Beautiful Mess
Chapter 1
Rob's POV
Here I am again in my hotel room, all alone, trying to come up with some lyrics for a new song. With all these New Moon press junkets I had lately, I didn't have time to sit with my guitar and a beer in my hand anymore. And now, when I have that time, I can't fucking think of anything. Great! I was in a mood for making a new song, but I didn't had any inspiration at all. I had some lines, but they didn't rhyme. It was like…I had nothing to write about and it felt like I didn't had the object of my inspiration. My head was just this big, black hole.
I reached and grabbed my lyrics notebook, smiling when I've read 'Let Me Sign'. I still can't believe Catherine put it in the Twilight soundtrack.
"That's it", Rob, I thought anxiously. "You need to do the same as every time. Let your feelings out and try to express the best you can something that's really important to you. Something special." Nodding my head, I said nervously "Hmm…not that hard, not at all.", considering that I have nothing that special in my life right now.
In the minute I grabbed my guitar, that's when my phone started ringing. I took it out of my pocket and looked at the name on it. 'Kristen'. A smile crossed my face and my mind started picturing those green eyes and her beautiful smile. Without hesitating, I pressed the answer button.
"Hey, what's up?"
"Hi, Rob. Hmm…I was just wondering, since Taylor ended our 2 hours talk to go play some basketball, I'm like…SO bored, she laughed. Can I…come to your room and just, waste time with you? If you're not busy…"
Mmm…I said to myself. Me and Kristen, all alone for one night, in my hotel room, wasting time? That sounded good, I had to admit. Of course, my 'wasting time' meant something different. I giggled. Oh god, Rob, what the FUCK has this girl done to you? She's just 18. You need to calm down. Just wasting time, just wasting time, I repeated for me, to make me believe it.
I finally pulled myself together so I can give the answer I very much wanted to tell.
"Uhh…yes, of course. I have nothing to do…just bored. But we can be bored and waste time together."
Snap, I shouldn't have said that. Still, she laughed and said:
"That's my point exactly. Okay then, coming to you in a minute. Thanks, bye, Rob."
"Bye, Kris."
I was so glad she was coming over to waste time with me…I was literally glowing.
I took the t-shirt from my bed and put it quickly on me, not wanting to open the door half-naked. I wasn't that desperate, after all. Or was I?
I went to the bathroom, took a look at myself in the mirror and fixed a little my famous messy hair. But then I remembered Kris once told me she likes that wild look, so I went with my fingers through it again, making it wild. – Oh yes, Rob, you ARE desperate, I sighed.
Suddenly, I heard 2 knocks on the door and in the next second I was there, quickly opening it.