Disclaimer: I do not own Mahou Shoujo Lyrical Nanoha
I am always watching you.
Every since the incident with my mother had occurred and you saved me from her.
You held a special place in my heart.
A very special place.
At first, I had no idea what I was feeling, it was a completely new feeling.
I did not feel that way for my mother.
I did not feel that way for Arf.
Only you.
It was not until when we grew up, did I realize what the feeling was.
It was love.
Love!
When, I first realized it, I tried to deny it and even went as far as to try and destroy it.
But it was useless, the feeling can neither by denied nor destroyed.
Whenever you looked at me with those mesmerizing azure eyes, I blushed.
Inwardly, of course.
I had learnt how to hide my blushes by now.
Although, I doubt you will notice them.
You are so dense.
But I am not.
I could also see that Yunno had feelings for you.
He was always concerned about you.
And during every Valentine's Day, he gave you a small box of cute looking chocolates.
Yet, you simply brushed it off as a friendly gesture or maybe it is because you know nothing of love.
I hope it is because of the latter reason, because I had also given you a box of chocolates every year.
And somehow, even though, I knew it is hopeless.
I wish one day you will love me back.
I wish that you will give a loving look, not of a friend, but of a lover.
But you never had given me one.
In fact, you never gave anybody one yet.
But you gave plenty of caring looks to people.
Including, Chrono.
It had not gone unnoticed by me that my brother also loved you.
That hurts me.
I do not want to fight with my dearest brother.
I tried to think that I was probably just too imaginative.
But it was impossible.
He gave too much hints, too much little hints.
His actions for you were not as obvious as Yunno's, but still, obvious enough to me.
Always asking about your health when you had just finished a mission.
Always reminding you to have a full body check-up every month.
When I asked you about this.
You just said that it was because he was a friend and an admiral, then, you laughed.
I wished you wouldn't do that.
I wish that you will simply accept one of them.
Or me.
I know it is foolish of me to have this silly hope.
But it just wouldn't go away.
I wish that you will kill this silly hope.
And choose one of us already.
It is torturing me.
I don't know how much I can stand it.
I am afraid that I might blurt out the truth and spoil out friendship forever.
I wish that you will just choose one of us already.
Should I write one more of Yunno?