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My name is Miles "Tails" Prower and i'm 14 years old... I'm the best friend of Sonic the Hedgehog, his confidant, his sidekick and his best friend... It hadn't always been that way though... 10 years earlier i was homeless; I had no one in the world and those who did notice me would only treat me with and disdain and scorn...
FLASHBACK:...
I remember it like it was yesterday, the day I met Sonic It was a cold July; another day in my hopeless existence.. I couldn't remember the last time I ate or drank... A cold swift breeze ruffled my fur, the sky was grey and dark and the sun was nowhere to be seen...
I was sitting underneath the tree that I at that moment in time called home... Most of the kids were too wary of 'that weird mutant' to pay me any mind, but a certain few took great pleasure in tormenting me and making me feel more shitty than I already did...
"Hey look who it is... The little freak with no mom!" Billy, my main bully cried in glee... He was a fox too but unlike me he had one tail... Which made me feel even more bad... I closed my eyes and put my hands over my head as a way to try and shut it out...
That did little more than annoy them and I knew quickly I had made a very stupid mistake...
"What's the matter Two? You dont wanna play or what?" Another one of them asked...
Before I could muffle some sarcastic reply one of their shoes made contact with my face, and for a few seconds all was black...
When I came to they were gone; but it seemed like they achieved what they set out to do... I was bleeding and my blanket was gone... Believe me when you aint got a blanket in a climate like this life is pretty sucky...
I decided to just lie down and accept death; as I did so I could recall various memories that I had of Mom...
All of them were quite faint and fleeting; from what I remember she was really preocuppied with what she saw in the mirror and had no time to look after a child... Especially a child like me... I couldn't hold back the tears as my mind was consumed by visions of this blurry entity that I had little recollection of...
"WHY?! Why did you leave me here Mommy?!" I shouted out loud... I didn't really care if those dickwads came back at that point... I allowed myself to scream and cry like I was up for the Academy Award... Not that I had any inkling what that was at the time... It was at this point in time that a small crow decided to walk past my tree... I had an advantage that he didn't... Unlike feathers; my namesake could easily attract a velocity that other avian creatures could not hope to match...
Within a second I was attacking the bird with both of my tails, blood wildly exploding all over the place...
I dug in with little remorse, in a world like this I had to learn that if I didn't kill to survive they would kill me...
As I consumed the winged rodent i could feel the pain in my stomach start to subside slightly... It was still there; like a craving, a deep itch that just could not be scratched...
It was at this point though, as I was covered in blood and crow feathers that my hero, Sonic decided to make his appearance... I really don't know why the hell he was in that part of town that day... Maybe I should ask him sometime?
All I know is that if events did not correspond in the fashion that they did that day i would be a very different fox...
Unfortunately for me our first meeting was not a great one... I had been made mistrustful of people; most that I had met had a reason to hurt me...
I saw him in the distance, I can remember thinking at the time how BLUE he was... I don't think you could mix any sort of paint together and get that colour... It was like cerulean meets indigo... I was too young and foolish to know that even then I was deeply in love... As I sit here now I realise I probably crushed on him harder back then than I do now...
"Hey kid what's wrong? Where's your Mom?"... Great first line from Speedy I know... It incensed me quite a lot as well... My face screwed up at this line, my distrust of everyone apparent even to him...
"I don't know where my Mom is... Why is it any of your business? You big blue boner!." I spat back... I instantly regretted my choice of words... My conscience was telling me to listen to this dazzling stranger and hear what he had to say...
Or maybe that was the point where my heart died and gave itself to him...
"Damn... So you mean you live here under this dead tree?" He seemed genuinely concerned, but so many others had... So many others had given me their concern; only to beat me up and tell me how disgusting I was...
It took me a minute to process his question and my answer... It was a mix of starvation and youth... 'What if he actually cares?' I thought to myself... I can remember the intense feeling I had at the time... It was a mixture of distrust and wonderment...
"Yeah this is... Uhh this is my h-home..." I blurted out...
The look Sonic gave me will surely stay with me until I died... No one had a smile like Sonic; well maybe Rouge when she's drunk enough... Little bit of sarcasm there... But in all truth no one had a smirk quite like the Blue Hedgehog...
I took this the completely wrong way though... I stood up to confront him but my lack of energy caused me to fall down...
Once again I was face down in the dirt; the hilarious thing though? This time it was my doing...
Sonic helped me up and wiped the dirt from my face... I didn't know how to respond to this action; so I did nothing...
I merely looked at those olive green eyes; I could see no maliciousness or evil in them... I could feel my soul light up and lift quite considerably... Still I remained steadfast and kept my guard up... This wasn't the first time a kind stranger had shown me attention...
"What's your name kid? My name's Sonic..." Was his next question... I've had many names in my short life before he approached me...
Freak, faggot, mutant, hobo... I mean the list just goes on and on... But I knew he wanted to hear none of that so i decided to honestly answer him... At that point half of those words made little sense to me anyway...
I cleared my throat and looked up at him again, trepidation running through every vein in my body...
"Miles Prower..." I answered quietly... Surely he would laugh as well? Many of the kids around here did... I mean they took great pride in the fact my name could be bastardised at a moments notice... Sonic just looked at me for a while though, those cool green eyes unflinching; not blinking...
Before he could answer me with a comment however I decided to speak again...
"I kinda hate it though... it sounds like Miles Per Hour..." I giggled... I put my hand over my mouth after I chuckled...
It had been a very long time since I had laughed; blurry visions of me in my mother's arms came to my mind... I paid them no heed... If I ever met my Mom again the only question I would have is WHY?
Sonic rubbed the back of his head in thought for a moment...
"Well how about I call you Tails?" He asked... I looked around the surrounding area; surely this guy had several aquaintances who would beat me up right? I mean it had to be some kind of sick joke... Even if somewhere deep inside me I trusted him... I decided to think it over as he stood there watching me... I liked the security that went with the name... Tails; yeah even then at that moment I liked it...
"Yeah... Tails seems ok..." I replied quietly... I smiled for half a second before I sat down near the trunk of the tree...
Sonic sat next to me, he put his coat over me and I can remember a feeling of warmth not even my tattered blanket could give me... I had no idea why this kind stranger was doing all this for me... Surely he had some ulterior motive?
Then he put his arm around me; I couldn't help but let out the torrent that was my emotions... I cried on Sonic's shoulder for what must have been at least ten minutes...
Sonic then looked me straight in the eye... This was the moment I remember most clearly... As this was the moment I lingered on so many times during the night as I touched down below... I'm sure that was the moment I joined Amy in the queue for the 'Crazy Jilted People Who Love Sonic' Club... "Tails look I'm gonna ask you a question okay little buddy?" He asked softly...
I didn't know how to reply to this statement... Who would wanna ask me a question? All I knew in my four years of life was pain; depravity and cold...
"Ummm Sure... Ask me any question you want Sonic..." I replied joylessly... Yeah even if I was amazed by this tall handsome stranger I was still freezing my little fanny off...
He seemed to take a while to formulate the exact right wording... He just sat there with that look in his eyes I would later become so accustomed to...
At that point though I didn't know what it meant; I had no idea why he was so quiet and calculating...
"Welll uhhh... T-tails... I was wondering if you wanted to sleep somewhere warm tonight? I can't leave you out here... I have a spare room in my house.. And well I can ask my friend Amy if you can borrow some pajamas and stuff?" He asked quietly...
This caused me to feel great unease; I didn't know if I could trust him...
But once again that tiny voice in my head begged me to listen to him... To listen to what he had to say...
I was having an internal fight against my instincts and my subconcious...
It was at this time I once again thought of my mother... Just as the earth goes through seasons, so does a family in the course of time. Marriage, falling in love, and the birth of a children are times of renewal like Spring. Long pleasant periods of calm that some families are blessed to have are like the feeling of an endless Summer...
Unfortunately our family was not one of those... I don't know why my Mom left me in the woods like she did... All I know is I could never stop asking that question and my pain would never end...
Part of the reality of life is hardship. That is not a negative statement. It is simply a statement of fact. Every day brings new challenges. Living with the expectation that life will be difficult makes hard times easier to deal with.
"Ummm... I guess so? Why?". I asked... That uncertain vomitous feeling rising in my gut again...
Sonic seemed to take umbrage at this; I hoped that he wouldn't be mad that I was questioning his good nature...
But instead of attacking me he answered my question...
"Because I care about you okay? I don't think a kid your age should be out here eating rats and ravens..." He answered slowly...
I didn't know what to say at this point in time... He was completely right about my situation... But i still felt offended that like the other kids he would dare challenge the way I lived my pointless life... Standing in self-hatred, drowning in my tears, Looking back on my life so far I knew he was right...
Some nights I'm fine. There are days where I smile and feel alive, there are some nights when I get lonely, but those nights sometimes end just fine.
But Sonic questioned all of what I had formed in my mind... He questioned my very existence and I did not like it one bit.. Instead of attacking him verbally however I decided to sit still... His gaze was steady and unshifting...
I knew that he cared, but I just couldn't accept that notion mentally...
Am i stupid for believing what i do? Am i dumb for not agreeing with him?
"Look Tails... It isn't safe out here for a kid your age ok? Me and Amy can help you out... Besides I'm sure Dr Egghead will pass through here... I would hate it if you got roboticised okay? I really don't want that... But it's up to you little pal...
You got two choices... I can leave you here and go about my business... Or I can take you with me and you can have a proper meal and you can make some new friends..." Sonic announced, breaking me from my train of thought...
I looked around at the vast empty wood, and I also leaned up against my old hollowed out tree... I didn't know what to think, say or do at that moment in time... So i did what I thought was right... I slowly nodded my head... Sonic smiled and picked me up in his arms... This was the first time I felt the butterflies in my stomach, but I put it down to hunger at the time... I mean I was a kid I had no idea what love was...
I had little time to get accustomed to this new feeling though; as before I could take a breath Sonic was speeding through the woods at the speed of sound... We passed numerous houses, fields and industrial estates on our journey...
I held on tight; scared that I would fall and be obliterated into pieces because we were going so fast...
In what seemed like less than 5 minutes we were stood outside a fairly large house... It was made of red bricks and it was stood on a hill overlooking the town of Station Square... I could barely make out the few acres of marsh, wood and scrubland where I had fought for so long to remain breathing...
Sonic opened the door and we were welcomed into a fairly traditional looking home... It was all painted oak and very homely... I didnt have long to become accustomed though before my future frenemy Amy Rose made her appearance...
"Sonic! Why were you gone so long? Me and Vanilla were super worried! Who's that kid?" Amy asked...
Amy looked me up and down, her steady blue eyes unflinching... I didn't know what to make of her at that moment in time...
From what I could see she was a very pretty girl, she had the hips the boobs and the face alright...
"Uhhh Amy this is Tails... I found him in the middle of nowhere he was pretty ill..." Sonic replied...
"AWWWW! He's so cute! Shouldn't we call the cops? Maybe his mom is looking for him?" Amy gesticulated her hands wildly at this notion... Even during our first meeting she was very animated and passionate...
I wanted to tell her that my Mom was a waste of space but I hadn't even got round to telling Sonic that just yet...
"Look Ames i dont think his mom really gives a crap... If you saw the condition he was in you'd believe me.." Sonic snapped... Amy quickly decided to vacate to her room upstairs... Yeah the house was that big...
Sonic sat me down on the sofa... He then put a blanket over me.. It was quite unlike the one I had kept during my time in the woods; I could see no holes and it was made of the finest fabric... The call of sleep was too encroaching to ignore...
I laid my head down on the sofa and allowed myself to fall into probably the most comfortable sleep I had had in well ever...
When I woke the next morning I could hear a very heated argument in the next room... I peaked my head around the corner into the kitchen and saw Sonic talking to Amy and another guy who I had not yet met...
"Damnit Sonic you can't just take a kid you don't even know into our secret hideout!" The tall muscular red guy spat...
"Look Knuckles... That kid has a name and i'd like you to use it... Besides what did you want me to do? Just leave him in the freezing cold?" Sanic growled...
"Guys! Guys! Please chill and eat the breakfast I spent an hour making!." Amy cried shrilly... Both of them looked at her with a look that could cut glass...
Amy just went about her business and ate the bacon that she had prepared...
It was at this moment that they saw me eavesdropping... I felt very awkward, I did not feel at all like I belonged here..
Maybe that Knuckles guy was right? Sure we're okay now but back then he did not trust me one bit...
"Hey little buddy! Did you sleep okay?" Sonic asked, his smile filling the room and my small heart with a warmth that I had not experienced thus far... I didn't know how to reply to his question; yeah sure I had slept alright... But I didn't want these strangers to think they had any power over me...
"Yeah I slept okay... But uhhh... I-i uhh I need to go tinkle.." I replied quietly... Damnit Miles you always come up with the best comeback...
Amy squealed and hugged me so hard I thought my ribcage would break... "Knucks you are crazy! This kid is fucking adorable!." She exclaimed... She apologised to Sonic for cussing and carried on hugging me...
Amy broke away from her suprise hug and announced she had to clean 'this pigsty of a house.'...
Sonic decided to lead me upstairs... He pointed to the bathroom and I locked myself in there... I looked in the mirror for the first time in a very long time... My golden fur was covered in dirt, blood, leaves and various rubbish...
I relieved myself and washed my face, staring deeply at my reflection as I did so...
I walked back downstairs into the kitchen... Amy and Knuckles were gone and I did not know where... All I could see was Sonic and two rabbits... One of them was a woman and the other was a little girl... She was no older than about two or three years old... "You want some bacon buddy?" Sonic asked... Bacon? The last time I had bacon I had to wrestle it out of the hands of a fat guy in Twinkle Park... I didn't know how to respond; of course I wanted the bacon! But i didn't know how to word it...
"Uhmmm yeah i'd like some bacon please..." I tried to smile as I ended my sentence, but I only managed a Corey Haim esque smirk...
Sonic introduced me to Cream and Vanilla as we ate our breakfast... I liked Cream a lot, and i still do... If I wasn't queer I'm pretty sure Cream would be the girl I'd want... Not because of how she looked or presented herself; but just because she was kind and without malice... Cream wouldn't hurt a fly...
Shortly after we were done eating Amy, Knuckles and Vanilla announced to Sonic that they were going grocery shopping...
Sonic told me to sit and watch the TV with Cream, but after years of malnutrition as soon as I sat down I once again fell into a deep sleep...
It was during this time I had the recurring dream that haunted me... I was sitting in a chair and I could see my mother; the faceless one tailed blur stared into the mirror... "You know everyone wanted me before YOU came along..." She said the word YOU with the type of hatred usually reserved between arch rivals... "M-mommy I...I don't..." I began... "SHUT UP!" She growled... She threw her hairbrush and it collided with my eye...
"I TOLD YOU TO KEEP THIS FUCKING HOUSE CLEAN YOU LITTLE SHIT! I'LL KILL YOU!." She screamed...
"MOMMY PLEASE STOP!" I cried... This only angered her further... She picked up a can of hairspray and gave me the most violent beating... "YOU BASTARD! YOU DEFORMED BASTARD!" She raged...
She carried on hitting me until she ran out of steam and devolved into a weeping mess onto the floor next to me...
I saw her pick up her sustanance... Spirytus Vodka...
"Mommy please! I'm so hungry..." I begged... She laughed a hysterical laugh that was usually reserved for a B-movie comedy... "Don't you think i'm hungry? HUNGRY FOR LOVE AND AFFECTION?! You have no idea how your father treated me! He left me alone with aint no god damn child support! DAMN YOU!" She spat...
She turned around to face me but like in all my other dreams her face was difficult to place...
All i could remember is that she had eyes just like mine... The exact same shade of blue...
That blue was surrounded by bloodshot irises... And a look that could only be described as hate...
"Damn it get out of my house! I don't care if some pansy rapes your ugly ass! GET OUT! GET OUT!" She roared, picking me up by the scruff of my neck and throwing me into the street...
It was at this point I woke up unleashing a bloodcurdling scream...
Sonic ran into the room followed by Amy... I was too young to see the look of exhaustion on her face... As I recall now I probably interupted a very sexy moment... Sonic bent down to me and shook me gently...
"Tails! Are you okay? What's wrong?" He asked quietly...
I erupted into a crying fit quite unlike any they had surely ever seen...
Amy huffed and walked back upstairs... I guess I wasn't so cute when I was pissing through my eyes...
"I-i... I miss my mommy!" I bawled... Sonic held me very tightly and allowed me to cry on his shoulder...
We sat there for most of the night... Sonic told me how I should forget about my mother and that he would take care of me for as long as I needed... Those words comforted me but the abhorrent nightmare still raged in my mind...
Sonic re-assured me that one day he would give my mom a piece of his mind... This only made me cry harder; because i'm pretty sure my mother would have treated Sonic with the same sort of discord I had grown accustomed to...
"Look Tails; i'm here for you okay? You don't ever have to worry about someone trying to hurt you or make you feel uncomfortable 'kay? Cause that's no good! And I will never let anything bad happen to you!." Sonic exclaimed...
I didn't know how to reply to such a statement... No one had ever shown me such kindness...
"Thanks Sonic... Y-you really mean it?." I asked gingerly...
I waited for his response like someone waiting on Death Row... It was a short wait but for me it felt like forever...
"Of Course! Of course I mean it little bro... Now you go back to sleep!." Sonic smiled as he answered my question...
With the knowledge that Sonic was not lying and his words were true I felt safe enough to go back to sleep...
As the sun rose through the window I opened my eyes to see Amy and Knuckles sitting on the sofa opposite me...
Knuckles looked me over with a sense of mistrust... I don't know why he didn't like me that much back then...
It's something that confuses me to this day... And before you get the impression i'm some superficial douche who wants everyone to be his friend that really is NOT the case... It just suprised me is all...
"Hey look he's awake! SONIC!" Knuckles barked... Amy simply looked at Knuckles and mouthed the words 'dipshit' to him... Sonic entered the room with a smile on his face... Amy and Knuckles scooched over so he could sit down...
I felt nervous that the three of them were just silently watching me.. I didn't know whether to say good morning or prepare my neck for the guillotine...
Suprisingly; Amy was the one to break the ice... She sat next to my feet and smiled... "You okay honey?" She asked calmly... It was kinda sad, I wished that me and Amy could have maintained a relationship like in the early days...
But I guess when you both wanna screw the same guy options like that just get thrown out the window...
"I'm...I-i'm okay..." I replied quietly... I still didn't trust these people even if they did show me kindness...
Sonic was sitting still and quietly discussing something I couldn't quite understand with Knuckles... Sorry if my memory sucks people...
Amy decided to give me another rib crushing hug... Shame that these days she'd rather break my bones with her hammer than the warmth of her girly embrace...
"Sonic he is so cute oh my god! Seriously how could anyone and I mean ANYONE abandon such a cute little fox?" Amy gushed...
Sonic did not reply to her hysteria, Instead he and Knuckles were discussing 'Rouge's titties'... Yeah I know typical guys right? Knuckles let out a guffaw quite unlike any i'd heard... That's the thing about Knuckles; he may seem like a real tough customer but underneath the bravado he is a joker and a softie at heart...
Sonic was distracted from the discussion about female anatomy when he noticed I was getting tired of Amy's affections...
"Damn it Amy you're gonna kill the kid..." Knuckles laughed... Amy just shot him a look of annoyance and flounced out of the room... Her full Kardashian-esque ass swaying as she did so...
"So Tails i'm gonna leave you to get aquainted with Uncle Knux... I gotta go and stop Eggman from stealing from the old folks home... You're gonna be okay right?" Sonic said matter of factly...
I didn't know how to reply... I thought at that moment in time that Knuckles hated me; I mean everyone else i'd ever met apart from Sonic and our full figured friend Miss Rose had shown me nothing but pain and discomfort...
"I'll be okay Sonic... I-i'll miss you..." The last part came out by accident... Sonic and Knuckles simply smiled and exchanged their parting words... Sadly those words were also about our gem hunting pal and her awesome rack...
About 10 minutes passed silently and awkwardly... I suppose I couldn't blame him... If I was Knuckles I wouldn't wanna talk to a kid who was covered in dirt and smelled quite unpleasant... But after a while the echinda decided to engage me in conversation; and one of the best platonic friendships of my life started right there...
He shifted uncomfortably before saying "Sooooooooooo... Your name is Tails... Uhhh and you're living in our hideout now... Uhhh so you like Lamborghinis?"...
I didn't know whether to laugh or tell him to fuck off... Yeah at 4 years old I knew that word; my mother often used it when she was embroiled in a shitty TV programme from the early 1990s... Sorry Dennis Farina and Unsolved Mysteries...
"Ummm you mean the fast Italian cars on the beach in Station Square right?" I replied nervously... Knuckles was very big and muscular and I was scared that he might hit me... Ohh yeah and before you go down that route i've never thought about him like that... Maybe being beaten by tough big guys for a long time put me off that sort I dont know...
Knuckles laughed his signature funny laugh... "Yeah man I mean those fast cars on the beach..." He chuckled...
I couldn't help but join in on the laughter... It wasn't often that I was allowed to join in on someones joke... Even if it was my expense...
We spent the next few hours talking about television, cars and music... The former and latter were things I knew very little about... Because unlike other kids I wasn't allowed to ever sit in front of a computer or a tv set and develop likes and interests of my own... From what I could remember of mom she was adamant that I was quiet at all times unless she asked me a question or demanded me to step in for her laziness and be a domestic slave...
We didn't even notice when Sonic walked back into the house with his arm in a sling...
"Woah Sonic what the fuck man? Are you okay? Shit what went down?" Knuckles asked, i turned my head to examine my saviour further... Indeed he did look kinda worse for wear; I didn't know what comment could really suit this situation so I trusted my instincts and let them both talk to each other...
Sonic took a long breath before kicking his signature red shoes off... "Look I don't wanna talk about it ok? That fat douche killed and roboticised a lot of people okay?." He huffed...
They went into the next room to discuss the matter in private... It didn't bother me because not a lot of people wanted my company anyhow...
It was at that moment when my true gal pal, my soulmate and best friend in the whole word made her entrance...
Yeah Cream is who i'm talking about... She like Knuckles didnt seem to trust me, but unlike him her un-easiness simply came out in curiosity and numerous questions...
"H-hi... My mommy said to say hi.." Cream uttered nervously... I was kinda taken aback; most people my age would hit me or tell me to go kill myself... I didn't know how to reply to her; in my barely developed mind Cream was like an angel...
I can remember how we had a pact that if we both weren't married by 25 we'd marry each other... Shit I probably might take her up on that even if it is just as friends...
"Uhh... Hey... I'm sorry I didn't speak much when we met... I-i... I'm new here..." I muttered quickly...
Cream introduced me to Cheese and Charmy and we all talked for quite some time about Sonic and his encounter with Eggman... They told me all about Eggman and about how he once served the people and protected them from harm.. But the Chaos Emeralds corrupted him and he now sought only power and to spread fear, hatred and misery wherever he went... I lapped up every word of the story, mainly because it was conversation and it eased the feeling of nervousness I had in my heart...
Sonic prepared dinner not long after that; i'm suprised in those days how he managed it... In that big house with so many people living under one roof... I devoured what was cooked seconds after it hit the table; gaining a few awkward glances in my direction... My stomach had finally gone down and even I could see how thin I was... It's kinda crazy looking back in retrospect you know? Anyway...
Long after everyone else had gone to bed I was lying on the couch just thinking... Processing these last few days in the back of my mind... 'Sonic is so cool! So is Amy and Cream and Knuckles! I hope they like me... I don't want the bad time to happen again... I'll be better, I wont cause trouble.' I thought...
It was at that point I heard a loud noise in the kitchen... I stumbled up and peeked through what available door space there was... "Sonic look you're drunk okay? I had a great time but for god sake we can't even get any privacy here?" Amy giggled... Sonic simply laughed, his eyes were heavily veiled by alcohol as was Amy's...
"I just wanna fuck you Amy okay? Why are you being like this right now?" Sonic asked honestly...
I know I said I knew what fuck off meant but I didn't understand what he just said... I thought at that moment that Sonic really did not like Amy at all and wanted her to go far far away... And for the first time those butterflies tore at my insides like a cancer even if at that time i didn't realise it... Sadly though we all know that's not what he meant...
"S-sonic...I'm sorry look I was being crazy... Of course I wanna have sex too..." Amy smiled as she replied... And for the next however long it was I watched Sonic punch Amy in the baby box... I had no idea what I was seeing but I knew I wanted to scream... I felt mad, confused and scared all at the same time; but still I couldn't take my eyes off the event unfolding... Soon Sonic reached his peak and all that was left of his loving was a wet patch running down Amy's leg...
"You're so fucking hot Amy... Really you are..." Sonic giggled, touching her face with his left hand... Would it sound sick if when looking over this memory I get turned on? I don't care what you think you're reading my life story and if I had the courage I had now I would have gone in there and given Amy a piece of my mind... But instead that event only instilled in me 4% of the hatred I hold for Amy Rose... It would take less than 5 years to gain another 70%... And right now at the present? Well we cant sit in a room together without trying to kill each other...
"Thanks baby... You're hot too! You love me though right Sonic? So many guys just dump me and I feel suicidal ok? I mean I can't live without you... I get so crazy around Julie-Su and Rouge okay? Even if she is Knuckles' girlfriend! Please just say you love me okay?" Amy begged... This was the first time I saw Amy for what she really was; a scared little girl who could not control her jealousy...
Sonic took a while to answer this but eventually came up with something they could both agree on.. "Yeah of course I love you Ames... Everyone does! You're a good friend... I think Tails likes you a lot too... He's really responded to you."
Amy squealed and gave him one of her infamous hugs... How someone hasn't sued her for actual bodily harm I shall never quite contemplate...
The urge to vomit had risen quite quickly in me, I walked slowly back to the couch and got under my blanket... I tried to process what I had just seen... It was no use though all it did was further confuse me... I felt the sandman calling and fell asleep with little issue... I woke up in the morning to a very quiet house... I walked into the kitchen to see Sonic going over paperwork and drinking coffee... Yeah he loves coffee, I don't know why...
"Hey little bro! How are you?" Sonic asked, he picked me up into a very tight hug... Yeah i'll admit moments like those do help me out a lot when i'm not fixing the Tornado... It was at this moment I asked Sonic what was for breakfast... He gave me chilli dogs and it soon became apparent we were both fond of them...
I knew on that day, which was a Thursday that I finally felt okay around the place... I knew that Sonic would never lie to me or leave me alone like my Mom did all that time ago... I just didn't know he'd break my heart...
END OF FLASHBACK:...
I sat up in my bed looking out of the window, I saw some guy kissing his girlfriend as they laughed about whatever album or shitty reality tv show had taken their fancy... I looked in the mirror, puberty had not really done much for me; I was still the skinny bright orange fox I was always used to seeing... I had developed some abs and let's just say I'm proud of what I got between my legs though...
I decided since the house was quiet I would touch myself... We had to move house not long after Sonic saved my life... We were all out shopping and Eggman nuked the whole neighbourhood pretty bad... We now all lived in the Mystic Ruins which Sonic paid for... Knuckles however decided with Eggman being active again he was needed on the Floating Island... Which was really a shame because he is a good friend... I laid down and allowed myself to grasp my penis and start jerking off... I imagined Sonic taking me to a cheap motel and just really giving me the business... Not like how he did it with Amy though; different... I dont know how to describe it without this turning into a 50 Shades disaster...
When I came i decided to sit up and clean myself off... I brushed my teeth and got in the shower... I let the water wash away what sweat and tiredness still clung to me... It had been a very dull week; after we blew up Eggman's refinery he has had to spend a lot of money on rebuilding his army... But well I guess as always he'll want revenge...
I put on my goggles and tool belt and walked downstairs... I was greeted by the sexiest guy in the world... No not Justin Bieber, Sonic... "Hey Tails! How are ya buddy?" He asked, pouring himself a cup of OJ...
I nervously stood there trying to not blush... I had to think of something to say that was normal and not cringeworthy...
"Uhhh i'm fine bro how are you?" I asked, I tried very hard to not let my jitteryness inflect upon my speech...
"Well i'm great Tails! Tell ya what why don't we go for a run somewhere? Maybe grab something to eat? Not alot in the cupboards..." Sonic gleefully suggested...
I didn't really know how to respond; I'd give anything for his entire focus to be on me for the afternoon but I also knew that I would slip up and probably make out with him or do something stupid...
"Umm i'm sorry Sonic... Uhhh me and Cream were gonna go to Twinkle Park a-and stuff..." I quickly lied...
Sonic looked kinda hurt i'd pass him up... But well i'm kinda hurt he's sleeping with that phoney whore and not me but hey... He looked like he was gonna ominously come out with a great statement but caught himself on a short whimsical breath... The tension was like the sun baking a sidewalk; difficult to really notice but still the elephant at the back of the room... "Okay... Sure! I should probably see if Amy's okay after she broke up with Shadow anyway." Sonic muttered...
You can see my problem now... Even when Amy is out lifting her garters for other people Sonic will always be obsessed with her... Just like i'm always obsessed with him... It's sad and really fucking sick but hey life was never meant to be fair... I quickly exited the house and made my way to Vanilla's place... I didn't even need to ask her if Cream was free because Vanilla and Cream knew I was gay and that I wouldn't try any funny business...
"Sooooo... I guess you still haven't told Mr Sonic right?" Cream giggled... She had a nervous laugh and besides i'd let her have it if it was at my expense... I didn't really ascertain what she was trying to get at though... I'd told her so many f-ing times that Sonic would think I was weird... He'd probably show my mom a thing or two with the beating he'd give me... "Umm girl i'm never gonna tell Sonic... He just wouldn't understand..." I sighed... Cream put her arm around me and laid her head on my shoulder...
"Do you think i'm hot Tails?" She asked... I always knew this day would come; we'd been around the subject many times before but never in this type of way... "Uhh Cream you're beautiful... Just... Just I cant..." I mumbled...
She didn't say anything; she just nodded her head and we carried on our day of discussing why I was too big a pussy to tell Sonic about the effect he had on my junk...
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A:N/... CHAPTER 1 DONE! AYY... So how did you like it? Please feel free to share your ideas, comments, con crit and stuff... Thankyoooooooooooooou :D chapter 2 coming soon...