I am new. Seriously the first thing I've ever posted on the internet. This is just something I wrote during a particularly boring class. My friend, Sandra encouraged me to post this and so I did. She's also an ff writer but she's not on this site..Boohoo, she refuses to..cause she has her own site but she won't give me the address.
Please review?
I don't have a beta..
Disclaimer: Teen Wolf and all is not mine except this drabble.
I don't know what I'm doing.
It was a thought that he constantly avoid but Stiles knew he sort of has a thing for Derek. Well, to be frank, it might have been something more than just a little crush and God knows how much nightly debate he has had on that thought despite his efforts not to. On a certain level, in his struggle to seriously consider his sexuality was not just possibly-bisexual anymore, and he might be gay instead, Stiles knew he won't possibly forget this thing about Derek anytime soon.
Part of him wanted to ask Derek, whether this thing between them was just his imagination or was it real? Did Derek, even just a tiny bit, like him too? However hard Stiles wanted to ask that, the questions never did slip out his mouth because the line between them was never clear to Stiles. And as long as that line is still a blur, Stiles is not going to reflect deeply on his not-but-probably-is-there feelings for Derek. On the plus side, Derek is still there, at times, searching for his help no matter how small or big like that one time his hair turned pink from an insane fairies attack. (It was the most ridiculous/hilarious thing Stiles had ever seen and he couldn't stop laughing for hours)
They might be friends, (very good friends!) Stiles might hero-worshiped Derek, (not really, especially when he acts like the sourwolf he is) and Derek might have admired his wit, (of course he does! I'm like the batman of his robin) but Stiles will not try to cross any line until Derek can clarifies exactly what line there is between them. It shows a little; how Derek wasn't really sure where to put him in his more-than-a-little-messed-up-werewolf-life. Though Stiles would be pretty damn blind if he said they weren't at least friends.
As good as a friend Derek can be…what with all the rough man-handling he does. (And Stiles so is not turned on by that. Nope)