Hey guys! I have a new fanfic for you all! This idea came to me last night when I was laying in bed. I hope you enjoy! Dedicated to Titanic 11912!
I saw her. Laying in that bed that night. That terrible night. The night that I lost my beloved Rose. The night that I lost the rest of my life. The night that I lost my pride and joy. The night that I lost my meaning to live. Then I saw her smiling at me; her beautiful fiery red curls dancing in the wind. Her gorgeous green eyes glowing. Her beaming smile. I then heard her cries for me. "Jack!" She called. "Jack! Please! Help me!"
I bolted up right. Breathing hard, my heart racing, beads of sweat dripping down my forehead. I closed my eyes and sighed. It had been almost five months since I lost not only my beautiful Rose, but our baby as well.
I turned to look at the clock. 9:30 it read. I hadn't relized that I had slept in so late. I stood up and changed my clothes. Ran my fingers through my dirty blonde hair. But it didn't feel the same. Rose always made it feel better. That was only one of the many things I missed most about her. I also missed her lips that brought so much joy to me whenever they touched mine. Her body which I held close to mine at night. Her voice which comforted me. Her eyes which seemed to explore me. Her hair which felt so soft and smooth beneath my ruff finger tips. Her skin which felt so delicate against my own.
I walked out of my bedroom to the dining area where April was making breakfast. Rose and I had met the young woman at an art festival. We had all been good friends before Rose passed away. She took me in to her home since I didn't have enough money to pay for rent.
"Morning sunshine!" She beamed, turning to face me. "Morning." I muttered. She frowned. "What's the matter? Did you have another nightmare?" April asked, setting down the plate of about five delicious looking pancakes. I nodded. I ran my fingers through my hair. I sighed. "Yeah... I just don't know what I'm going to do... I mean it's been almost five months since that happened and I still have nightmares... I don't know what to do April." April looked at me sadly. I could see the support and sadness in her eyes. But there was something else. I just don't know what. "Jack, you have to move on. You have to move on to someone else. Maybe you could give them the life you wanted with Rose." I sighed again. "You just don't understand. Rose and I... we had some sort of connection. The second I saw her I..." Tears came to my eyes. I couldn't help it. Whenever I talked about Rose like this I couldn't help, but get a little emotional. "... I just knew that I needed her. And I saw it in her eyes. That she felt the same way about me." I held back the tears. That's what I always did.