Hi everyone I got kind of bored with A Different Beginning Makes A Different Story but it's just for now. I need more poll results people so here is the first ever Rated M YukixIchijo pairing (Yea I know one of a kind) love you all.

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I stared out the window into my endless nightmare

"How could I do this to him? How could I betray my husband so?"

My lovers voice called me back to bed to have me one more time before he had to go back to the Senate.

I willingly walked back across the room and in to his arms. I don't know why I needed him. Was it for revenge on Kaname for the women he has on his travels away, was it lust that our relationship was forbidden, was it sense of need to be with someone that Kaname has crippled me with through our years together.

He held me as gently as always caressing my hands, my face, my body with his lips. My delicate night gown and the thin sheet between did nothing to hidden his arousal from me. I pulled the sheet out from between us, laid him down beneath me and lifted the hem of the nightgown to give him better access to my body and slowly let him slide into me. We moaned as we held on to desperately as if to make sure this moment was really like every other time, afraid we would get caught and what Kaname would say. We both knew what would happen if we got caught. Kaname would kill him and I would never see the light of day or moon again.

Now was our moment. Kaname was probably off with some belly dancer girl. He began pick up the momentum, he moaned my name "Yuki…. Oh God Yuki" Like always being in his arms I couldn't think I couldn't breath "Ah…Ah…Ah…. Darling". Both of us on the brink of our orgasm. He let me cum first, feeling me tighten around him before he quickly pulled out and gave himself to the sheets. I didn't want to think of the consequences of if I fell pregnant, Kaname would know straight away it wasn't his I hadn't seen him in over a month.

I curled up into his arms as tears started to fall from my eyes. "Yuki" he called to me lifting in my chin so he could see my face, he knew why I was crying Kaname would be back by the end of the week and who know when we would be able to be together again. "Yuki it'll be okay someday I will have you, you will be mine"

"Don't please don't" I cried push away but he wouldn't release me

"You know it's not true he would never let me go"

" Yuki the Senate we could…"

"You could what get your heads blown off like the previous one"

"Yuki please just clam down and stay with me a little bit longer okay"

He always held me so gently even when we made love he desperately held on to me but never to tightly, never to softly as if I was a piece of glass that he was just wait to break. Kaname and I used to be like that but after we got married it was like a veil was lift, the day I saw him in bed with Sara was the day I lost all trust in him. Now sleeping with Kaname has no emotion, no love, no hate it's just nothing, he doesn't even hold me like he used to, now I'm simply their to give him his children, the heirs to our crumpling throne.

The first time me and my lover were together we promised each other that somehow, someday we would be together me, him and eternity together. Me and my lover Takuma Ichijo.

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Please Review I want to know what you think. I never thought my first Rated M would be about Yuki and Ichijo that's for sure.