I know this isn't what I wanted

I never thought it'd come this far

And thinking back to where we started

And how we lost all that we are

Sonny's POV

I sighed, Chad and I hadn't spoken in weeks. We had decided to take a break from our relationship for a while and I couldn't be even more miserable.

I mean, come on, we'd been together for 1 1/2 years, already. He couldn't just say, 'Let's take a break.' and expect to be okay with it! Either way, I agreed. We only did it because we were fighting a lot, now.

I walked into the cafeteria seeing the Mackenzie Falls poster, and bit my lip. This is where Chad and I first met. I made SOME first impression. I was wearing... a fat suit.

My mind strayed to the moment we first saw each other,

I walked into the cafeteria wearing my fat suit for a sketch. I was on a fro-yo run for the So Random! cast.

I grabbed my tray and bumped into Chad Dylan Cooper.

"Hey watch-" my eyes widened, "Oh my gosh, you're... you're-"

Chad cut me off, walking towards the Mack Falls poster and pointing to his picture, "Him? Chad Dylan Cooper," he shook my hand.

"You're... Mackenzie on Mackenzie Falls!" I said, completely starstruck.

He began writing something on a piece of paper.

"I'm Sonny."

"Sonny, that's a nice name!"

"I used to not like it. But now I guess it fits my personality. I have this one friend who-"

"Bye," he smiled, his genuine smile.

"Sonny," I began reading his autograph, "Thanks for the yogurt. TV's Chad Dylan Cooper." I raised a brow in confusion, "What? I didn't give you any yogurt?" I looked down and saw the tray of fro-yo gone. "Chad Dylan Cooper stole my yogurt!"

I ran to a blonde who I didn't know, "Ohmygosh! Chad Dylan Cooper just stole my yogurt!"

That was my 15 year old self. When I was 16 I was asked out by TV's Chad Dylan Cooper. It was weird the way it happened...

"I need to talk to you immediately," I said, panting. I had just run from my cast who caught me in my Mackenzie Falls addiction.

"I'm glad you're here. I need to ask you something," he smiled.

"I don't have time to help you with your science project," I said, resting my hand on his vanity.

"Please, I have an actual scientist for that."

I raised my brow, once again.

"I need a judge for my celebrity tennis tournament. Word on the street is you can help."

"What, I'm not a tennis judge?" I said, more like a question.

"You just made that up?"

"Yes. Now listen I-" he cut me off.

"Who makes up something like that?" Really, Chad? Really? I thought.

"Who needs a freelance tennis judge?"

"Actually, I'm hosting a charity tournament. I don't want to lose again."

"Oh, I see!" he smiled, approvingly. "As much as I'd like to help you cheat, for a good cause, I can't," his smiled faded, "Why? Oh, yeah! 'Cause I'm not a tennis judge!"

"What did you want?" he asked, annoyed.

"Some answers!" I was talking about the season finale to Mack Falls.

"To what?"

"To how it all ends. How long's it gonna be until you ask the girl you're destined to be with!" I exclaimed.

"I'm not sure I can answer that..."

How could he NOT answer that! "Aren't you in charge of your own destiny?" I asked.

"I guess..."

"When two people are this right for each other, there's only one thing to do!"

"How long have you felt this way?" he smiled, knowingly.

"Just since yesterday. Hasn't been long but it hit me like a ton of bricks," I said, pounding my chest.

"I guess I feel the same way..." he said, slowly.

"Then do something about it!"

"Okay, I will."

"Great!" I said, happily.

"Sonny, will you go out with me?"

And later into the conversation, I said yes. And we went on our first date... Which didn't go well...

Then 1 1/2 years later, we took a break... We had a HUGE fight about it, too...

"Chad?" I called for him, entering the Mack Falls studio.

"Sonny, good lord. Can't you see I'm spiffing up?"

"First who says, spiffing up? Second, do you have to be so concieted?"

"I am NOT conceited!" he yelled.

"Yes, you ARE!"

"Am not!"

"Are too!"

"Sonny, this is so AGGREVATING. I mean we've been arguing for so long... Why don't we just..."

"Just what?" I said, worried what he was going to say.

"Take a break?"

"Fine.." I ran off.

"Sonny, wait!" he called, but I kept running.

It wasn't always like that. We used to be perfect. Then in the last 6 months.. We had small fights, then it got huge... Then it ended...

So, in a way, we 'lost all that we are.' And I HATED it.