Bpov

Well my day is going to hell for me. First thing this Morningside my truck wouldn't start. I tried to ask my sister April for ride.

But yet again she totally ignore me, and got into her car and drove off.

So I had to walk to school. It started to down pour and now I was soaked. I will be lucky not to get sick.

But that don't matter, only because my parents would think I'm faking it and send me to school any ways.

I hate my life! I get to school and everyone is laughing at me. Then I end up sliding across the floor because my shoes were soaked and I ended up tripping over someone foot.

I told you I was having a very bad day. I was picking up my stuff and heard someone yelling.

"Are you alright?" I look up and seen who it was Edward Cullen. He had the most gorgeous green eyes I ever seen. I have always had a crush on him. But no one like him would ever go out with someone like me.

"Yeah I'm fine. Just me being clumsy that's all." I told him. I lied.

As I picked up my books I heard miss bitch of the cheerleaders herself. TANYA!

"Edward why are you talking to that smelling thing for, she don't deserve such kindness from anyone." She said to him.

"Tanya don't you think that's a little rude?" He says to her.

"No I don't Edward. Look at her, she ugly. No one likes her. Her clothes are ugly. Her family don't even want her. I have never seen such a disgusting pig in my life. She doesn't deserve such kindness from anyone." Tanya said.

I couldn't take no more I grabbed the rest of my stuff and just ran. I needed to hide for awhile to get away from cruel people.

"How disgusting, don't you even carry extra clothes with you Bella, just spare us." I heard Lauren say.

I ran out of the school into the woods it was my only haven away from everyone.

I finally dropped to the ground and just cried. I can only take so much.

Some days I just wanted to end my life so I didn't have to go through this no more.

I decided to go back into the school but I went into the office and explain to them how I had to walk to school and it started to pour down rain. They gave me some cloth to change into.

I walked down to math class and gave Mr. Ewing the hall pass that the office gave me. I went to my seat in the back like I always do.

Edward sat beside me in this class.

"Bella, I'm sorry for what Tanya said to you."

Wait is Edward Cullen talking to me. "It's alright Edward, I hear it from everyone so don't worry about it." I told him.

"People just can be so cruel." He mumbles. Does Edward Cullen have a heart.

"Bella Swan can you come up here and solve this please!" Did he just really call me up there.

I so hate math. I slowly walk up to the front of the class and take the chalk in my hand.

I look at the board but the numbers start to get mixed up. See I have this problem with numbers, if there are to many they start to mix up.

Then I hear some of the kids behind me. "What a retard. Is she that stupid? She is so brainless." I heard them all say.

I just couldn't take what the kids were saying to me. "Excuse me sir, I'm so sorry but I can't." I hurry and go grab my stuff and I see Edward face expression and it looked confused and concerned at the same time. Which I did not understand.

I ran out of the room with tears falling down my eyes and I was going to go to maintenance closet, but when I opened it I quickly shut it when I saw something I shouldn't.

Tanya was having sex with the captain of the football team Troy. She was cheating on Edward.

I just hope she didn't see me. I finally went into the storage closest and hid.

You see since I started kindergarten kids always picked on me even my sister April did. She was a year younger than me.

She was co-captain of the cheerleading squad to. She was poplar.

My parents kept telling me way can't you be more like your sister, why can't you be smart or dress like your sister. Well I'm not my sister.

I'm Isabella Marie Swan. I don't like wearing make up. I don't like wearing dresses unless I have to. I love being outside.

My uncle Leo and Aunt Beth took me camping every summer. They did it because they didn't like how my family treated me at all.

But since my sister started school she always acted and told everyone she wasn't related to me.

Yes, cruel I know. But it is what it is. Kids would always call me names like, stupid, retard, ding bat, ugly, a stinky bitch. Even though I didn't stink.

They call me a klutz, but that part was true I was clumsy. They would call me all kinds of names it was horrible.

They would always beat me up to. Sometimes I would have to lie to my parents because they wouldn't believe me.

My biggest bullies were Tanya Denali, she was the captain of the cheerleader squad. She had two best friends. My sister of course, who is co-captain, and Jessica Stanley.

Oh, I bet your wondering why it sounds like my sister and I are in the same grade it's because we are. I was held back in second grade.

Turns out I'm not very good in a couple subjects. Such as English, math, gym, (yes gym, clumsy + gym= disaster) and Spanish, and French. I don't have the knack for different languages like others.

My favorite subjects are history, art, literature, (only cause I get to read) biology.

I have other bullies to. James, Lauren, Laurent, Ted, Julie, Cheryl, and Mark. They hung out with the popular kids.

Edward who I had a crush on, went out with Tanya (CHEATER) He was the captain of the football team, basketball, and baseball. How he does it I don't know.

Edward Cullen had a twin sister name Alice. She went out with Jasper Whitlock.

Alice loved anything to do with fashion. Jasper was also Edward best friend and on the football team, baseball, and basketball team with Edward.

Rosalie Hale was about hair, make up, and nails. I got to admit she was good at it to.

Rosalie went out with Emmett McCarthy. Emmett was also on the football team and all the two other sports with Edward and Jasper.

I also volunteer every spring and summer since I was 11 for the forest service. Last summer I had to help put out a fire at the campground.

It's my dream job to work for the forest service at a campground and when the time came to go out and help fight forest fires.

Last summer, Edward started there to we didn't hang out or talk much though.

In order for me to be to work for the forest service I have to be able to do math read maps and alot of hard work. There's more to it the that but I'm taking courses online. My aunt and uncle are paying for it.

My parents would never approve of it much less pay for it.

My parents are Charlie and Renee Swan. My dad is the I chief of police at the Sheriff's department. My mom was a nurse at the hospital.

Edward and Alice's parents were Carlisle and Esme Cullen. Carlisle was the chief of staff at the local hospital here. Esme designed houses and interior design. She was good at it to.

Jasper Whitlock parents were Brian Whitlock and Rebecca Whitlock. They owned a restaurant and a motel with Emmett parents.

Who are Paul and Jane McCarthy.

Rosalie parents were Steven and Heather Hale and they owned 4 business in town. The rink, bowling alley, a bar, and a teen club.

If you wonder where we live well the cereal city of the world of course, Battle Creek, Michigan.

We go to Harper Creek High School. Home of the beavers.

The woods in Michigan are beautiful. My aunt and uncle took me all over Michigan including the Upper Peninsula.

Sure we went to different states, but since I started volunteering at the forest service we stayed in Michigan.

I headed to the the lunch room. I was in the lunch line. I really don't eat. I didn't like staying in the lunch room as long as I needed to.

I went and sat at a corner table away from everyone. I watched as Edward walked in with Tanya on his arm.

I shook my head at her. She does not deserve Edward after what I saw what she was doing with Troy.

I wonder what she would do if I told Edward what I saw her and Troy doing.

Tanya turned and she looked at me. She said something to Edward and then walked over to me.

"I know you saw me and Troy. Don't even thank about telling Edward." She told me.

"So what you can screw everyone on the football team or the whole school behind Edward back." I told her.

"Look you dirty little bitch you just better keep that mouth shut you understand stand me."

"Or what Tanya, your going to beat the crap out of me. I really don't care. You really don't deserve Edward at all." I told her.

She took my tray and slammed it on top of my head. I usually just just run away, but for some darn reason I stood and my chair flew and hit the wall.

I was beyond angry for Tanya cheating on Edward and among other things.

"You are such a Slut Tanya!" I snapped at her. "Look you ugly pig, do really think I will stand here and take your shit." She yelled out.

I walked up and smacked her in the face which set her off and she punched me.

We started fighting. The next thing I knew Emmett grabbed me by the waist and held me back as Edward held Tanya back.

"LET ME GO EDWARD, SO I GIVE HER WHAT SHE DESERVES." Tanya was screaming out.

"IF ANYONE DESERVED ANYTHING IS EDWARD AND THE TRUTH THAT YOUR CHEATING ON HIM WITH TROY YOU SLUT!" I snapped at her.

"OOHHH, YOU BITCH YOUR DIED!" She said. What did I just do. I can't believe I just did that.

"I'm so sorry, Emmett please let me go." I asked him. He let go of me.

I saw the look on Edward face and it was enough to stop my heart.

I just turned and ran, I didn't care it was raining outside or not. I just ran.

I went into the woods behind my house and finally just stopped and dropped to the ground.

I cried. Why did I open my big mouth I hurt Edward and now Tanya going to be out for blood this is not good at all.

But this is my life being bullied, being clumsy, and being a big screw up.

Will Bella ever have any friends at all. What will be in store for her this year who knows.

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