Dear Diary
Today I discovered what my feelings mean. The sleepless nights I have been going through ,the feeling of something missing. I now understand it. All this time I was in love. I don t know how it happened that I fell in love with one of my best friends, but I did and now I have to learn to keep this in secret.
Tori s PoV As I entered the classroom I saw my friend Cat sucking on a lollipop. The small bright haired girl was sitting on a tall stool. Her eyes wondering around the room every few minutes. The classroom was loud and stuffy, not really what I liked.
I gracefully moved my lean and tall body to my friends direction. Her eyes caught my movement and she smiled without any effort.
"Good morning."Cat s excited voice rang.
"Morning."I greeted while I took a seat beside her.
"What s wrong?" The innocent girl asked noticing I wasn t smiling.
"Just tired."I lied. I knew perfectly well that the reason I wasn t my usual self was because of the boy I desperately longed.
"Are you sure?"She asked once more before going into one of her usual rambles.
The weather was beautiful today. The sun was shining warmly and combined with the cool breeze it was close to perfect.
The bell rang just before Cat could finish her story. She closed her lips as the teacher opened the door to his classroom.
The class went by really fast. Maybe it was because I was busy thinking of Beck.
Beck was the school s popular guy. Every girl wanted him including me, but his was taken. We were friends and I didn t want to ruin that by telling him that I have feelings for him. I knew he didn t feel the same way. He only had feelings for his girlfriend. Jade.
The girl that hated me with passion. The girl that made me want to cry at times. He loved her and only her.
I felt my eyes begin to fill with water. Why was I near to crying? I asked myself hoping I had an answer, but I didn t. My mind had no answers. As the class finished I quickly grabbed everything I owned and ran out the class.
My dark hair swaying as I neared my locker with every fast step I took. I saw the tall boy that I longed leaning across my locker holding something in his hand.