Disclaimer: I do not own PB, but as of episode 4 there are some people that I wish to haunt down with a slick asian guy. (Hint, Kim).
Despair.
He came again today. The plan is what concerns us both. It's what we live for, what we breathe for. Even though it's not a plan in all it's shape yet.
There was something different today though. Something out of place with my brother. He has always bin the strong one of us. The one that emotions don't show to easily, the one that comes to terms with was is and what will happen. But today, something was different.
A look in his eyes. I saw it right away. Something was not as it should be. He looked messed up to say the least. I know he hasn't had a good ride with all of this. I know that sometimes he wishes that I'd never come to his rescue. He thinks that it would have done more good if his destiny was fulfilled as intended in Fox River. Yes, some lives would be better, but those I think of as truly important would not.
The look in his eyes is that of one I have never seen before. I don't know if I can truly put it into words. But yet the words come to me. Despair, sadness and pity.
As I think about it I realise I lied when I hadn't seen it before. I have. Many years ago, when she died. Mom…
He is hiding something from me, that I can tell. But I don't know what it is. I hate it when he is trying to hide the truth from me to spear me and to not let me sidetrack when important things are in action. But God how I hate it.
The sadness has bin there a long time. That is not what I react most to. But the despair that has suddenly and over night gone to another level. And the pity in his eyes. He hates me being in this hell hole, I know. But that's not what bothering him now. Something has happened. With all my heart and soul I hope Sarah and LJ are okey.
Linc will tell me when time is ready, when less is to be lost. Then he will tell me.
Until such time I will not push him.
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AN: I am not the best of writhers I know. But some episodes create a urge to write a thought or two based on a character. I hope you will enjoy it.
BTW… my plan is to hunt down certain creators, bringing with me a man brought back from the dead (Kim) and give them a tape with some highly secret plans in and then make them suffer until they agree that a pretty girl who is for the moment perhaps missing her head