HEY anyways like my other fanfics I think this one has a lot of potential and I hope you enjoy this fanfic! WOOT WOOT
You think if you have a baby that it's no big deal I can handle one but when you find out that you're having twins your world turns upside down.
I was the outcast in the parenting world most of the mom's are in their thirties usually are married, is a stay at home mom, and live in a decent sized house. Well I am 22 which means I got knocked up at 17, I'm single, work two jobs and barley can support my kids, and we live in a small apartment.
"Mommy!" My little 5 year old bounced up onto my lap and I engulfed him in a hug god he was starting to look more like him everyday. He had My chocolate color eyes that had little specks of emerald green in them if you looked close enough and he had Edward's unique bronze colored hair and mine and his pale skin. He was defiantly going to be a heart breaker.
"Mommy tomorrow is bring your dad to school day can you get me a dad?" Declan asked and it felt like a huge hole has been punched through my chest.
"Declan honey." I said while ruffling my fingers through his hair
"Your daddy is in heaven sweety we already went over this. You only have one dad and you can't just get a new one. I'm sure Uncle Emmett will love to take you." I said tears threatening to pour over is it so bad to lie to your child to protect him if he knew he had a dad that was alive but didn't want anything to do with him he'd be crushed.
"Mommy! Look how many people signed my cast at school!" My 5 year old daughter, Carissa squealed while waving her pink cast covered in black sharpie. She was Declan's twin sister Her looks was a mixture of mine and Edwa- his she had my brown wavy hair that stopped at her mid back and she had his emerald green eyes and she was gorgeous. Unfortunately she was very clumsy just like me she tripped over her own feet and always was falling down or bumping into something that's how she broke her arm. I let out a laugh and gave her a hug.
So this is life as a single mom living one day at a time but "Even when it seems impossible each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise. It passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls, but pass it does." (AN: that quote is from new moon by SM if it sounds familiar) Even for a heart broken mom like me.
I know that this was short but that's why I called this chapter Pre face. SO tell me what you think hit or miss good or bad and a new chappy will be up soon! If I get enough reviews.