"Amanda-san!"

I turned my head to see my manager running towards me. He looked scared.

"What's wrong Namakoto-san?" I asked, standing up. I knew something really bad was happening.

He ran up to me, out of breath.

"That dessert you made for Jung Yunho... He ate it... And it gave him an extreme allergic reaction...! They just took him to the hospital!" he explained.

I was speechless. My heart felt like a knife was being shoved into it, but it couldn't break the skin of the heart and it was just being jabbed, again and again, into the heart. I felt like crying.

"Come on! We have a ride waiting to take you there." said Namakoto.

I immediately got out of my seat, tears coming down my face, and ran with Namakoto to the limo that was waiting out front. We both got inside without delay, and the driver started driving as soon as the doors closed. I was panicking. Full blown, without a doubt, panicking. What if he would die? Then it would all be my fault. I really started to cry hard now. Namakoto put his hand on my back and caressed it to offer me comfort.

"It's alright Amanda-san. I'm sure he'll be alright." he murmured.

He SEEMED panicked, and scared, but not as much as someone who was a close friend of Yunho's SHOULD be. I didn't take really much notice of it, for I was crying too hard to focus on much anything else. We arrived at the hospital in no time, and I got out of the car as soon as it pulled up to the front. I was about to run in, screaming "where is Yunho", but Namakoto grabbed my arm to stop me.

"Calm down Amanda."

I looked at him, like he was crazy. Calm down? How the fuck was I suppose to calm down! Yunho might die because of me! I needed to see if he was ok! We both walked in calmly(well, Namakoto did; my whole body was trembling), and went to the front desk.

"Hello, where is Jung Yunho?" Namakoto asked.

Maybe it was because of all the tears clouding my vision, or maybe I was going crazy. But I could have sworn I saw that woman at the front desk smirk for a second.

"Oh, no one can see him right now. Whatever he consumed, gave him an allergic reaction. We treated him for that, but then he started vomiting. We found out that it gave him food poisoning as well. We're waiting for him to be able to stop before we give him any medicine." the lady said.

I just completely lost it then. I fell to my knees, gripping hard at my head. The lady from behind the desk came out and kneeled down next to me.

"Oh, but he did tell me to tell you something if you came here..."

I didn't look up at the woman as I waited for her to speak. But she didn't. Instead, I heard someone walking towards me. The person placed a hand on my back, and whispered in my ear.

"You are such a caring person..."

My mouth gaped wide as I looked at the person. I felt many things at once. Anger, sadness, confusion. I looked at his smirking face. He laughed a bit. Then I heard Changmin, Jaejoong, Junsu and Yoochun laughing as they approached me. I stood there not speaking for a few seconds, before I yelled.

"How could you do this Yunho!!!"

I got up and ran out of the hospital. I ran and ran, not knowing where I was going, but also not caring. I just wanted to get as far away from Yunho and everyone else as possible.

I couldn't believe the stunt they pulled! I've seen them play pranks on each other before, maybe scare them a little tiny bit or make them angry. But nothing like this. I kept running; I wasn't looking, and I tripped on the sidewalk. I cried out in pain. My head was bleeding a bit, but I didn't really care. My chest felt like it was burning. How far did I run? How far away from the studio was I?

As if mother nature just wanted to make my day worse, it started to rain. Hard. I crawled into an old alley way, and lay there. It offered no protection from the rain; I mainly crawled in just to get out of the way on the sidewalk. I didn't want people coming across me.

Especially Yunho.

I shook my head, thinking of what happened. I didn't care if he was looking for me now. He could look all he wants. I hope he doesn't find me... Suddenly I grew very tired and weary. I closed my eyes and drifted off to sleep.