*chapter 1*

okie dokie people this is the story i was talking about! but ive decided to just put all 3 stories together. they were all sequels anyways. but yeah the were to short to be individual. they were origanally all called: weight of the world, my last breath, all that im living for, and im working on the 4th sequel called :before the dawn so yeah enjoy and rate! oh and they will all leave interrupting a sentence to keep you wanting more! lol.

i had known jacob black all of my life. i am now 17 years old, well technically im seven but i have the mind and body of a 17 year old. jacob has been there for me ever since i was little. i do have the tiniest bit of feelings towards him but im not going to act on it until they get stronger. i know all about how he is a wolf and stuff, but i had never met the wolf pack because jacob said he wanted to wait till i was older. so i get to meet them today! oh and i know all about imprinting. i thought it was cute, but i really dont think i want jake like that.

"are you sure you want to go meet them? we can wait." said jacob. i rolled my eyes.

"yes, and there is nothing you can do to change my mind." i smacked his butt and he jumped. i laughed.

"you know its very innapropriate to touch me like that." i smiled.

"oh but i own you jakey your my bitch remember?" he looked shocked.

"w-what did you just call me?" i laughed again and walked up to him.

"you,my bestfriend are my fucking little bitch" he still looked shocked. i tooked advantage of that and pulled him outside to the car. "are you driving jake?" he nodded and got in the whole way there i was practically jumping up and down in my seat. jacob kept laughing and telling me to calm down. FINALLY we were at the beach and i saw a whole bunch of people sitting around a campfire. i squealed in delight and jumped out of the car. i waited for jacob and when he got to me i took his hand and walked towards the beach. when we got close enough i could tell, they were HOT. are all wolves sexy? when we reached them, jacob cleared his throat. everyone turned to looked at they noticed me with wide eyes. i earned a chorus of 'damns'. i giggled and jacob introduced me.

"you guys this is renesmee but she likes to be called nessie. nessie thats paul,jared,sam,embry,quil,leah,seth,collin and brady." he said pointing each one of them out. i smiled brightly.

"whats up bitches?" their eyes got bigger but then laughed. i saw a really good looking guy,seth i think sitting on the other side of the fire. i bit my lip. hmm i could have fun with this one. i walked over to him and plopped down on his lap straddling him and put my arms around his neck. i heard the other guys gasp. seth just stared at me surprised. "whats up baby?" he still just stared at me.

"umm h-hey" he stammered. i giggled and leaned my face closer to his.

"you know your real sexy right? i would love to do some things to you" he gasped and the others roared with laughter. one of them growled but i didnt bother to turn around.

"w-what would y-you do?" i moved to his ear.

"first id undress you. then let you undress me. i would take you up to the room and kiss you with so much passion you'll drown in it." he shuddered and the rest of the wolfs were quiet." i would lay you down on my bed, and kiss all down your body and stopping to stare amazed at your manhood" he smiled proudly. "then id say "damn your that small?" all the wolves burst out laughing again except for collin. he was fine to but looked really young. i had to remember to talk to him later. seth looked sad now as all the wolfs were still laughing. "oh hun dont worry i was just foolin with you i know you dont dissapoint." i leaned forward and kissed him full on the lips i heard several whoops and whistles. and then that growl again that was really irritating me now. i pulled away from seth with a smile on my face and he looked mesmerized. i kissed him once more on the lips and got up to see jake garing at seth.

"whats your deal jacob?" i asked. he turned to me with a softer expression.

"you know what my deal is nessie." i sighed.

"jacob im sorry but i just dont think of you in that way right now. give it some time." he sighed and nodded. someone from the the house yelled.

"hey guys the foods ready!" all the guys including me got up and started walking to the house. embry pulled me to a stop.

" where's my kiss?" he asked with a cocky smile. i rolled my eyes.

"up your ass now get away from me fuckface" everyone around us started to laugh leah came over and put her hand on my shoulder.

"i like you nessie" i smiled. i looked back and realized collin was still sitting by the fire playing with something by his side. something about him really seemed to attract me.

"umm actually im not that hungry but you can go on with out me leah." she turned to face me.

"you sure?" i smiled and nodded. she walked off to the house where the others were eating. i jogged back over to the fire and sat down next to collin he looked up and smiled shyly.

"hi" he said quietly.

"hey collin" we were both silent for a minute.

"y-your really pretty nessie" i giggled and blushed. wait why was i blushing?

"why thank you, and your just sexy yourself" i meant it too. he blushed and looked away. "so how old are you collin?" he looked up shyly again.

"ill be turning 14 this saturday."

"wow thats great. are you going to throw a party?" he nodded. "well im hurt i didnt get my invitation." he smiled widely and it was the most beautiful thing i had ever seen. jesus what was going on with me?

"y-you would actually w-want to come to my p-party?" he said nervously. i giggled.

"collin you dont have to be nervous around me. and yes i would love to come to your party why wouldnt i?" the smile was instantly wiped off of his face.

"b-because...nobody really likes me..." i felt sad. how could anyone not like him?

"who doesnt like you?" he sighed and looked down.

"people from my school...their always picking on me and calling me... a freak." he looked like he wanted to cry. i couldnt stand it. i pulled him into my arms and rested his head on my chest. he was hesitant and shocked but after a while when i didnt pull him away he wrapped his arms around my waist.

"i dont know how they wouldnt like you. ive only known you a day and i absolutly love you. what school do you go to?"

"quilete middle school." he said very quiet i take it as he was still shy around me. i had an idea.

"how about i drive you to and from school?" he pulled away but avoided my eyes.

"i couldnt ask you to do that nessie" i hugged him back to me. i liked comforting him. this time he wasnt as hesitant to wrap his arms around my waist.

"no, i want to so i will. just give me your address and ill pick you up tommorrow ok?" he nodded into my chest."

"thank you nessie." i smiled.

"no problem i still want that invitation." he chuckled a bit. it was like music. i smiled wider. we stayed like that for a few more minutes. then someone wolf whistled. collin pulled himself from me quickly then blushed.

"damn how does the 14 year old get action and i dont?" said embry. the rest of the guy sat down.

"embry shut the hell up, he was upset and by himself so i thought i would comfort him." he scoffed.

"sure thats what it is." he muttered.

"its more than what you'll ever get. still humping your pillow dog?" there ws a mixture of 'ohhhs' and laughter. embry flipped me off. i blew a kiss a him. we all talked for the rest of the night. i would occasionaly glance at collin, who would be fiddling with his fingers or playing with something on the ground. when it was time to go i hugged everyone and told them it was nice meeting them.i gave seth another kiss then laughed at his expression. i went to collin and noticed i was a good 3 or 4 inches taller than him. oh well he'll grow. i got the address to his house and what time school starts. i hugged him. when we pulled away i waved to everyone and got into the car with jake.

"that was fun. they all make me feel homey. but i might have to kill embry" jake laughed.

"yeah i might have to help with that murder." we both laughed.

"so whats with collin? why is he so shy?" jake sighed.

"im not trying to be rude but he just doesnt fit in he is the youngest and nobody pays attention to him that much. and plus he's been beat up and picked on all his life so he is just keep to himself. afraid of the world." i froze he never told me people hit him. i felt so bad for him. i just wanted to hold him and never let go.

"are you guys going to come to his birthday party?" i asked.

"of course we wouldnt miss it for the world. i think it will make him really happy." i smiled.

"yeah it would." we drove the rest of the way to my house in silence. once we got there i got out and jake didnt move. i frowned.

"arent you coming in to spend the night with me?."

"oh you wanted me to? i couldnt tell." i sighed.

"jacob stop with all the childish shit ok? i love you. as my friend. but yes i do have feelings for you. but i told you to wait awhile so i can see where those feelings go. and besides i like to flirt so you really need to stop trippin on the fact that i might be with other people" he thought for a minute, then smiled and got out the car. he took my hand. i smiled and reached up to kiss him like i had seth earlier. after we parted he looked like he just saw heaven. i laughed.

"we can do some of that though" he beamed at me.

"come on nessie lets get you in the house before your parents blow something up." we walked into the cottage and were approached by my parents.

"jacob you were suppose to have her home 30 minutes ago! where were you?" jacob just rolled his eyes.

"edward calm down it was only 30 minutes we both wanted to stay alittle longer. but we're here now arent we?" daddy glared at jake then headed upstairs.

"when i say 12:00 i mean it jacob."

"sure sure goodnight eddie!" daddy growled at him and i laughed. i dragged jake upstairs to my room and he sat on the bed and waited for me to change. i came out the bathroom and set my alarm clock for 6. collin had to be at school by 8.

"why are you setting your alarm clock ness?" jake asked confused.

"oh because im driving collin to school from now on. to make him feel better."

"thats nice. kid had to walk almost 6 miles to and from school" i gaped at him.

"why didnt anyone give him a ride?" i felt jacob shrug.

"nobody has the time to." jeez well somebody could of made time. my poor baby. i mean not my baby. oh gosh. do i like collin? i shook that thought from my head. he is way to young.

"oh well ok good night jakey." i gave him a quick peck on the lips and almost instantly went to sleep. i dreamt of collin and jake. oh and of me kicking embry's cocky ass. i woke up to the sound of an irritating ring. ugh my alarm clock. i flailed my arm over to my table and hit the off button. i groaned and slowly got up. jacob was still fast asleep. kissed him on the nose and got in the shower. after i showered i wrapped myself up in my robe and did my whole morning routine. i came out of the bathroom and checked the time 6:45. ok running out of time. i picked out a simple outfit. well simple enough to still get approved by alice. i put on a long sleeve lace printed cartigan with some plain black leggings i went to do my hair combing it through and gently curling the ends. i looked at the clock again 7:03. ok well i can grab some cereal then leave. i ran down the stairs and saw my parents sitting on the couch.

"hey where are you off to this early?" asked my mom while i was eating.

"im going to be driving collin to and from school from now on. he was being picked on by some boys and i was not having it." mom smiled at me.

"thats really thoughtful renesemee, take what ever car you want." i checked the time 7:12. time for me to go. i took one more scoop of cereal then got up.

"ok bye mom bye dad! love yall!" i said as i sprinted out the door. i opened the garage and took the keys to the ferrari. i jumped in, started the car backed out then raced down the road. i made it to la push in record time. i followed the address collin gave me and pulled into a cute light green house. i honked the horn twice. i saw collin peak out the window and his face lit up. i waved to him and he waved back then put up his finger telling me to wait. soon enough he came strolling out of the house.

when he got in he smiled shyly up at me. i smiled back and took his school bag and stuffed it in the back seat. i pulled out of the drive way and started off on the way to school.

"good morning collin." he smiled shyly again.

"good morning you look nice today." he said quietly. i smiled and blushed again. damn i gotta stop doing that.

"thank you." we drove the rest of the way to school in silence. when i pulled into the parking lot the clock read 7:38. i have time to talk to him. "hey collin before you go can i ask you a question?" he looked skeptical but nodded his head. "why are you so nervous around me?" he played with his fingers.