When two substances combine in a way that changes their very identity, it's called a chemical change.

My life is a chemical change. I'm a human, I'm a ghost. I'm both. I'm neither.

I've tried to figure out what I am. Dead, living, of something in between?

I'm neither. I'm a freak, whose life revolves completely around vengeance.

I envy Daniel. I know exactly what he is.

Human. He has family and friends that care about him. He has school, teachers, all those things that have been torn from me.

So without all that, what am I?

I'm a human.

No, I'm a ghost.

I'm alive.

Or am I dead?

I'm none of those.

I'm all of them.

So once again I'm left with the conclusion that leaves me awake late into the night.

I'm nothing.