This song just fits too perfect with this scenario. Operating - by Three days grace.
This is in an alternate universe where Mei never got feelings for Yuzu but kept using her to fill some void.
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I know how you're operating
Only come around when you know that I need it
Cut out my heart and you leave me bleeding
You're the only one that brings out the demon
Yuzu had heard this song before but hearing it again she couldn't help but see how it related to her current situation.
"This is stupid, but it does make me feel better, at least for a little while." Yuzu thought as she opened a pill bottle.
Like pills you make me righteous
Like I can rise above it all
Like pills you leave me lifeless
Shaken in a bathroom stall
Coming down was always painful, but so was being emotionally crushed by Mei.
Why you wanna do this
Don't want to see you in my fall
Leave me alone
Two more days fly by, bringing their own pain and sorrows. Yuzu had gone through half a full prescription bottle. "One of these days this is gunna kill me." Yuzu thought.
I know how you're operating
Only come around when you know that I need it
Cut out my heart and you leave me bleeding
You're the only one that brings out the demon
You bring it out
You bring it out
There mother came home early and asked if they wanted to go shopping. Mei agreed while Yuzu declined, giving some excuse of needing to ketchup on school work.
Like pills you grab a hold of me
One hit just makes me want you more
Until we're in a motel room
Locked up behind closed doors
Why you wanna do this
Don't want to see you in my fall
Leave me alone
I know how you're operating
Only come around when you know that I need it
Cut out my heart and you leave me bleeding
You're the only one that brings out the demon
You bring it out
You bring it out
You're doing it now
You're doing it now
Yuzu came home to find a note left by her mother saying she wouldn't be home till late.
Mei must have known because she came home early. Before Yuzu could blink she was half naked and pinned under Mei.
You're doing it now
It used to be
You brought out the best in me
Now it seems
You bring out the beast in me
I know how you're operating
Only come around when you know that I need it
Cut out my heart and you leave me bleeding
You are the only one that brings out the demon
Mei had finally finished with her and left her cold and alone once again.
Yuzu quietly got up and made her way to the bathroom. Her hands shaking as she opened the bottle. She took 6 even though the max dose for one day was 3.
You bring it out
(You bring it out)
You bring it out
(You bring it out)
You bring it out
(You bring it out)
Yuzu's back hit the wall and she slowly slid down it, feeling her sense becoming numb. She looked at the now empty bottle and threw it out.
"I feel so tired, a little nap wouldn't hurt would it." Yuzu thought as she closed her eyes one final time.