Santana pov
The brightness of dawn when I woke up, flashes a few times and I stood up, I began to stretch my body due to fatigue of yesterday I could not sleep well all night until it forces my body to sleep, but I only slept a couple of hours and had again the same dream or nightmare as I said to myself, is been two weeks since the events and my team seemed to have forgotten but I could not do it because what happened that day kept me around in my head as well feeling guilty for what happened to the point of calling myself killer (though in a way it was) and increasingly wondering if this was the life he wanted to continue to carry .. ugh! that idea kept me around the head and I knew I had to make a decision as quickly as possible because as the leader of the group could not be devolved to risk at work (as he called for more human feel) because it taked into risk to all the team and that was something Quinn the second in command of the group kept reminding me but I know that not only told me because of work but also told me for my own sake and maybe we not know exactly what friendship meant but we knew that we cared for it each other more than we cared for the team and that´s because Quinn and I started our respective training the same age and we knew from childhood.
After I finish my shower and change, I started taking it necessary for the day and I left my room whit a jump and headed for the respective training center, arriving in the blink of an eye to the base 4 I realized that it was 1 hour early before the other members of my team came so I decided to heat a while and began to fight whit the simulated Morocks (that was the name we called to the jumper´s hunter) after finishing with them easily proceeds to step 5 where the Morocks simulated appeared in man form, this time had taken the form of a 25 year old man with brown hair, green eyes, tall, I started to hit my opponent after finished whit him then the computer change it automatically step to phase 6 when I realized in front of me was a Morock in form of a young woman with blond hair and short but what but when I see her eyes I frozen because they were of a blue color like deep blue sea that was chasing me for two weeks in my nightmares because it was identical to the eyes of that little girl I saw death before my eyes, it was not until the simulated Morock punched me in the face that I awoke from the trance I was in, but when I was about to hit the enemy I couldn´t because those eyes was steal in my head and when I was started to punch her in the face of the enemy my arm stopped remembering the girl's face and realize she was just in my head and whit no doubt the enemy began to attack me with greater speed and I decided I had to stop training so I closed my eyes and began to feel the movements of the enemy and to feel it in my back I disappeared and reappearing behind the Morock and hit her in the head with all my strength and the enemy disappeared:
"End of training" I yell at the computer to no longer send me to the next level, ^ training simultaneously over ^ replied the computer, I sat on the floor and I noticed that I was sweating and my hands were shaking and I realized I could no longer be doing this work because not only threatening my life I realize that also threatened the lives of all the members of my team because I could not risk that the enemy looks like to the victim of the past two weeks and stay frozen in full training or battle so I make my decision to end it, so I slide the gold bracelet that I had received a year ago when I turned 15 years old and indicated that I was the leader of the group 4, I put it in the palm of my hand and observe for a moment and remembered how proud I was of myself as the center's director Sue Sylvester gave it to me and at that time I had no doubts that this is what I wanted for my life and perhaps in the future take the post of director but now it didn´t mean nothing for me so I put it next to the computer and after seeing that time was 20 minutes before the arrival of others, and if I saw their faces I would not be able to do what I wanted and needed to do so I started to write in the computer explaining my resignation of my position and when I completing and it send them to the director I take a piece of paper and started writing a letter to the members of my team and especially to my friend Quinn and after completing I jumped to my room and started to pack the necessary and take the two photos that I liked most in the first it was where all five members of my team Quinn, Puck, Rachel, Sam, Mike and I and the other photo was just Quinn and me then I took a last look to my room and to the training center where I had spent 15 years of my life and disappeared without thinking anymore.
A/N: Hi, this is my first fic and I hope you liked…This is a brittana story and britt will be in the story very soon…