Hey there guys Wolfie here! .w.

I just wanted to say it's been really fun writing this seeing as I have nothing better to do with my life c; I hope you guys like this and please comment and review!

(Damn I sound like one of those middle school students who are way too fucking excited over nothing… *shudders*)

Okay let's ignore that last 3 minutes I took writing this short pointless part and let's get started… (Before I lose motivation ;-;)

Black.

That's all I could see as I tried to focus what I was looking at. I wanted everything to be over already. I wanted death to greet me and take me away from the Ill I was living.

Everything hurt.

I opened my eyes slightly enough to see blood slowly pool around in front of me.

I was silently prayed to anyone that this would be the last time, though I knew it wasn't.

I knew none of this would end unless I did something. Which unless I grew a damn pair to stand up for myself, I knew it would never happen.

I would still be the same weak child that stood there and did nothing while his mother was killed in front of him.

Don't think like that damn it.

I took a stuttering breath, as it felt like fire filling my lungs.

I slowly got up as best I could, as I weakly stumbled to the bathroom.

Grisha should be asleep by now, and I knew I had to patch up.

My first day of school would be tomorrow, and I wasn't going to spend my first day in the principal's office being asked why I looked like I'd been almost beaten to death.

Which I have…

I took a steady step toward the shower as I turned the hot water on, going over to the mirror to see the damage that had been done.

Damn I look like a mess..

I thought as I counted the bruises on my torso.

8…9…10…11

My lips twitched in a somewhat smirk

Not as many as before at least…

I grumbled to myself frustrated as I examined for more cuts and bruises.

Because that was such a good thing Eren..

I sighed and decided to fix everything with a bandaid and some makeup. After I was done inspecting myself, I slowly lowered myself into the steaming shower that was ready.

Too tired to stand I sat in the shower as I let the water hit my skin. It hurt but not as much as being beaten by the worthless piece of shit that was known as a 'father'.

I took another sigh as I let the warmth wrap my sore muscles.

Just last a little bit longer

I sighed as I thought to myself trying to push away the past two hours of pain I had just endured.

As soon I was done my shower I quickly shuffled to my room trying not to make a sound to be sure I didn't wake Grisha. Though the amount of beer bottles around his room and stench of alcohol told me he wasn't waking anytime soon. Of course, I was't going to test that theory, as I made sure I closed the door quietly as possible.

I wrapped my shoulder and torso with bandages and sighed looking in the mirror.

Suppose that's not something I can really cover up…

I winced touched the cut on my lip.

I'll just say I tripped and hit my jaw on the countertop.

I nodded with that story and convinced myself I looked fine.

With that, I went under the covers and closed my eyes to await sleep.

I guess it didn't take long because it felt like five minutes before Grisha was in the doorway telling me to get my ass up.

School.

First day as a junior was going to be great.

Or as great as it could get when I put obvious cover up all over my face.

I sighed deciding that this was as best as it would get and admitted defeat, covering the last of my bruises with a black choker on my neck.

I heard the door close and assumed it was Grisha heading to work already.

I took that as my cue and when out the back door.

I smirked softly as Mikasa and Armin were waiting for me like usual.

"Hey Eren…" She smiled, though I could tell it was apologetically judging by the look in her eye and the way she kept looking at my split lip.

I simply nodded in acknowledgement as I took my place between them.

Armin and Mikasa had been there for me ever since I remember, even when I had come out with my sexuality, they supported me.

I was shaken out of my thoughts as Armin hit my arm.

"You coming on the bus or what?"

I looked up realizing the bus was already here as I cleared my throat.

"Oh… yeah"

I lowered my head to watch were I was going and went in the bus, sitting next to Armin as Mikasa took a seat with Jean next to us.

Jean smirked as he looked over Mikasa just to talk to me.

"Damn you look like you've gone through hell. Is the makeup a new style of yours emu?"

I glared over angrily as Mikasa slapped him on the back of his head which he looked at her confused.

"Even if it was a new look horse face I'm pretty sure it had nothing to do with you. And if I had gone through hell I'm pretty sure I would have seen your damn face while trudging through. Also it's 'emo' dumb ass, which is something I am not."

He returned my comment with a frustrated look and looked over the window.

Armin leaned over and I knew he was about to tell me something as I looked over.

"Um.. If you haven't noticed, you're probably the most emo kid in school. Thought I'd tell you before someone else had to break the news to you"

I snorted and smirked as I looked over with an over exaggerated shocked expression.

"Whaaaaaat~? How could you not have told me before?"

He laughed shrugged.

"Must have slipped my mind!"

I laughed slightly, looking over to see Mikasa laughing along, and Jean still pouting next to her. I liked it when it was like this, calm and having a good time with friends.

If only things were this cheerful at home…

His smile faded as they pulled up to the school, getting out of the bus in a single file line.

This was it, our first day of as a junior.

I looked over at Armin how was already going on about how great the year was going to be. Then at Mikasa as was excited as it was just looking at the school from the outside.

This was it, this was the day things would change for the better, or at least I hoped it would be.

So there we have it! That was my first written piece that I've done so that was a little nerve wrecking. Although some people might have read this under 10 minutes, this took me at least an hour to make. I can barely think this late at night ;A;

Anyway, I'm going to try and update best I can but I do have school so sorry ;w;

Please review on what you think and comment below!

Thank you soooo much! This was so much fucking fun.

God Wolfie you have such foul language…

Stfu Nagisa no one asked you :c

That's a good thing cause if you asked me I'd say this was shit but y'know.

HEY. What your damn dirty mouth =-=

Anyway bye!

They're all glad this is over..

SHUTUP *Intense hissing* t(*u*t)

Bye guys! (^w^)