FINDING LOVE
Lust
Lets just be honest here, I never liked the look of Bella with that bloodsucker. The way he touched her, the way he looked at her. Everything I could never do. When she went to save him, all the way to Italy, for him, risking her life just for Edward Cullen, I knew that she would never be mine. I was in love with her, in love with Isabella Swan and I didn't know why. I couldn't get her out of my head; she was always there, no matter what.
Everything reminded me of her, the way she always new what to say, her soft spoken words, so perfect. She was perfect. And I wanted her, all to myself, I didn't want to share her, I didn't want to let her slip away from me, faster than I ever would have imagined. But she did, she left me for that stupid bloodsucker.
I was the one stuck in the middle, the friend that would never be anything more. But I wanted more, I always did, from the moment I first met her, months ago, on that dull day on the beach. The moment we talked, the way she blew me away. The way he mouth made such a beautiful O shape when she was surprised. The way she gently nibbled on her lip when she was nervous. Everything about her. I loved Bella so much; at least I did, until I met Edith. She was almost like a gift, sent from god knows where.
The moment she waltzed into La Push, Edith blew me away. Her sandy brown hair flowed down to her back, falling into all the right places. She pursed her lips as she stood, looking at me intently with her shining forest green eyes. She opened her mouth to speak, and my heart fluttered.
A/N: Hmm … Not to sure about this. But, please review!
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