Remus
ran his fingers along the dark wood of Sirius's four poster bed. He
had stared at it from his bed next to Sirius's for almost a half hour
before realizing Sirius wasn't going to burst into the room anytime
soon, demanding to know why he was touching his bed. He was probably
up in the astronomy tower making out with some girl Sirius didn't
bother to remember the name of. Because that was what he did. James
was down in the library, trying to be closer to Lily, who tried to
ignore his existence, and Peter was probably pulled down to the
library as well to keep James company. Remus was left in the dorms
all alone.
He
could be doing anything right now. He could be going for a walk on
the school grounds, it was an hour until curfew, not that he couldn't
get by that, but he usually obeyed the rules when by himself. He
could go up to the tower, pretending he did not know Sirius was up
there with someone else. He could go to the library to meet Peter and
James. He could pick up a girl to use...He knew he could. He wasn't
unattractive...it was just he never liked girls, and he never liked
physical attention either. Unless it was from Sirius, that is...He
could be doing absolutely anything right now. But he chose to stay in
the dorms waiting for his friends. He
lay down on Sirius's bed. He could smell his shampoo on the pillow
and buried his head deeper into it; the scent was comforting.
Suddenly he heard someone coming up the stairs, and quickly pretended
to be asleep. He could tell by the slow, confident steps that Sirius
was the one who entered the room, back from his latest jaunt. He held
his breath as Sirius made his way over to his bed where Remus was
lying, brushing a strand of Remus's hair from his face and whispering
a soft "goodnight". He heard a rustling of clothes and a
minute later the sound of water running; he knew Sirius was getting
ready for bed, quite early as well. Maybe he was tired from his
previous activities, Remus couldn't help but think, squeezing his
eyes shut tighter to rid himself of all the unwanted images that
popped up in his head.
He
heard footsteps again signaling Sirius return from the bathroom, and
changed his breath to be slow and steady, like he would in his sleep.
Instead of carrying Remus back to his rightful bed, he felt a weight
on the bed as Sirius pulled down the covers and got in. He then
picked up Remus and pulled the sheets down from underneath him, and
put him under the sheets as well, tucking the covers under Remus's
chin and laying down. Remus felt himself drifting off to the sound of
Sirius's breathing and fell into dreams.
He
awoke the next morning to something warm against his back, and slowly
opened his eyes, adjusting to the light. He was still residing in
Sirius's bed, with Sirius pressed up right behind him, his head
resting on Remus's shoulder and an arm across Remus's stomach. Remus
turned around to face Sirius's sleeping form and twitched in
surprise, which led Sirius, to his chagrin, to slowly wake up,
opening his gray eyes and locking gazes with Remus's amber ones.
Sirius smiled sleepily, "Hi". Remus blushed slightly. "Hi",
he replied looking down, as did Sirius who finally seemed to notice
where his arms were, at which he softly voiced a meek "Sorry",
but did not remove his arm. Remus blushed again, "I don't mind"
with the same hesitant tone Sirius had used moments before. Sirius
grinned and Remus simpered.
Remus
noted how he didn't seem care how he acted at this precise moment. He
curled in closer to Sirius, finally looking up to Sirius again.
Sirius's eyes flitted over Remus's face, as if looking for something
as he brought his own face closer. He suddenly took hold of Remus's
face in a burst of confidence and swiftly pressed his lips to Remus's
own, who opened his mouth in a gasp as he felt Sirius's tongue
pressing against his lips. Sirius tongue swept across his mouth and
he stifled a moan as he felt hands raking through his light brown
hair. Remus grabbed onto Sirius's shirt and kissed back with
everything he had, pushing Sirius down onto the bed, draping his body
across the taller boy's. He let go of his hold on Sirius's shirt and
his hands made his way up to his face, stroking his cheeks as Sirius
arms wrapped around his waist, bringing him closer.
Remus
was in a state of bliss, Sirius was awake and responding to him, he
wanted him...Remus was pulled out of those thoughts as he opened his
eyes in rapture as Sirius wrapped his legs around his waist, lifting
his hips up, groaning deep in his throat. Remus's hands found their
way back down to Sirius's shirt, lifting it up as his hands glided
over smooth skin. Both boys fell into a rhythm of thrusting into one
another, grasping each other so tightly they thought their bones
would break. Remus felt like he was on fire as the strongest orgasm
he ever had came over him, gripping onto Sirius's waist as they both
cried out in ecstasy.
A
minute later, he found himself still in the arms of Sirius, who was
gazing up at him with amused eyes, "I suppose there's no reason
to say this now, but i fancy you, Remus. I love you". Remus
grinned this time, "I've fancied you for a while now",
pressing a kiss to Sirius's nose. Across the room James yelled,
"That's all well and good, just next time try putting a
silencing charm up, Okay?". Both boys snickered, and complied to
James's request.
