Standing Alone

A poem by me. Written in Seto's POV. Probably sucks, but that's what reviews are for.

/Standing alone/

/Feeling alone/

/For the very first time/

/In quite a long time/

I didn't know why you did it, and I still don't. All I know is that you're gone. No note, no hint of why you did it. Mokuba. It's been so long since I've ever truly felt by myself in this damnnation of a world. But I do, and I am.

/I wish you were here

Standing beside me

So I would be alone again

My family

My friend

My lover

Gone forever

And now

I'm standing alone/

It's been two days since your suicide. I don't understand. Whay did you take your own life? I thought you loved me. Why did you have to die!? If you were going to die why didn't you take me with you!? I walk to the kitchen and as I stepped through the doorway I sse the place in front of the sink where you stabbed yourself. I was at work when you did it. Maybe that's why you left. Because you were feeling left out. As if I were pushing you away. And I didn't notice.

/I never noticed

The pain I created inside of you

I fel stupid

For letting you slip away

I let the most important

Thing in my life die

And I think I died along with you

Because now

I'm standing alone/

I found the knife that you used to do 'it'. Of course, your blood doesn't stain the blade like it did 48 hours ago. I pull the knife across my skin, relishing the sweet feeling of pain I get as the sharp and deadly metal makes the deep cut across my wrist. Is this what you felt, Mokuba, when you died? I remember the nights I fell asleep holding you in my arms afetr we made love. I smiled. I'll see you soon little brother. I hope that you're waiting for me.

/Now the rest of my soul is going to die

Destroy myself

As you did to yourself

Wait for me

As I would for you

Because I'd stand alone

Without you/

I look on in happiness as my blood drips onto the white linolium floor. I cut my other wrist the second after I slit my left. My legs became weak and a sat on the floor, slumped up against the cabinets. I'm begining to feel lightheaded. Spots of black are starting to corrupt my vision as well. I close my eyes and welcome death as it takes hold of me. See you soon Mokuba.

/Fading from sight

I'm a darkening light

I will be with you soon, love

Death is my escape

Because without it

Without you

I would be standing alone/

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