Sa: I got this idea when I was in my uh.let me think..oh yes reading class!
I hate that class, I keep getting B's that when if I had a point higher
then I would have an A! I get so mad! Anyway, I hope you enjoy this fic
cause this is my first HP fic let alone D/HG. Please R+R! Constructive
Criticism!
Disclaimer: I do not own the characters from Harry Potter. I just own the plot. If I owned them first of all, Hermione would be with Draco( though I do have taste for Snape and Hermione! XD), and I wouldn't be writing here!
Chapter one: Stained Tears
By: Syaorons angel
I walk out of the bloody house of mine feeling more pain on my body and heart. Sometimes I just wish they would just kill me instead of just beating my bare flesh everyday. They wouldn't care if I were dead or not, so why don't they just kill me? I wish I had I life where people loved me....then it might be different, but no, I don't. No one loves me, not even my own God forsaken parents. I thought in my head as I walk into the train station. I still had tearstains from were I had cried. My eyes were averted to the ground. My body ached as I walked, hauling the great trunk that I had all my school supplies in it. I walked through the passage way where 9 ¾ would have been( I don't know if I got that right or not so sorry.lol)
The pain was so great. It felt like knives stabbing into my arms and legs. I wanted to scream out in pain. Tears sprung into my eyes once again.
'I won't let them fall, I won't cry. I have to be strong....'
"Hey! Watch where you're going Mudblood!"
It was too late, I look up at those dark gray eyes, my tears, have fallen...I look away, not wanting Malfoy to see me cry. I picked my self up, causing so much pain, but I didn't care. The last thing I want is to let Malfoy see me cry. I try to hind my emotions on my face, it didn't really work well. Before I let Malfoy have a chance to talk, I fled away with my trunk, hoping he didn't see my tears...
I walked as quickly as a could with out hurting myself, and I didn't look back. I put by trunk where everyone else put their trunks, in the trunks compartment(I know they probably don't have that but work with me here!). I started looking for an empty compartment, I just wanted to left alone..
I started to drift off into dreamless sleep, when to my luck Harry, Ron, and Ginny walk in. They were the second to last people I wanted to see(Draco being first ~-^). Not that they weren't my friends, but I just wanted to be left alone..
"Hey Hermione, why the long face?"
"Yeah, what's the matter?" Ron asked after Harry.
"......"
"Hermione, why won't you talk to us."
"You guys! Maybe she wants to left alone!" replied Ginny, the youngest of all the Weaslys.
"What do you mean 'left alone'?" Asked a furious Ron, his face turning red.
Ginny gave him a glare.
"Maybe Ginny's right Ron. Maybe we should just leave her alone."
"We'll just move into a different compartment then ok?" Ginny asked me.
I just looked up at them with my expressionless face and gloomy, dull eyes. They had lost the shine a long time ago...I looked out the window. Before they left I heard them tell me if I wanted to talk then they would be near by. Like I ever talked anymore..
I closed my eyes, and leaned my head back. Shutting out all the noise, to be left alone with my thoughts and pain.both physical and emotional. ~*~
Ok, I know it's short, but I want to see if people like it first before I continue. It's not much of a cliffhanger either, but I couldn't think of a good one. It's just so hard because there are so many fics with the same plot that they almost use the same cliffys, and me, being the random one has to be different. Lol. Please R+R and tell me what you think. And constructive criticism please. Thanks! And I hope you enjoyed my fic so far. If I get some reviews, I'll update in maybe.uh..three days? I don't know cause achievement test are going on so I don't know if I will have time or not. But maybe! Lol
~Syaorons angel
Disclaimer: I do not own the characters from Harry Potter. I just own the plot. If I owned them first of all, Hermione would be with Draco( though I do have taste for Snape and Hermione! XD), and I wouldn't be writing here!
Chapter one: Stained Tears
By: Syaorons angel
I walk out of the bloody house of mine feeling more pain on my body and heart. Sometimes I just wish they would just kill me instead of just beating my bare flesh everyday. They wouldn't care if I were dead or not, so why don't they just kill me? I wish I had I life where people loved me....then it might be different, but no, I don't. No one loves me, not even my own God forsaken parents. I thought in my head as I walk into the train station. I still had tearstains from were I had cried. My eyes were averted to the ground. My body ached as I walked, hauling the great trunk that I had all my school supplies in it. I walked through the passage way where 9 ¾ would have been( I don't know if I got that right or not so sorry.lol)
The pain was so great. It felt like knives stabbing into my arms and legs. I wanted to scream out in pain. Tears sprung into my eyes once again.
'I won't let them fall, I won't cry. I have to be strong....'
"Hey! Watch where you're going Mudblood!"
It was too late, I look up at those dark gray eyes, my tears, have fallen...I look away, not wanting Malfoy to see me cry. I picked my self up, causing so much pain, but I didn't care. The last thing I want is to let Malfoy see me cry. I try to hind my emotions on my face, it didn't really work well. Before I let Malfoy have a chance to talk, I fled away with my trunk, hoping he didn't see my tears...
I walked as quickly as a could with out hurting myself, and I didn't look back. I put by trunk where everyone else put their trunks, in the trunks compartment(I know they probably don't have that but work with me here!). I started looking for an empty compartment, I just wanted to left alone..
I started to drift off into dreamless sleep, when to my luck Harry, Ron, and Ginny walk in. They were the second to last people I wanted to see(Draco being first ~-^). Not that they weren't my friends, but I just wanted to be left alone..
"Hey Hermione, why the long face?"
"Yeah, what's the matter?" Ron asked after Harry.
"......"
"Hermione, why won't you talk to us."
"You guys! Maybe she wants to left alone!" replied Ginny, the youngest of all the Weaslys.
"What do you mean 'left alone'?" Asked a furious Ron, his face turning red.
Ginny gave him a glare.
"Maybe Ginny's right Ron. Maybe we should just leave her alone."
"We'll just move into a different compartment then ok?" Ginny asked me.
I just looked up at them with my expressionless face and gloomy, dull eyes. They had lost the shine a long time ago...I looked out the window. Before they left I heard them tell me if I wanted to talk then they would be near by. Like I ever talked anymore..
I closed my eyes, and leaned my head back. Shutting out all the noise, to be left alone with my thoughts and pain.both physical and emotional. ~*~
Ok, I know it's short, but I want to see if people like it first before I continue. It's not much of a cliffhanger either, but I couldn't think of a good one. It's just so hard because there are so many fics with the same plot that they almost use the same cliffys, and me, being the random one has to be different. Lol. Please R+R and tell me what you think. And constructive criticism please. Thanks! And I hope you enjoyed my fic so far. If I get some reviews, I'll update in maybe.uh..three days? I don't know cause achievement test are going on so I don't know if I will have time or not. But maybe! Lol
~Syaorons angel