********Authors note: Right so the basics.. i don't own crap cept my six craps and umm right on to the more IMPORTANT stuff... well this is re-posted becuz one.. WAYYYYYYYY too many typos.. and 2 it sucked big time so.. i added and changed and did more and more and then ha! so this time I hope I got it okay without typos and alot better... anyway.. for those you reading Embracing and Taliman... I'm in the middle of the next chap for Embrace and me and Anney my co-worker ::laughes:: are in the middle of the next chapter for Talisman.. anyway.. hope you enjoy.





you gave me this

made me give your silver grin

still sticking it in

I look at your smile, that damned mouth, and I want it. Want it to be mine, and mine only. That's too much to ask for I know that already. I have you, but I don't really. And when ever I touch you or kiss you, you feel so far away. So I never truly have you. I hate it, and I hate you. Your evil, using me and treating me like shit, at least that's how it feels and seems. But yet I love you. I guess I'm just masochistic.

you have soul machine

soul machine

the longest kiss

peeling furniture days

I oddly wonder why you do the things you do, and how you stay so cold. You have never even said I love you. You rip me apart in a million pieces. It's kind of sad. Maybe it's that damned piece of shit everyone calls hope. What does hope bring you? Pain.

drift madly to you

pollute my heart drain

you have broken at me

broken me

I come to him sometimes with the need for love and he spits right back in my face. Would you call this love? Would you even call this a relationship? I don't understand. His hands are warm and soft, his mouth is hot and seductive and yet he is the horrible pain within my heart. And yet I would walk through fire for him... I have.

all your mental armor drags me down

nothing hurts like your mouth

your loaded smiles

pretty just desserts

wish it all for you

When I press my mouth against his I feel heaven, horror and terror. He still calls me Potter, it hurts more. God I want him. To have him is a gift I will never have. He makes me whole, devours me, intoxicates me with his love and hate. It hurts. His mouth is cruel and his lips are like razors, mean and hurtful.

so much it never hurts

you have soul machine

stone at me

all your mental armor drags me down

He still insults me even worse now around everyone else. The words hurt much more than they did before. I don't know if he loves me or if he loves me not. He hurts me, like no other. And still I want him. I know this isn't the true him, it can't be unless his eyes lie too. I hope it doesn't hurt for him like it does for me. He smiles at me so bright it burns me.

we can't breathe when you come around

all your mental armor drags me down

nothing hurts like your mouth mouth

mouth

His kisses are razor sharp. I can see through his disguise. It's not right to love someone like this, but I do. He could be the death of me, and I don't really care. Maybe it's because, I don't know... but I do.

your mouth mouth mouth

your mouth mouth mouth

we've been missing long before

never found our way home

When we kiss my mouth starts to bleed, I hate when that happens. I knew he'd be the one, the savior of me instead of me being the savior, but I never knew he would be the savior to kill me. I never will know just how big his knife is. His eyes sold me his heavenly presence and they still do, I can see his real emotion... but his lies are thick.

we've been missing long before

where we'll find our way

you gave me this

made me give you have soul machine

broken free

all your mental armor drags me down

we can't breathe when you come around

He has the strangest effect on me. I don't know what makes me stay. Sometimes its good- he's good, and we're happy, and I love it when that happens. I guess he's my disease.

all your mental armor drags me down

nothing hurts like your mouth mouth

mouth your mouth mouth mouth

your mouth mouth mouth

Just for him to open up to me, open for me, it'd be so much better. His mouth is sweet, full of sin, it draws me in and it hurts like nothing else.

all your mental armor

all your mental armor

Does he love me like I love him? I always expect him to stick a knife down my throat and say, "Alittle more baby."  Pretend, just for me. Can he pretend.

and your mouth

mouth


Can he love me or can he fake it?
I'm bleeding to death... think i'll make it?


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