Janoskian fanfic
It was a dark night; the moon was shining so bright through my window. Just gazing outside in my own little world I was disturbed by a knock at the door. When I opened the door a gush of cold air came in tickling up my leg; shivers went down my spine. I found Emilie and Luke standing there. Emilie was some beautiful young girl with green eyes and light brown hair. Luke on the other hand, has beautiful curly hair with golden eyes and a smile that blows you away. Personally I've always been jealous of Emilie, because she's got herself a keeper.
"Hey!" we all said at the same time.
"What are you doing here?" I asked curiously.
"Well it's your birthday in like 2 days and I thought I might come over to say something in person." Emilie said.
"Okay? ...well what is it?"
She looked at Luke then to me.
"We're taking you and Luke's brothers on a trip too Peppers"
"Peppers?"
"You know that hotel down in New South Wales? It's absolutely amazing! We've already booked it so you have to come"
Well I guess she left me no choice.
I sighed. "fine."
"When are we going?"
"Tomorrow. That's why we've come to help you pack"
My jaw dropped.
"Tomorrow?"
"Yes tomorrow! Now move. You're packing!"
I couldn't believe it. Thought at least I get...How many days away?
"Umm Emilie?"
"Yes?"
"How long are we going away for"
"well it's planned to be for a week! But we've been offered to stay another 2 days free of charge. So a week and 2 days!" she said with a huge smile.
I rolled my eyes and helped pack.
The next day, I was woken by Luke.
"Come on Brittany! It's time to get up and ready!" he said while shaking me.
I moaned.
"How long have you given me to prepare for today?"
"An hour"
"long enough" I mumbled.
After about 5 minutes of trying to get up, I finally got out of bed and went for a shower to waken up.
Getting out of the shower and getting dressed in some jeans and a shirt, I blow dried my hair close enough to be damp then dry.
After that I then started to apply makeup,
"you don't need makeup, you're beautiful enough" a young man was leaning against my door ledge.
I turned around startled. I could feel my cheeks turning red. Turning back to my mirror to reapply it back on I managed to get out "thanks," but noticed he wasn't there anymore.
Who was he?! He must have been one of the Brooks brothers. I've known Jai and Luke for a while now, so if he were one of them, how haven't I met him yet? Butterflies were swarming inside of me just thinking of him. No, it couldn't be, he just complimented me...that's all.
"Would you like a hand with those?" Jai asked.
I looked down at my bags,
"No, it's okay"
"Please, they look heavy"
He was right, they were heavy!
"If you insist" I gave him my bag and tried to help him put it in the boot but he gave me a stern look so I hopped inside the car.
"You ready?" Emilie asked
"yup,"
the boys hopped in and after that we took off for the 2 hour drive.
Emilie and Luke drove their own car so I was put with Jai and elder brother, so we could get more room for luggage.
The eldest one was driving, and Jai and I were at the back, but we had a seat between us. The eldest one would look in the review mirror and give me silly looks, or just smile at me. I fell in love with this smile at an instant. I don't even know the bloke, he could have a bad personality and I've already fallen in love with a beautiful man? No, that's just lust I keep telling myself. Though my inner-goddess keeps telling me to go talk to him, get to know him! I looked over to Jai; he looked uncomfortable, like he knew what his brother and I were doing. He looked out the window and I couldn't help but think he feels lonely and upset, some bit of me just wanted to hug him, but maybe he's not.
Once we got there, the eldest one started to take our baggage's out. He finally got to mine, and when he gave it to me, our hands touched. It felt like a shot of electricity went right through me, how did he have this affect on me? I took the bag and went inside to find Emilie and Luke checking in.
"GUYS. LETS GO TO OUR ROOOOM" Luke said excitingly.
"Wooo! It's the first time to go on a holiday since university and work" Emilie said. I guess I kind of had to be happy since this was for my birthday.
"Wooo!" I said throwing my hands up in the air then walked with them to our room.
"I'm going for a swim!" Luke said.
"Right behind you!" Jai said.
"Excuse me ladies" the eldest one said squeezing through us and running to catch up to the boys.
Emilie and I got dressed in the bathroom into bikinis.
We were walking back to our hotel room, we were all soaking wet. I looked at Beau, his eyes and hair wet, his chest showing. He looked so...what word would describe this? He looked hot! He then looked at me, and laughed.
Crap! He saw me checking him out. I couldn't help but blush after that.
We got back to the room and I quickly ran for the shower before the others got there. Feeling the hot water ran on down my back, it was massaging. I could have been in there forever if the other four weren't waiting for it. At some stages during the shower I would catch myself day dreaming about Beau and I being together. Then Jai knocked on the door saying, "Hurry up Brittany! There are others here!"
"Yeah hurry up!" I heard Emilie in the background.
When I opened the door all the steam from the bathroom came out.
"Whoa" Jai said.
"Haha alright, there you guys go" I said.
Emilie gave me that's-what-you're-wearing look.
"What?" I asked,
"Oh, I just forgot to mention that we're going out to see the Broncos vs. Titans game tonight,"
"yaaay!" I jumped up and down.
"Okay, I'll go get changed into my dress" I said with a huge smile on my face.
It was about 5:30pm when Emilie came out looking gorgeous as usual in a nice turquoise dress, she spun around and it lifted up, everyone's eyes were on her. I looked in the corner of my eye to see if Beau's her were on her, they were for a split second and then they turned to me, his face lightened up super fast. Why did he have to be so adorable? I just wanted to squeeze him in a hug, and never let go. I want to be in his arms now, and forever; and that's when I realised I was in love. In love with someone I haven't formally met, is that even possible? But I must be, I get butterflies every time I even look at him, when he talks to me...even the smile of his makes my day, I love him so much it hurts.
"Earth to Brittany" Emilie said waving her hand in my face.
"Sorry" I said shaking my head.
I could see in the corner of my eye Jai was eyeing me and his brother, he walked off unhappy.
Emilie got me alone. "You so like him"
"Whatever floats your boat" I said not wanting to admit it yet.
"He so likes you too. You should go chat to him,"
"Haha, he does not."
"Have you seen the way he looks at you?"
Picturing him in my head was all I was thinking about.
"Mm didn't think so. He looks at you like no one else is in the room! It's cute. So you guys HAVE to go out. Just talk to him, okay?"
I looked at her considering it.
"Mm, I don't think so" my inner-goddess was jumping around yelling, SHE AGREES. YAY but I had to let her down, I wasn't going to get looks get too me.
She gave me a stern look, I knew she wanted to argue, but instead she ran off to Luke.
When she ran off Jai came beside me.
"Hey" Jai said looking at the ground with his hands in his pockets.
"Hey! Wow. Long time no see, or speak!"
Still looking at the ground he laughed.
"Yeah, you could say that" He murmured.
"How have you been?" I ask,
He looks up.
"Alright, you?"
"As in good alright, or bad alright?"
He looks back at the ground. I gave him a minute for him to help get his words together.
"What do you do when you like a girl but know she doesn't like you back?"
"Aw Jai's in love!" I give him a tight hug. He just laughs.
"So I don't get a hug back?" I ask and try and look hurt.
"Of course you do!" and he turns sideways to give me a hug, and I return one.
Because we were hugging sideways I couldn't see where I was going.
"Ahhhh!" I screamed when I tripped over and pulled Jai down with him, but he caught me just in time.
We were gazing into each other's eyes. I suddenly just felt like he was my superman, someone who could be there for me in a time in need. I always felt safe around him.
We then had to be disturbed by the eldest one, he ran up to us saying,
"Is she okay?"
We broke eye contact, and Jai lifted me up.
"Yeah I'm fine." I said in a hushed voice.
He put his hand on my back,
"Oh good"
We reached to Luke's 4 wheel drive. Jai opened the door for me, he is such a gentlemen. Before the eldest one could hop in Jai quickly jumped in front of him and sat next to me. When he got in the eldest one hit him, Jai reacted and hit him back; they basically started a little fight in the back! Ha-ha.
"OI! No fighting in the car! It distracts the driver!" Luke called out.
"You're not even driving" the eldest one said.
"Don't smart arse me Beau, I'll kick your arse"
"Whatever" I heard Beau mumble under his breath.
And after that we took off.
We reached to the football stadiums, but this time before I could get out Beau had already opened the door for me. Whoa that was fast. I gave him a polite smile as for what I gave Jai when he opened the door for me, it was only fair.
13 minutes into the game and the Broncos already scored, (6-0.)
35 minutes into the game the Titans were beating the Broncos by 2 points, (12-14)
On and on the game went, there were boo's and there were yay's, but in the end the Broncos got lucky and won 24-16.
The next day Emilie and I went to the city too shop, without the boys. We went into supre, Emilie was following me and I then knew she wanted to talk.
"Yes Emilie?" I sounded bored.
"What?" she asked as if I didn't know.
"You want to talk?"
Her jaw dropped, "How did you know?"
"It's a secret" I teased.
"Well, what I wanted to talk about anyway was how are you feeling with the other around?" and when she says others she means Beau and Jai.
I looked down and started to play with my fingers.
"Are they that bad?" She asked and when I looked up she was biting her lip.
"Of course not, no!"
"Well what is it then?" I took a deep breath and said,
"It's just...I feel like I love Beau but when we were walking to the car last night-"
"You tripped and Jai caught you then you had this intense eye contact but Beau was getting jealous and barged in?"
"Did you see?" I bit my lip.
"Yeah,"
"It's just...I don't know who to choose"
"Well Jai has obviously changed since the last time you saw him,"
"The last time I saw him was when he broke up with me in year 9 then he moved schools"
"Well exactly, he's changed, and Beau; well I don't know how well you know him? So maybe just and focus on him for a while, you've already got enough information on Jai.
I'll give you guys some alone time too, did you want me to take the twins out somewhere?"
"Yes please"
So it was final, I'll finally be meeting Beau formally and finding more information about him.
The next day, I woke up at lunch time. Walking out into the kitchen I found Beau cooking pancakes, and I sat at a kitchen stool.
"Morning" I said.
"Afternoon sleeping beauty" he turned around and gave me a smile, I couldn't help but blush.
"Oh, right" I mumbled.
"You like pancakes right?" He asked.
"Yeah"
"Okay good,"
"Are the others here?"
"No, Emilie took them somewhere."
I knew that meant she wanted this time for me to get to know him. I checked my phone and found 1 miss call and 2 text messages from her.
'I took the boys out to the movies, I'll text you when we're about to leave'
'Okay, Beau told me you're not awake yet, so I took them to see another movie, and then I'll take them somewhere. BUT HURRY. Oh and I forgot to mention he said you look like an angel when you're sleeping.'
I hit 'reply'
'thank you! And sorry. WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE TOLD YOU? DOES THAT MEAN HE SAW ME SLEEPING? Couldn't you have waited a few more hours until you took the boys? -.-'and I hit send.
Almost instantly I got a reply from her.
'Well what else would it mean? -. - Well I wasn't sure what time you were going to wake up! Why so late anyway?'
'Miss Emilie. Are you texting in the movies? Wow. Someone's a rebel.'
'Very rebel, we're the only ones in the cinema any way'
'I find that hard to believe, not unless you're not in the movies?'
'Yes I am, now go eat. Pancakes are ready'
and before I could reply Beau turns around and says,
"Pancakes are ready!"
My jaw dropped. Beau mustn't have noticed, or he thought from how 'good' his pancakes were that I needed to drop my jaw. Now I really started to question if she was at the movies or not.
"Hang on, I need to call someone" I told Beau
I was calling Emilie to see if her phone went off somewhere in the apartment, but surprising she picked up and I didn't hear a thing.
"Brittany! Is something happening? Tell me how it is so far!"
I really just called to see if she was in the apartment? I didn't expect questions. Crap.
"It's going good; pancakes were ready when you said they were"
"Oh?"
"That's a bit weird don't you think?"
"It was just a guess, but I think you should get back to Beau. Clocks ticking" she hung up. I sighed.
Walking back out into the kitchen I realise how sexy Beau looked with bed hair. I stood in my tracks.
"You alright?" He laughed.
"Uh...Right yeah" I walked over to the table and ate.
Discussion over breakfast was basically like an interview. We would ask so many questions. Such as: What's your middle name? Favourite food? Where do we work? Etc. We even brought out a bottle of wine to share at breakfast! Wow. What is he doing to me? I started to drift off into his beautiful green eyes, staring back at me he smirks, I couldn't help but giggle.
"Your giggles gorgeous" He said looking into my eyes.
I was being seduced, this isn't fair!
I couldn't help but look deeper into his eyes, transfixed to deep into thought to move. He leaned over; I could feel this breath on me. I closed my eyes and leaned forward and smashed my lips against his. He was like my source of energy, my rays of sunshine; I needed him to be alive. My phone started to buzz, but that wasn't what was on my mind at the moment, I only wanted Beau, and right now. I got off my seat still kissing him and sat on his lap. He was so warm! This is brilliant! Beau in boxers and no shirt, he could still do better. Smirking at the idea of what could happen next I heard the door open. There were so many gasps. Beau and I unlocked lips and saw it was Emilie, Luke and Jai. Jai looked more hurt than shocked. He basically ran off to his room, I felt like a mother keeping a dirty secret from my son and finding out the bad way. Emilie and Luke were just standing there awkwardly, Luke walked off to the bedroom and Emilie went with him but before she went through the door she gave me a wide eye look.
Once they were gone Beau and I looked at each other and laughed. I gave him a quick kiss and walked off to go talk to Jai.
I searched the little apartment and heard cries from the bathroom. I tried turning the handle but it wouldn't open. I felt guilt splash up in my face.
"Jai?" I managed to get out.
"Go away" He mumbled.
"Jai please"
"Go away" he said louder.
"Let me explain"
His cries made me want to cry, but I had to stand tall. I started to play with my fingers as I could feel the lump in my throat.
"Please" Tears started to fall down my face. My bottom lip was beginning to hurt from biting it so I wouldn't cry.
Jai opened the door slowly and once it was wide enough for me to fit I ran straight into him and gave him a hug. We were both crying in each other's shoulders.
"I'm sorry" I cried.
There was a moment silence before he replied.
"Why can't you just give me a chance?"
"Because I don't like you anymore then a friend, I'm sorry"
"I could change your mind"
"I don't know Jai, I think I'm already in love with your brother"
He let go of me.
"But why?" He shouted angrily.
"Jai please, you have to accept my options"
"You can do way better than him Brittany! And you know it!"
"Jai I love him" I started to cry again. We fought as if we were getting divorce, one sided opinion.
"You hardly even know him!"
"I wouldn't be too sure about that now Jai, we've gotten to know each other over the-"
"over the last hour or two?" he cut in too finish my sentence.
"Not the last hour or two!" I wasn't even so sure myself when I started to get to know Beau.
"Right, cause you have been buddies since pre-school!"
"Jai, I know we've had great times before, but you're more like a brother to me!"
"Pfft. A brother? If that's what you want to call it."
"Well what would you call us then?" I snapped.
We were both way to fired up, he looked like he was about to punch me. Beau came running into the room.
"Mate lay off her!" Beau put out his hand in front of me.
"I'm not your mate!" he yelled and pushed Beau aside.
"Beau he wasn't even going to throw the punch" I wasn't sure if I should have chased after Jai or just fall into Beau's arms. Instead I walked off to my room and started to sob into my pillow.
"Brittany wake up" Emilie said sweetly.
I groaned.
"Dinners ready"
I instantly woke up. I looked around like I was lost.
"You okay?" Emilie sat next to me and felt my forehead.
"Yeah, I just thought it would be morning."
"Oh right, yeah." She got off my bed and before leaving she gave me a smile. Uh, so much to think about right now! But food is ready and I'm more than happy to eat!
There was awkward silence at the table the whole way through, especially if Emilie tried to bring up a conversation. I was the first to finish, which was good because I had something to tell them all.
I cleared my throat. "Guys, I need to announce something..."
Everyone stared up from their meals to me. I hate when everyone looks at me, it makes me feel uncomfortable, so I had to get this over and done with!
"I can't stay any longer"
"WHAT" They all said together.
"Why?"
"How come?"
"You can't!"
"This is your birthday present!"
"Because..." I looked down at my fingers.
"Because why?"
Beau got out of his seat and came up to me.
"Was it me?" He asked quietly.
"No, I just need room to think, and to know what to do! But I can't do that when I see your beautiful face and Jai's charming smile"
Beau smirked and I think Jai heard me because I could feel his smile.
"I love you baby girl, and don't forget it" Beau said then kissed my forehead.
Jai walked up to me and gave me a huge hug; huge enough that it startled me.
"Is it because of me?"
"I think you already heard me tell Beau, but as you said before, you want me to consider it and that's what I'll be doing while I go home for a bit."
Jai's face brightened up, "Thank you!"
I couldn't help but giggle.
"I'll take her home tomorrow morning; you boys can have a guy's day out." Emilie told them.
The next morning I woke up just in time for sunrise. I went out onto the balcony to get fresh air as well as to watch the beautiful sunrise.
A while later I made myself a decaf and ate some breakfast to wake myself up.
"You a light sleeper?" I jumped at the tone of Jai's voice.
"Hi" I mumbled.
"No answer?"
"I just woke up Jai"
"Alright, sorry" He held up his hands.
"Sorry, this is morning me haha"
"Nah you're alright. I can get worse."
"Oh trust me, I can too"
We both laughed.
"But to answer your question, yes I can be a light sleeper, but that's very rarely anymore. I only woke early because I wanted time to think to myself"
We then both looked at our hands, this was getting awkward.
"Well I better finish packing my bag." I have him a slight smile and walked off.
Before I left the building Beau, Luke and Jai gave me a quick hug and helped put my bag in the boot. I even scored a kiss from the boys, but only on the cheek! Then we set off. I started to fiddle with my hands, unsure what to say to Emilie. So I kept quiet and turned the music up as it was going to be a long trip home.