Damage
I carve your initials in to my flesh, but I convince myself I'm not.
I'm surrounded by people, but without you I'm alone.
You left me L.
I suppose I'm overreacting....I...I just got so used to having you around.
You probably didn't know it but you were the altering factor in my sanity.
You thought I was a freak then? Well now I giggle at nothing, and cry when nothings sad.
They say I'm bipolar, but they cant just accept I'm crazy. You did L.
I suppose that's better, feelings deserve to be locked away...
Maybe its a good thing you left..Your the only person i couldn't hid from, and now look at my damaged sanity.
All because your gone.
Henh, this is never something I'd tell you.
Ever.
I Wouldn't want my cumpulsion and lack of control to ruin you.
More than it already has.
I must have put such a burden on you.
But it's gotten worse for me now.
Because your gone.
And I love you.
AN: yeah...fail...i wrote this while....i was kinda sad.
Though i do think (if written better) it's kinda sweet.