A/N ok so this is my first fanfiction ever. it might suck i know but if you don't like it please review and tell me what you don't like.

I don't own anything besides the additional characters i may add later on.

Chapter One

Dear Rose,

I lied. I don't love you anymore. I'm leaving with Tasha Ozera tomorrow at noon. Don't come looking for me. I don't want to see you. Stan is going to be your new instructor. I know you hate him but please don't kill him. Do me a favor and please try and stay out of trouble. I'm sorry for doing this to you...

Dimitri B.

I could feel my heart sink as I reread the letter Tears pricked at my eyes but I refused to cry over him. Furry and pain coursed through my body. How could I be so ignorant? I can't believe i fell for him. I knew better than to fall for him but I did anyway. I kept thinking that I was stupid and reckless for falling for him.

With all the rage and pain coursing through my body i decided to go to the gym. On my way there i was Lissa and Christian walking around probabaly going at on a date. It was dinner time in the Morio world. I also decided to skip dinner. No one needed me snapping at them right now. Maybe tomorrow but for now I want to go stake some dummies.

It was probably I bad idea to go to the gym. When I walked in Dimitri was sitting on the bleachers reading one of his Western novels. He looked up when I walked in. He must have been shocked because his eyes shot up. For one second I could have sworn I saw pain flash through those brown eyes of his.

I must have forgotten I was wearing a tiny black tank top and short shorts because when Dimitri looked at me with desire and lust in his eyes i gave him a what the fuck? look. Our eyes locked for a minute before i ran out of the gym.

I didn't know where I was going. I kept running anyway. I hadn't noticed anyone following me so I kept running until I got tired. It Felt Like I was running for hours but it was more like fifteen minutes.

It wasn't until i stopped that i noticed Dimitri was following me. I figured it out when he tackled me to the ground after i stopped. We hit the ground with a big thud.

After noticing he was on top of me he sprang up. He offered me his had but i decided not to take it. I jumped up and turned my back to him and just stood there. He cleared his throught to speak but said nothing.

Finally I decided to speak. "What do you want Guardian Belikov?" I said with as much venom as I could manage with all the pain i was trying to hide.

He must have ben hurt because when he spoke he kept studdering. "I...I... I wanted to talk to you... But I can tell that your angry. so.." He kinda said it all in a whisper because i could barely hear him.

Ok that was it. "Oh I'm not angry I'm furious!" I spat at him and then walked away. Well it was more like running but still the point is i got away.

I didn't notice he was standing there until he said something. "Hello Little Dhampir" Adrian said coming out from behind the tree near by.

Normally I'm not happy to see Adrian but today I was so happy to see him. "Hey Adrian," I said walking over to give him a hug.

Adrian was shocked. He never thought I would ever hug him. Seeing how he loved me it probably happened in his wildest dreams. He was hesitant but he hugged me back. For once Adrian didn't smell like alcohol and cloves. He actually smelled... sober and cigaret free.

When Adrian pulled away and looked into my eyes he knew something was wrong. So he said "little Dhampir what's wrong? Are you okay?"

I couldn't decide whether i should tell Adrian or not. Most likely he would tell Lissa but i didn't care she deserved to know. In the end i decided to take him to my room and show him the letter.

When I started pulling him toward the Dhampir doors he looked at me and said, "Where are we going ?"

I replied with more questions "Do you trust me? Can i trust you?"

"Yes. And Yes" Adrian replied with a look of pure confusion on his face.

I knew he knew that Dimitri and I had a thing but I don't think he knew the intensity of it.

After taking Adrian to my room he said he needed a way to make me feel better. He wouldn't tell me where we were going but he told me to dress casually and not to bring my purse.

Adrian had connection with the Guardians so that he could sneak me off campus. It was early even by the time we got to the place. So most Humans were about to go to bed.

When i realized we were at a college campus my mouth dropped.

"Your taking me to a kegger party?" I almost screamed at the top of my lungs.

"Well I needed some way to cheer you up and I might as well make myself happy while I'm doing it," He said like the nonchalant moron he is.

"Ok as long as i don't get completely wasted" I said with the excitement boiling in my veins.

About an hour later I was dared to put my mouth under the keg and drink it.

Knowing me I took the dare gladely. Adrian stood by the keg waiting in wonder as I walked toward it.

As I put the hose near my mouth Adrian's eyes popped open with suprise. "You thought I wouldn't do it, didn't you?" I said with a grin that was both amusing and seductive.

Adrian's eyes got even wider when I actually started drinking the beer. He actually thought I wouldn't drink it. I need a picture of this. I was wondering what kind of beer I was drinking. I didn't recognize the taste but I kept drinking anyway.

Every one at theparty formed a circle and starting screaming, "GO ROSE! CHUG1 CHUG! CHUG!"

After like 10 minutes of chugging i had to breath. So i told Adrian to stop pooring.

When we were finally cleaned up and drunk enough for 10 people, I told Aadrian that we had to go home before Kirova shot me.