Here's the Gossip Girl sequel you've all been waiting for! Really really sorry for making you all wait. I got too hooked on 'Caifornia, Here I Come'. This wasn't the original chapter I was supposed to post. It was originally supposed to start differently but I decided to change it ;)

Scared as Hell

Summer's been hanging low for us here at Forks. Nothing much to say, nothing much to do. Lately, our favorite queen bee's have been M.I.A., but I wonder why. Last week, B was spotted with LFHS' new soccer captain E.C.! Not much of a shocker there. Rosey-posey and her boy have gone off to the Big Apple to check NYU and Al and J are keeping quiet for a while. But what happened to last year's drama?! And that's a mystery I'm willing too hunt down. You know you love me.

Xoxo,

Gossip Girl

BPOV

"Where am I?" The room was completely empty and white. I stared down at myself wearing clothes that just matched the place where I was. I turned in one way and came face to face with Dr. Josh Mallory, the dean of Dartmouth. (Just made up the name)

"Ms. Swan! What is your proposal?!" He screamed at me.

"What?" I asked.

"Ms. Swan, you are wasting my time! Please hurry up with your proposal!" I jumped back a little.

"But, I don't have a propo─"

"Ms. Swaaaan!" Another person screamed from across the room. I snapped my head towards that direction and saw Dr. Erin Phillips, head of the board of the directors at Cornell University.

"Dr. Phillips, I─" I tried to reply but different voices and screams started to fill the room making my head ache.

"This is pure nonsense, Ms. Swan. Do you think you could actually get accepted here at Princeton?!"

"Georgetown definitely isn't the place for you!" Different people from the different universities that I applied too started popping in and screaming at me. Suddenly everything stopped when Jacob popped in the middle.

"Long time no see, Bella."

I woke up screaming. My forehead was filled with sweat and the sheets were all rumpled up by my feet. A month of summer had passed and these types of dreams hadn't bothered me ever since. I blocked Jacob out of my mind and life while he still wasn't here. His note just laid at the back of my drawer gaining dust each and everyday. Apparently, blocking him out of my life wasn't just enough. Each and everyday of summer my heart would thud, scared that he would just suddenly pop in.

Just about a few weeks ago Edward and I went to New Hampshire to take our college interviews. Edward was just a clinging accessory while I was there, since he didn't need an interview. Smart ass.

Forks was my main summer spot. Rosalie and Emmett, are still apparently down at NYC. I could see that Rosalie was trying to avoid the police and all the drama down here at Forks regarding her dad.

"Good Morning, Miss Swan." I smiled at Brietta as I made my way to the fridge. The cold milk went down my throat roughly. Warm lips were suddenly kissing from my neck to my ear.

"Good morning," he cooed in my arm. I spun around and gave him a quick peck on the lips.

"You're up early," he smiled my favorite crooked grin.

"Well… I tried to sleep again but…I couldn't so I just got up…and you seem to be early too," I raised my eyebrows at him.

"I wanted to watch you sleep…" He bent over and kissed the tip of my nose. I got out of his hold and put that glass down on the sink.

"I just remembered…I have a favor to ask…or should I say Alice has a favor to ask?" I turned to him and found him smiling impishly.

"Aww, what does Alice want now?" I groaned and stomped my foot like a little kid who couldn't what she wanted.

"Since Jasper's in Texas for a while… she wants you to go have lunch with her then after go shopping…basically she wants to spend the whole day with you." A whole day with Alice Cullen?! Alice was my best friend and everything but when it comes to summer shopping trips it is absolutely killer.

"But I thought today was supposed to be our day?" I let my lower lip out a little and did the best I could making 'puppy-dog' eyes. I knew Edward couldn't resist me when I pouted.

"I know I planned our day already but Alice said that if you won't go with her today she said she'll have no choice but to follow us around all day...look we've still got tomorrow." He cupped my face and pulled me into a tight hug. I buried my face in his chest and sighed.

"Fine." Boy, this was going to be fun day.

I put my sunglasses on and waited for Alice by her door. Edward brought me to their house so it would be a faster ride to the mall.

"Bye, Jas─" I jumped back at Alice stepped out of her room.

"Bella!" Her tiny arms wound around my waist.

"Nice outfit! But don't we seem a little bit too glum today?" I looked down at my clothes and noticed that I was wearing dark colored clothes. I was wearing a half and inch pumps with a black baby doll dress and shawl rapped around my head and buggy shades. From the way I looked, it looked as if I was going to a funeral.

"Well, there's a reason behind that. A certain pixie with a name that starts with an A forced me into going shopping with her when I should be spending the day with my boyfriend!" I screamed at her.

"You've been spending every single summer day with Edward, Bella. It's time you spent it with your best friend." She grabbed my arm and hooked it with hers.

Alice had gone to a new level of shopping. We walked around the mall for about 6 hours straight, non- stop! I sipped from my Strawberries and Cream frapuccino and stared off into space.

"Bella?"

"Hm?" I waited for Alice to continue.

"Something's been bothering me this summer…" She trailed off.

"You can tell me anything, Alice." I placed my hand on hers and assured her that she could trust.

"The thing is…it's not really about me…this is something I've been meaning to ask you…" She paused for a while. "What…where's Jacob?" Jacob? Why would she be asking about Jacob? Could she possibly know about the note? My heart sped three times faster.

"What are talking about?" I finally managed to say.

"Bella, you are terrible at lying and much more terrible at hiding things…About a week or so after Jas' graduation…when I slept over your house…I found a note…from Jacob…on your you desk." So she did find the note. It was hard to keep things from Alice. I closed my eyes and breathed in deeply.

"Bella, is…Jacob here?" She asked in a whispering tone.

"No."

"Have you told Edward about this?"

"No! Alice, you know how Jacob is! If anyone else finds out about this who knows what Jacob will do!" My eyes started to water as I screamed.

"Of course I know how Jacob is! Bella, you have to tell Edward or better yet your father! You can't keep on letting Jacob manipulate like this!" She demanded. Alice and Rosalie were the only two people who really knew Jacob.

"I can't tell my dad, Alice. Jacob is practically a son to him! He even prefers him over Edward…" Alice wiped my tears off my cheek carefully.

"Bella…I'm actually pretty surprised at myself for actually keeping this…but you have to tell Edward or your dad. It's for your own safety." I pulled away from her hold and stood up.

"I…I just can't."

The cab ride home didn't take long even if the rain was extremely hard. I fought against calling Alice or not making sure that she hasn't told anybody about my Jacob situation yet. I dialed her number on my phone and gasped when I saw who was standing in my living room smiling mischievously.

"Hey, Bells."

Oooooh…cliffhanger! Yup, that was the first chapter of Gossip Girl: Secrets! Hoped you liked it and stuff that happened between Jacob and Bella will be on the next chapters ;) I feel sorry for making Jacob the bad guy :( But this idea has been in my head ever since before I read Breaking Dawn.