If Only I Could See You
At times when life just seemed unbearable, Nico would always close his eyes. Imagine her smile when she glanced at him, her laugh when he told a joke, the way she hugged him just the right way. Nico always knew he was lucky for such a great person in his life. Lucky he had someone to love him the way she would. He wished it would never end. He wished she would stay there with him forever, saying it was alright and everything will turn out fine.
However, Nico knew it would never last. Nico knew that it would, one day, stop. That the loving look in her eyes would turn glassy and her laugh would just be an echo in his head. Nico just didn't know how fast it would be, how soon. Someone walking up to you saying something that would crush you. Crush your heart and your soul and anything that would make you you dead. Lifeless. Gone. Like a shell of someone who was happy. Someone who could make you laugh on the worst of days. That was how Nico would feel.
But for now, in these small moments where nothing was wrong, he could feel the comforting touch of her. The warming smiles. The twinkle in her eyes. The sound of her voice, all light and happy without a care in the world.
But then Nico would open his eyes. And the cruel harshness of reality crashed upon him. The cold feelings would come to the surface again as he got his bearings with the real world. The tears pooling in his eyes, trying to hold them back in. Nico would lift his head up, forget anything happened and get on with his life. For he knew that he would never see her again. For Nico could never see Bianca again.
Disclaimer: Most people own a conscience. You own a conscience and I own a conscience. It's the only thing I own. Rick Riordan however settles for PJO and HOO
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