Don't feel bad. Okay? I know thats hard to do, but i had a realization. If your life isn't great now it will get better. As they say, it'll get worse before it gets better. Just know that when you grow up you can truely enjoy life as it's ment to be. You are gonna grow up and be like twenty-somthing, and be FREE. You can do whatever you like. Just imagine it. You and your best friend, windows down and your favorite music all the way up, just riding anywhere you both decide to go. As my mom always said when i was like seven (im now 15) "Lets play pick-a-road!" And she'd let us pick any road we wanted. It didn't matter where we ended up at, as long as we had each other ( and a spare pair of clothes ) we always were okay and having fun. This should teach you it's always the darkest before dawn, and to not give up. No matter what race, gender, and/or speicies. You. Are. Loved. xoxox
~Jessica