Fighting For Love
Chapter 1
He couldn't take his eyes off the beautiful man standing in front of him and how hurt he was by his betrayal.
He didn't want to hurt the older man because he loved him with a passion that he hadn't even felt for Jackson.
"I can't believe you dimed me out to that cow. I thought you said you loved me. How can you love someone and stab them in the back like that?"
"I do love you. That's why I can't sit by and watch you destroy Chrissie's life and your own."
"I love her."
"But not as much as you love me. If you didn't love me, why would you fight so hard to continue what we've been doing? I know why I'm fighting so hard but why are you?" Robert turned away from his young lover and made his way to the other side of the barn.
Aaron ran to catch up with him after typing up and sending out a message to someone. He just hoped like hell that he hadn't made the biggest mistake of his life, second only to going to France with Ed.
"Please don't get married Robert. I can't lose you." he said as he walked up behind his blonde haired lover. "I haven't wanted someone this much since Jackson. Matter of fact, I don't think I wanted him nearly as much as I want you."
"How can you be in love with me?" Robert asked as Aaron went up on his toes and kissed the back of his neck.
"How can I not be in love with you? You're a smart, gorgeous and expert lover." Aaron slid his hands beneath Robert's shirt, rubbing up and down his stomach. "I love how you feel beneath my hands. Your hot, hard flesh turns me on so much that I don't think I'll ever recover."
"It doesn't hurt that I'm rich, right?" Robert said as he turned around and slid his arms over Aaron's shoulders.
"I told you dammit. I'm not interested in your money, I never have been and I never will be. I only want you."
"So if I were broke, then you would still want to take me to your bed?" Aaron groaned at the implication.
"How many times do I have to tell you that I'm not interested in your money? I only want you. Give Lawrence and Crissy all their money back and I'll take care of you until you find a job."
"How can you take care of me in the manor in which I've become accustomed to?" Robert asked as he lowered his mouth down to Aaron's, kissing him passionately.
"I will do whatever I have to do to keep you." Aaron knew that Robert would never choose him over the money that the White's had but he had to try to do something to change his mind. "Please choose me Robert. I have to have you in my life." he slid his hands down the front of his older lover's shirt, unbuttoning the shirt, separating the two sections.
"Don't do this Aaron." Robert wouldn't even look Aaron in the eyes.
"Why did you get involved with me if you knew that you wouldn't be able to continue our relationship?"
"This is not a relationship."
"Then what is it."
"It's just two people having a lot of sex." Robert leaned his head back trying not to moan with pleasure as Aaron started kissing his way from his chest down to his stomach just above the waist of his pants. "You need to stop doing this Aaron."
"What do I need to stop doing Robert? Do I need to stop turning you on? Do I need to stop expecting you to return the favor? Or do I need to stop wanting you? I can't stop wanting you. That night in the garage when you pushed me up against that car and started kissing me, I knew that I was starting to fall for you. I'm yours whether you want me or not."
"But I'm going to marry Chrissie. She's going to be my wife, I'm going to be her husband and we're going to live happily ever after. There isn't any room in mine and her married for a third person, especially a man."
"Then you should have kept your hands to yourself." Aaron backed away from Robert as soon as he heard someone enter the barn. He chose to make some noise so Robert wouldn't hear the noise behind him. "I have fallen in love with you Robert. If you didn't want me then you should have kept your hands to yourself." Aaron turned away from him but he felt him walk up behind him. "What are you doing Robert?" Aaron asked when Robert wrapped his hands around his waist and pulled him backwards against his body.
"I want you too Aaron." He lowered his mouth to Aaron's neck and started kissing him. "Please don't walk away from what we have. I don't know if I'll survive without you." He sucked a place on Aaron's neck, leaving a quarter-size hickey on his lover's neck.
Before Aaron could comment to Robert's plea, they both heard someone behind them. Aaron knew who it was but Robert didn't.
When they turned around, Robert saw Katie standing there with her cell phone in her hand. He knew she was taking a picture of him and Aaron together. "Hello Robert. I knew you were cheating on Chrissie, I just didn't know that it was with a man." And with the smile on her face, Robert knew he was busted.