Disclaimer – Twilight or thinking of you by Katie Perry
A/N this story pretty much wrote itself, with the song, that made me tear up the first time I heard it.
[ ] Bells thoughts
Bella switch on her iPod as she sat in her and Edwards meadow, remembering him, missing him. But she had Jacob now.
But no matter how she saw it she always missed Edward. A song came on her iPod it described her life almost perfectly. She looked up to the night sky, seeing Edward face in the stars, she smile sadly knowing she would never see him again. She clutched a dog-eared envelope to her chest, still smiling sadly.
Bella begin to sing along with the song.
Comparisons are easily done,
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like as apple hanging from a tree,
I picked the ripest one, I still got the seed
You said move on, where do I go?
I guess second's best is all I will know [stuck with Jacob wasn't that bad was it? compared to Edward? Who was she kidding?]
'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what you would do,
If you were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish I was looking in to your eyes.
You're like an Indian summer in the middle of winter [no matter how cold Edward was he still made her almost uncomfortable warm to his touch]
Like a hard candy with a surprise canter
How do I get better once I've had the best?
You said there's tons of fish in the water, so the water I will test. [She tried hard to forget him, like he wanted, but nothing worked, he was always there, in the back of her head]
He kissed my lips; I taste your mouth, oh!
(Taste your mouth) [Whenever Jacob kissed her, all she wanted was Edward's cool, hard lips there instead]
He pulled me in; I was disgusted with my self
'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what you would do,
If you were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish I was looking in to
You're the best, and yes, I do regret
How I could let myself let you go
Now, now the lessons learned
I touched it, I was burned
Oh, I think you should know!
'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what you would do,
If you were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish I was looking in to your, your eyes
Looking into your eyes, looking in to your eyes
Oh, won't you walk through?
And bust in the door and take me away?
Oh, no more mistakes
'Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay, stay.
Bella open the envelope that had Jasper's neat writing on it, the letter was warn yet she had only gotten it a few days before. It said clearly that Edward was dead. Bella knew that the details were speared for her sake. But she was having the worst night mares about Edward and another vampire with red hair that hunted her dreams, not long before the letter had came; plush the feeling of utter dread filled her chest and stomach, whenever she even tried to think of the dreams.
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