Since you know the background of the VD series, I'm just gonna start, like, err, say after eps 8 when Damon and Stefan saved Elena and when he confessed his undead love to her. I can't erase his painful face when he sees Elena hugged Stefan in front of him, so I made this story...

In my story, there'e no Klaus, just big bad Elijah who just died killed by Damon.

8 p.m.

He visited Elena's house but the sound of them chuckling and gigling made his heart squeeze so he went back to the boarding house and poured himself some scotch.

He sat in front of the fire and thinking about the thing that he would do next, but it made him hurt more. He should leave, there's no thing left here.

He remembered the first time to drink human blood, it was Stefan who forced him, he said he would spent eternity with his brother, he said that he needed him. Somewhere along the way, he loved his brother, he would protect him from anything and he did, but he couldn't handle anymore when Stefan lost control. When he spent his days drinking human blood, it made him sick, he felt useless that he couldn't prevent it before it happened, he felt guilt because Stefan took innocent's lives, so he decided to leave.

He remembered that Stefan begged him not to leave him and when he promised him he'd change, but there were too many things that Stefan done to them.

"I can't stay here anymore, Stefan, I can't stand to watch you take their lives. I have to go"

"No, no, please, you're the only one that I have, please" he grabbed his brother's arm. "Please, I'll change, I won't feed from human blood anymore, I promise if that's what you want, but please don't leave me, brother, I need you"

"No, Stefan, what you did was unforgivable and don't forget that I promise you an eternity of misery"

He let go of his arm harsly "Fine, if that's what you want, but you have to remember what we are! We're vampires! We're monsters, Damon, you should remember that!"

"and that's exactly what you did to me, you made me to be one of them"

"but you fell in love with her, she was a monster! And you still loved her after what she's done!"

"Don't bring her into this, I don't want to fight you, you can stay like this forever or change, but I shall leave"

That was one of the pain that he felt, deep down, he didn't want to leave his brother like that but he had to and now he relieved that he can control it. Mystic Fall was safe, there was no report of any animal attacks, so he should go, back to the old life, living from motel to motel and enjoy eternity but now, there was a big part of him that didn't want to leave and he knew, it was because of her.

Tonight, he would tell her evrything' he'd tell her what he felt since he first saw her, not because she look alike with Katherine.

Tonight, he'd spill everything and leave.

11 p.m.

"Cute pjs"

"I'm tired, Damon"

"I brought you this" as he holds up Elena's vervain necklace.

"I thought that was gone. Thank you" but when she was gonna take it, he pulled it back "Please give it back"

"I just have to say something..."

"Why do you have to say it with my necklace?"

"Because what I'm about to say is probably the most selfish thing I've ever said in my life"

"Damon, don't go there"

"I just have to say it once, you just have to hear it" He prepared himself. "I love you, Elena... and it's because I love you, I can't be selfish with you. Why you can't know this...'cauze I don't deserve you, but my brother does"

No, Damon, you deserve as much as Stefan. You saved all of us, yet you're telling me this now.

"God, I wish you didn't have to forget about this...but you do"

She saw tears in his eyes and she wanted to hold him but he was too fast.

I'm sorry, Damon, I told you that you have lost me forever, but I didn't mean it, yet you believe me.

"Stefan, do you know where Damon is?"

"Nope" he grabbed her and kissed her shoulder. "Why? Did he do something to you?"

This is it, should I lie or shouldn't I, but I can't hurt Stefan.

"Nothing, I was just wondering how's he doing, that's all"

"It's little weird, don't you think.."

"Why? Because he hasn't showed up?"

Stefan watched their reflection in the mirror and he could see, clearly, that Elena just nodded.

"Well, he's Damon, we all know him"

Didn't want to worry her bf, she just smiled.

"Ok then, I'm gonna take a shower, you can join me or you can wait"

"I'll wait, take your time.."

"I love you.." but she didn't reply, remembering Damon's confession last night.

Curiosity might killed her, so she decided to check on Damon's room, hoping she'd find him there.

Once she was is his room, Damon wasn't there, only neat and tidy bed and some books nearby. Well, everything just left like before, but something caught her attention. It slipped between the drawer, so she took it. She opened the envelope and read it. She couldn't believe what she read, her eyes started burning.

to be continue...

OK, here's the new one, my 2nd story of Delena. Don't worry, I won't leave you hanging there, there's another chapter for this story that I will update in few days. What kind of ending do you want to read... ;)