Hello everyone. I haven't written anything in awhile so bare with me. I just got the itch and have had Bellice on the brain pretty constantly as of late. None of the characters are mine unfortunately. Basically, I just have my own version of Twilight in my head and decided to share it with you. If everything goes well, this should be the first of many chapters. Future slash warnings...actually just always assume slash will be present bc it's hard for me to not put them together. haha. ANyway, I'll quit rambling. Enjoy. Feedback would be very kind :)
Restless
I had been reading a book all night, unable to sleep. I never slept well when Edward was away. Alice had stopped by earlier to tell me Edward would be hunting over the weekend with Jazz and Em. She was to check up on me regularly as per Edwards request. She had asked me if I needed her to stay, but I was already too embarrassed that Edward felt I needed a babysitter. I sent her away, not wanting her to waste an evening staring at the wall while I attempted sleep.
That was hours ago. I was starting to regret my decision. Maybe I could call Alice. If I couldn't sleep, at least she could keep me company. Alice had been spending more time with me over the last few months. It was like Edward and she had made a schedule. If one was hunting or busy, the other was not far away. I had somehow acquired not one, but two mythical creatures to coddle and dote on me. I hated the coddling. But the love I felt from both vampires was genuine and very much appreciated. I know how lucky I am. I have a supernatural boyfriend and a supernatural best friend. I'm still trying to understand why they ever paid me any attention, but I'm thankful they did and love them both dearly.
My thoughts were interrupted by a gentle tap on the window. I looked up quickly, a rush of excitement flooding me as I saw my spiky haired vampire smiling perfectly outside the window. Alice was the most amazing person I had ever met. I don't make friends easily, but the tiny vampire danced into my life and had been lighting it up ever since. My love for her was second only to Edward. At first, I thought that seemed strange, but dismissed it. Alice was simply the best friend I have ever had.
"Alice…" I whispered in reverence. I shook myself out of my momentary daze to let the beautiful girl in.
"Hello again, Bells." Alice's sweet voice tinkled as she leaned in to give me a quick kiss on the cheek. Before she could pull away, I had my arms around her, pulling her in for an unexpected hug. Alice laughed and returned it warmly. "Happy to see me I take it?"
I didn't respond right away, hugging the tiny vampire tighter and shaking my head.
"I couldn't sleep and was JUST about to call you and make you come back over." Alice clapped her hands together and giggled.
"You were going to MAKE me come over? What if I was busy...doing something really intricate and amazing?" I smiled and buried my face in the vampire's neck, taking in a long slow breath and exhaling slowly before I answered. Alice smelled as good as Edward, better even. Their was a distinct, feminine sweetness about her.
"Were you curing cancer? ...And I'm being serious!" I added when I immediately felt Alice start to shake her head. I was smiling but stayed quiet to hear Alice's soft response.
"You're no fun. No. I was not curing cancer...that's tomorrow night." Alice giggled again as I scoffed.
"Then tomorrow night, you will no longer be at my beck and call." Alice gasped, pulling back slightly so she could see my face, pretending to look flabbergasted. Suddenly her eyes narrowed and I noticed they grew a shade darker.
"You DO realize I'm a vampire, right?" I noticed a strange tone in her voice. My heart rate picked up instantly and I wasn't sure why. Alice noticed it too. "You should be more careful. You forget who we are sometimes Bella." Alice had grown more serious but there was still something flashing in her eyes. I was staring into them, trying to pinpoint exactly what it was that now seemed to be effecting my stomach as well. It felt like it was doing flip flops. 'Interesting' I thought to myself. Alice was still staring intensely when I became aware of our proximity. Her hands were slung low on my hips where they had slid down after our initial hug. I was equally shocked to realize my arms were resting on the vampire's shoulders, hands locked behind her neck. I felt my heart pick up again. 'I should pull away...I really should...why am I not pulling away!' I couldn't seem to pull myself together and before I even realized what was happening, I heard myself respond, wondering when I lost control of my own mouth.
"You would never hurt me." I whispered. "I'm not afraid of you." I noted that Alice's eyes were almost completely black now. I watched as the pixie turned her head to the side for a minute, but did not pull out of our embrace. I couldn't explain the strange feeling of relief that swept through me at this realization. I was about to analyze further when suddenly Alice pulled her hips flush up against my own, leaving hardly any space between the two of us. Her fingers were tight around my waste. Not enough to cause pain, but enough to send my already quickening heart rate into overdrive. I felt her spiky hair tickling my cheek as she leaned in and whispered in my ear.
"You should be Bella. You should be." Her sweet breath tickled and I felt myself shiver, noting the goosebumps on my arms. "You're blood...is singing to me right now..." I gasped as I felt the pixie like girl run her nose up and then back down my neck, inhaling deeply. I could feel as well as hear Alice purring. 'I need to pull away. WHY AM I NOT PULLING AWAY!' I screamed again to myself. It was as if I had been put in a trance, Alice's petite yet strong hands anchoring me to the spot. Then an unexplained wave of desire washed over me and I gasped.
"Al...Alice?" I closed my eyes unable to keep the trembling out of my voice. The vampire's hands slid lower onto to my ass, squeezing firmly and pulling me in tighter. I couldn't stop the whimper that escaped my lips as I clung tighter to the shorter girl in my arms. I felt a hand in my hair as Alice pulled my head back far enough to kiss me. I moaned and immediately threaded my own hands through Alice's spiky hair, pulling myself deeper into the kiss. It was as if I no longer had control over my own body. It was moving and responding to Alice in away I had never experienced before. Alice growled and we both froze, lips still together. Our eyes grew wide as we stared at each other, the reality of the situation sinking in. She was suddenly on the other side of the room, a sad look in her eyes. She turned her head towards the window, shaking slightly.
"What have we done?" And then she was gone, her whispered words still lingering in the air all around me. I stared at the empty spot on the floor for a full minute before the panic set in. Then suddenly, there was a strange noise. I couldn't place it. 'What IS that?' It was loud and obnoxious. My mind suddenly seemed foggy. It was coming from the corner of the room. 'ALARM CLOCK! It's Friday and you have school today!' My brain shouted at me.
My eyes snapped open and I had to put my hand on my chest to get my breathing under control. There was a loud thud as the book I had been reading hit the floor. It was a dream. It was all a dream. I felt a blanket of relief fall over me, but also couldn't help noting the slight feeling of disappointment. I sat up slowly, rubbing my head with a sarcastic laugh. "Well that's new..."