Chapter 1

It was the week of 4th of July when Arizona's parents were renting a house big enough for a bunch of people on the coast of Seattle when Callie and Arizona had packed up Sofia on the day before the 4th and took off for the weekend to visit them after everything that happened after the storm and pretended to get along.

As Callie was driving she looked over at Arizona.

"Hey?"

Arizona wiped her eye staring out the window.

"What's going on in that head of yours?"

"God I am such an idiot Cal."

"Hey Sofia's in the car."

"I messed up Callie, I messed up big time."

"Yah you did."

"There's no way excuse for what I did to hurt you."

"Hey hey hey."

"I just can't go there and pretend that everything is okay with us."

"We'll talk to them I'm sure they will be able to help us."

"They aren't therapists Cal."

"They are better than any strange therapist and will probably want to help us or at least try."

"Colonel won't he doesn't believe in cheating."

"I'm not the Arizona he raised me to be."

"Maybe this is what we need just to get away for a few days and figure this out together and see if we are still made for each other."

"To be King Mama!" Sofia squeals from the back

Callie turns on her Disney sing along Cd and continues driving.

"I'm so messed up Callie, I'm not the Arizona you married anymore and I'm scared you will leave me for good."

"You were in a plane crash Arizona you have PTSD and need professional help and I can help you Arizona but you have to want it to and continue through it."

"Son't leave me please Callie!"

"Arizona, sweetie I'm not going anywhere I promise. I'm here and that's how this works."

Arizona starts to calm down

"Okay?"

Arizona just nods.

"Sing too Mama!"

Callie laughs and Arizona sings along with her and Callie gently squeezes Arizona's left thigh and Arizona puts her hand on Callie's.

Callie?"

"Yah?"

"Why didn't you put your foot down and tell me that I need help first of all?"

"Because you were already emotional and blaming me for everything else and I didn't need that on top of everything you have out me through for the past year but I wanted to."

"You're my wife you should of put your foot down and made me listen to you."

"I did, remember in the shower I said this is my life too now."

"Your sexy when you put your foot down and are bossy."

"Thanks but, baby ears are listening."