Never Let You Go

Disclaimer: OKAY! :) This is my first ever, boy-love fanfiction story and I hope that whoever is reading it likes it. :) On another note, I do not own Junjou Romantica what so ever, do I wish I did, yeah, but will I? No. Now that that's all cleared up, LET'S BEGIN! :) Enjoy

Note: There will be some lemons in later chapters.

MPOV

Things were getting so much better, or so I thought, until today actually. To be honest, I was fearing this day. Hi, my name is Misaki Takahashi and I'm twenty-three years old. It's been five years since I moved in with the great lord Akihiko Usami... or someone I had began to finally call by his first name and would say "I love you." It's not that I was didn't like saying his name, or denying that we were dating and boyfriends, but before it just had been really embarrassing for those words to come out of my mouth. Even now though, I would blush when I would say "I love you", "honey", or anything else. Akihiko would often call me baby now, I didn't mind it so much. So long as he didn't say it out loud in public. After finally graduating from Mitsuhashi University, I actually began working at Marukawa Books with Aikawa where I would fact check for writers. When they used the wrong train station, playground, business, or anything else, I would research to help them find the correct location, object name, person, or anything else that I needed to find.

My feet were really starting to kill me, why you ask? Well... today was a day that I honestly wanted to die and crawl into a hole. Not because I was embarrassed about our relationship, but because we were to tell my brother and his wife about our relationship. What if he didn't accept it? What if he hates me afterwards? Even though I'm an adult, what if he tries to take me away from my boyfriend? I couldn't handle that. Wait... Takahiro couldn't anyways, I'm an adult. I laughed nervously inside my head, that wouldn't and couldn't ever happen. I was repeated pacing back and forth in the living room; right in front of the front door.

I was scared, I just didn't know how he would take it. I was so concentrated on my own thoughts that I didn't hear Akihiko coming up behind me. When he did, he threw his arms around me, scaring me at first. I literally jumped in his arms. I didn't stay scared though, once I realized who it was, I blushed and leaned into him. It was a loving embrace. I liked these because we could show emotions without even saying anything. It was quite romantic in my mind. "Misaki..." He whispered, his voice deep, smooth as velvet, and sweet as honey. I blushed. He was so kind and caring, sometimes I really didn't deserve him. "Baby, please calm down... you're starting to make me nervous. Don't worry, even if he doesn't accept it, though I believe he will, I'll love you, I'll love you twice as much to make up for it."

I turned my head to look into his eyes, blushing. "Thanks... honey." I blushed even darker, but smiled at him. Akihiko chuckled, leaning his head in and holding the back of my head with one of his hands, pulling me in for a gentle kiss. "Wait... Akihiko... Taka...hiro will be here soon." I said, trying to get words through his kisses.

"Well, when he gets here, we'll stop... but continue it when he goes home." He crooked an eyebrow, a playfully mischievous expression on his face. I gasped, and went to turn my head to avoid his next kiss, but he wasn't having that. I moved my hands frantically, trying to free myself from his passionate grasp. It's not that sex didn't seem appealing at the moment because to be completely honest, it did... but not when my brother was coming here with his wife and daughter and he has a key to this apartment... not the best way to tell your family that you're in love with a man. But, Akihiko never gave up. He would lay kisses on my neck, my collarbone, my shoulder, just below my ear, my jawline, and on my forehead, teasing me into submission.

With a smile I lifted my arms and wrapped them around his neck, my eyes half-lidded as I was slowly becoming passionate. In our current position we were both standing, that is until Akihiko began walking backward until the back of my legs hit the edge of the couch, causing us to fall back. I didn't know why but that sudden fall kind of made this moment a turn on... I blushed just thinking about that. I moved away from that thought and just thought about how nice his cool but also warm lips felt as they gently caressed different sections of skin on my body. I could already feel my pants tightening, but I couldn't actually have sex with him until after Takahiro and his family leaves... would be embarrassing if they heard how loud I moaned when Akihiko would mess me all up.

Each kiss left behind a tickle beneath my skin, my internal instincts begging for him to kiss me in that spot once more. He then took his time, unbuttoning my button up dress shirt and latched onto my chest, suckling the skin there as if it were his only way to survive. The pants that escaped my mouth were becoming obvious now and once he heard them, he chuckled, adding a vibration to his ministrations. Slowly he moved his hands around my body, and using his left hand to caress my backside gently but also roughly. I bucked upwards from the unexpected contact, my arousal was obvious, no matter how much I wish I could hide it. His mouth soon left my chest as he moved up to kiss me right on the lips. His soft lips moved passionately against mine and slowly he pulled away, moving himself fluidly down my body until he reached my pants, undoing the belt that held my dress pants tighter to my body.

Ding Dong!

My eyes widened as well as his and we were quick to reiterate ourselves. Damn my brother had some of the worst timing, I laughed to myself noticing that luckily my arousal hadn't been so obvious, but I still excused myself to the bathroom, quickly and quietly relieving my little problem. I wasn't satisfied though... to be quite honest, I was looking forward to Akihiko pleasuring me, but that will have to wait. "Where's Misaki?" Takahiro asked cheerfully.

"Where is uncle?" I heard my four year old nephew, Mahiro, ask. He was quite adorable and very smart and very social. Whenever I would see him, I would play with him, playing many games together. We would play hide-n-seek, tag, and other fun games like that. I looked into the mirror and realized that I had pre-sex hair... I needed to fix that. I borrowed Akihiko's hair brush and fixed my hair to look like it's normal messy but also neat hairdo.

"He's in the restroom, he should be out shortly." Just as he said that I had finished fixing my appearance and washing my hands before walking out. Just as I did, my nephew, Mahiro, ran up to me, plowing me to the ground as he jumped and hugged me. I laid on the ground as he hugged me, hugging him back.

"Hello Mahiro... How's my nephew?" I asked, sitting up and sitting him in my lap.

"I'm good! I missed you." He said, his cute little boy voice going up and octave as he moved his hands and began messing up my hair. I looked at him.

"Hey what are you doing to my hair?" I asked, playfully moving my hands to mess up his but when he realized what I was about to do, he took off from my lap, holding his hands on his hair to keep it safe. I chuckled and pulled myself up to walk over towards my brother. "Hello Takahiro. How are you?" He smiled at me.

"We are well," He said, scooping Mahiro into his arms as we all began moving towards the couch. Akihiko and I sat on one couch while my brother and his small family sat on the other across from us. "Actually, After Mahiro next birthday, Mahiro will be starting pre-school." My eyes widened and I gasped, so much time had gone by since Mahiro was born... It was shocking to say the least.

"Really? Well that's really good. You have to do better than I did in school Mahiro, pinky promise?" He nodded his head, linking his pinky with mine. I smiled.

"So, anything going on with you Misaki?"

"Yes, I've actually found a job at Marukawa Publishing as a fact checker for writers for both books and mangas. It's a lot of fun and I really enjoy the work." My brother smiled.

"That's very good. Gotten threw with any projects yet?"

"Yep, I just finished a big one and once I was done it was such a good feeling to know that I accomplished something like that." Takahiro was smiling, his face very cheerful.

"I'm proud of you. What about you Usagi?" I looked towards Akihiko to see him smiling wide as he watched Mahiro with happiness.

"Well, I've been working on a new novel and so far it's been going well. The publishing company is up to date with me all the time on deadlines and corrections. They have even considered having Misaki do the edit reading seeing as we live together."

"I see, that's very good. I'm so happy that things are going well." Takahiro's face then went from cheerful to completely serious as she leaned towards us in a more professional manner. "Now... in all seriousness. What is that you both said was important on the phone? What was it that you needed to tell us." Right at that moment, I went rigid and lost my breath...

To Be Continued...