate fell in love with the third Jack. She never wanted to leave him behind, but he insisted that she leave the island. When the plane passed over the island was when Kate lost it. She started crying there. She knew that it was a bad idea to leave Jack behind.
Kate hadn't been able to stop her tears for three weeks now. She knew that something was wrong on the island. Her dreams were a mix of the island and of Jack. She missed him terribly. Claire comforted Kate and helped her the whole time. It was getting to the point where Kate loved sleeping. It was in sleep that she was able to see the love of her life. Reality was hitting her like a brick and Kate didn't know how much longer she could hold on.
No matter what Kate did, the tears would still come. She figured that she would be broken until she was with Jack again. Even though Kate thought about him constantly it was not the same. She wouldn't be whoel until she was by his side again. Until then, she couldn't stop her tears.