Can hardly wait can you? Well then I won't deprive the one person reading my stories,

Disclaimer: If I owned Harry Potter he would have married Ginny and flied off on his Firebolt long ago.

Summary: Do I believe in love at first sight? Yes I do. I believe it's the worst thing in the world. It ruined three years of my life. So yes, I do believe in love at first sight, because I know it can happen. But I wish I didn't. –Ginny-


Love at first sight? Ha! When I was little I was told of love at first sight in stories filled with princes and princesses, who fell in love with each other in an instant. Well that's what happened to me. But I never found my happy ending. That was probably because my prince never fell in love he saved me from my monster but that was all. So honestly, you can stick your happy ending. I mean who's to say there's any such thing? I mean what's to say that the prince didn't cheat on her after they got married? What's to say they ever even got married?

But listen to me, talking of fictional characters! You'd think I was insane. I thought I was insane. Three years, three years of my life, gone. Just because of one boy – Harry Potter. I don't know what it was that caused me to fall in love with him but I did. Of course I didn't know he was Harry Potter it was just a feeling a feeling that told me I wanted to spend the rest of my life getting to know him. That didn't happen. Even after I got to Hogwarts I didn't get what I wanted I was so indulged in getting to know Harry that I didn't make many friends. I was teased for it they didn't understand, they thought I only liked him for being Harry Potter. But they where wrong. I don't. Didn't.

I can't. Not anymore. Not now. Now I have a life, friends, and a boyfriend. I'm no longer the president of the Harry Potter fan club as my brother put it. I'm over that. Over him. Hmm over him, I never thought I'd be able to say that. But I was always a good liar.

Because I'm not, not over him. How could I be? I told you love at first sight. True love never goes away.

I wish…

I wish he loved me. I wish I didn't. I wish he didn't know me. I wish he wasn't Harry Potter. I wish I never met him. I wish I could let go. I wish. I wish. I wish.

I wished…

I wished for him in the chamber. I wished he'd brake up with Cho. I wished Sirius had never died. I wished I'd never said yes to Neville. I wished I were over him. I wished my wishes where granted but they weren't.

So I'll just keep wishing, wishing for hope. Hope that we could be together. Because there's always hope.


Oh i hope you liked it that one's my favourite so far! Harry's is the next one out have a nice long relax and don't forgt to review! A thank you to all my reviewers so far!