Prologue
Fine leave!!, I shouted at edward. I could have done better I
shouldn't have fell for you then had a CHILD at 16!!! I could kill her
and you still wouldn't care!!!! I HATE you LEAVE!!!!
Fine I'm glad I can leave and I know your true feelings!! Edward
screamed at me stomping out and slamming the door.
I sat down with my darling I meant nothing I said I was just caught up
in our argument I picked up my child and curled up on the couch to
take a nap.
I woke up as I heard a crash. Instintally I push my darling child into
the kitchen in the cupboard and tell her not to move an be quiet.
Thinking it was a regular robbery but I should have known better.
I screamed as James walked in the door. My baby was in the kitchen I
started praying she would be quiet and not say a word hoping she would
hide. God hates me ever since I found Edward. My prayer wasn't
answered as James hench men grabbed her roughly. No my poor baby!!! I
tried yelling out to rennesme but they gagged me. I wish edward and I
hadn't gotten in a fight over her or he would still be here to protect
her, from my past. The grabbed a butcher knife. I screamed. They began
walking closer to my baby my darling my reneesme the one thing in my
life that truly mattered. Then Alice? walked in? She helped James and
held down Reneesme while Felix and laurent held me screaming bloody
murder. Then he killed her he sliced her kneck. James was Satans son
he killed her because of my cousin!!! MY past!!! Then they heard a car
pull up. They dropped every thing and ran. I stood up and grabbed the
knife as Edward walked in I dropped it and fell to the ground
unconcious.
I awoke two weeks later no body in my hospital room. Right away I
pushed the call button and nurses and police officers came swarming in
I was barated with questions. I answered them as best I could then
Edward came in.
How could you kill her!!! He screamed at me!
I didn't I yelled back then I started crying. He looked at me
disgusted before storming away never to look back on me again.
Two months later
Sometimes I wish i didn't pick this life. I wish I hadn't gone to
forks or even met Edward but farther back from that I wish I hadn't
picked the advanced route becaue of that I was to perceptive I wish I
had normal dumb life so I never would have been perceptive and even if
I had gone to forks I wouldn't have had Edwards schedule.
On top of my life advancing to fast educationly it was also emotionaly
advanced. Like my love for Edward my reneesme and my LIFE. I wish
inwas dumb and normal.
So now I'm throughinf myself into the dumb life. I'm joining
cheerleading and dance pushing my way into gymnastics and throwing my
way into music. These are the things that mean something to me. They
are the only things I can let into my life not eventhe cullens or my
parents anymore. I'm shut off to the world and always will be. My
daughter gone my true love gone my life gone. I'm no longer Bella swan
I'm issabella beautiful and exquisite unique and speacial.
Six months later
I quick gymnastics Alice was in it I quit cheer Rosalie was in it I
almost quit dance but I couldn't I loved it and it reminded me of my
baby. I stopped music it reminded me of Edward.
Three months later
I have started drugs now they are so bad but take away the pain.
Fiv months later
I'm married to James volturi. He is wonderful and takes away the pain
Two months later
James cheated on mr with my cousin Kami. I thought we were sisters
untill I was ten. Now we are enemies she gave me the pain back. So I
left James.
Seven months later
James found me.
He yelled at me and beat me for leaving.
He cut my stomach open with his knife. He said that sinc my cousin
didn't have hi child and had a miscarrihe because of stress. Because
of me. I shouldn't be able to have one either. He smiled wickedly but
now I have Kami back and she WILL have another child.
After he wa done cutting open my stomache he left. I rolled to my
sidebpulled out my cell and called 911.