Something Wicked
By BlossomingWords & Demetrius Hit Gravity
A/N: Hey everyone! This is our second collaboration; we hope you like it and be sure to check out our other story Sweet Confrontations (Rolivia) if you haven't done so already. Happy reading!
"Amanda." Olivia Benson calls out the blonde's name once more. Amanda's head was buried deep into her arms, snoring slightly. The lights of the precinct were all off except for Amanda's desk light. Olivia studied her lover's relaxed face while she slept. It seemed as if all the troubles left her porcelain skin.
"I see you haven't woken sleeping beauty yet." Fin Tutuola chuckled upon re-entering the precinct.
"Amanda." The brunette said a bit louder, this time, shaking Amanda's shoulder. This seemed to wake her.
Amanda Rollins lifted her head quickly. "Jesus Christ, Liv. You know I carry a gun, right?"
"We're in the precinct honey; I doubt you'd shoot me here." Olivia laughed as she helped Amanda to her feet. "Come on let's get you home."
"I'll see you two tomorrow." Fin waved as Liv carried the younger woman's coat to the elevator as the blonde slowly ambled after her.
The door to the elevator opened and the pair stepped in, Olivia looked over to notice Amanda had her head placed delicately upon the mirrored glass.
"Hey Amanda, don't go falling asleep you've gotta get home remember." Benson placed her hand around the younger woman's waist as she pulled her up close, she could feel Amanda's breath graze across her cheek as the two women inched closer to each other. They hit the ground floor and the door opened.
"Come on I'll drive you home." Amanda looked up and nodded her appreciation as she stroked the older woman's hand.
I wonder if she'll stay tonight. Or will she go back there? Back there with that thing she calls company? Amanda's heart ached as the brunette helped her into the car.
"You gonna continue not talking to me?" Olivia asked when they got about halfway into Amanda's street. Amanda had barely spoken to her today; the blonde's mind seemed occupied. It was worrying the older woman.
"Sorry, Liv. Thinking about a lot right now." Was Amanda's quiet response.
Olivia pulled her car over in front of Amanda's building. "Anything I can help with?" Amanda shook her head no and unbuckled her seat belt preparing to exit the car. A warm hand planted on the blonde's shoulder made her turn back around. Olivia couldn't believe the amount of sadness in Amanda's blue orbs.
"Olivia—"Rollins was cut short by Olivia's lips pressed against her own. The two's lips danced for a while before Amanda pulled away with a sad smile on her face.
"You still going to ignore me?" Olivia asked a sad smile of her own etched across her face.
"I'm not sure we should do this anymore." Was Amanda's abrupt answer as she quickly exited the car.
"Amanda, wait." Olivia called after her as she followed.
"No Liv, I'm sorry it hurts too much. Every day it hurts more because I know you're going back to him!" Amanda replied with a hushed tone as she made it to her apartment and opened the door.
"What Cassidy? I can't leave him you know that!" Olivia regretted her response as soon as it had left her mouth. Eight months the two women had kept their affair a secret and now Amanda had had enough. Now she felt like she deserved more.
It wasn't the sex that kept her with Olivia, it wasn't even the company it was the pure fact that she had fallen in love. The downside was she was in love with someone she couldn't have, not now anyway.
"You're in love with him Olivia; you're not in love with me!" Amanda screamed back as tears began to stream down her cheeks. She turned and marched into her apartment, throwing her coat onto her couch.
"I never said that!" Olivia shouted back as she stepped into the room and shut the door behind her.
"You don't have to say it. It's something you show." The younger woman lowered her tone softer. Olivia Benson had broken her heart. Olivia felt too surprised that all of this was coming from Amanda. Blue eyes began fixed on the window as she stood in front of it. The streaks of rain flowing down the glass strangely comforted Amanda.
After giving the Georgian detective some time to compose herself, Olivia walked over and slipped her arms around Amanda's waist. Resting her head on Amanda's shoulder, the older woman let out a sigh.
"I understand you're angry at me. But I promise if you just give me some time to work things out, everything will be alright." Liv said softly into the blonde's ear.
The warm breath trickling down Amanda's neck sent a just as warm unexpected shiver down her spine. She made a small moan when she felt Olivia bit down softly on her pulse point, also unexpected.
"We are still going to talk about this later, Liv." Amanda said quietly.
"I know. And we will." Olivia responded just as quietly.
The blonde detective circled around to face the brunette and the pair locked eyes for a second or two before Amanda's brain made a decision it was certain to regret in the future. She looked down and grabbed for Olivia's hand.
"Amanda -"The older woman was cut short with the blonde's finger being pressed to her lips.
That's when Amanda turned and wandered in the direction of the bedroom, a tear trickled from her eye as she walked but a glowing in her heart prevented her from stopping.
A/N: We hope you liked it! So will they be able to keep their affair a secret? Or will Amanda break it off before anyone can find out? Let us know with a review. Thanks for reading!