I did not regret my decision.
The moment my weapon pierced and shattered through my ruby red soul gem was a day I would not forget.
It was the day I lost my rights as a Magical Girl.
It was the day where I let go of my past, of my mistakes, of my crushing loneliness, of my guilt... of everything.
It was the day where I told someone that she wasn't alone.
The thing I did regret?
It was watching someone who was so crippled by despair that she aloud herself to waste away and all I could do was stand there and beg for her to come back.
But she didn't.
She was too far gone to notice.
The blue-haired girl who was so pure and so innocent; who was so desperate to prove herself to this... boy that she had forgotten what was truly important.
The cries and screams of her best friend did not reach her.
My efforts were futile.
Because all she wanted was to be accepted.
To be whole.
To be important to someone.
And she thought she failed.
She was wrong.
I thought there was a way back.
I thought I could help her.
I thought... maybe... it wasn't the end for her at all.
But no. It was too late for her and there wasn't anything holding me back either.
So why cling on to this life of hatred and suffering?
Why not just let it go and find peace again?
Maybe that's why I allowed myself to shatter through my soul without a hint of remorse.
Maybe that's why I finally found her again and helped piece the broken shards of her heart back together.
Maybe that's why she finally smiled for the first time since she became a magical girl. Since she fell under Kyubey's spell.
And maybe that's why I finally felt like I had a home again.