Author's note: Something horrible crossed my mind today and now I'm starting a Fic about it. I warn you this is very dark, there's implied rape, torture and a lot of Angst. Some Spoilers from random bits of Season five not sure when it takes place possibly after the season. I don't Own Doctor who But Steven Moffat needs to stay out of my head.

Darkness Within

Chapter 1

The darkness and silence was actually quiet soothing he hadn't remembered how long he hand been lying on the cold stone floors but he stared at the darkness. How did it all come down to this? No Tardis, no companion…and the unbearable pain he suffered for the last 15 days. The silence would not last but oh he wishes it would. He tries to move but his body aches too much to let him. He knows he's bruised he knows that his ribs are cracked, he knows they'll come back when there ready to torture him some more. He can't scream anymore they barely give him any water and if he wasn't a Time Lord he would most likely be dead already. His eyes where grey now, they lacked color to them and his cloths where tattered torn his rip tweed jacket prevent little cold from hitting his skin. The lack of bow tie and braces made him feel naked all the time. He missed the days he bugged Amy Pond about the bow tie…

Amelia Jessica Pond…where was she now? Was she safe? Had they been captured as well? When the thought of this hit him he felt the warm tear stream down his cheeks. Poor Amy and Rory…they'll never see Leadworth again and it was his fault. The happily married couple would never get to go home…Oh how he was jealous of Rory sometimes. Rory had everything the Doctor could want. He shook his head…no, was fine being who he was…but not now. He closed his eyes the darkness was hurting his eyes he thought back to what had happened…

-Flash Back-

"I always fancied the beach on Cooroliana, perfect spot for a honeymoon; I can get you two a special room!" The Doctor grinned ear to ear at the two of them. Amy had changed recently after their encounter with the Egyptian goddess she really needed a break she smiled over at Rory who's sitting near the stairs.

"As long as there's no running from monsters on this planet," Rory pleaded his blue eyes gazed at Amy who laughed lightly.

"Yeah a little piece and quiet never hurt anyone Doctor," Amy crossed her arms and moved closer to the consol gazing over at him. He beamed at her and nodded.

"I promise no monsters this time," The Doctor raised his hands then the Tardis jolted to one side, "Well that's odd? I'm getting a distress call from the 3rd moon of Cooroliana."

"Guess the honey moon is canceled?" Amy raised her eyebrow Rory sighed and leaned back he was actually looking forward to some alone time with Amy because she gets so close when she's with the Doctor.

"Non sense I'll drop you two off and be back for tea!" He beams.

"Oh no, I'm not letting you go off with the Tardis; it'll be ten years before you come back!" Amy growled at him and he shook his head reassuring her.

"I'll take another form of transportation, no worry I'll leave the Tardis on Cooroliana and take a taxi to the moon," The Doctor flipped a few switches before the Tardis finally landed on the warm beach of Cooroliana. They walked out onto the beach and the twin suns shone making the aqua colored water shimmer. The Hotel dwelled over the beach and all sorts of aliens and even some human laughed and where at the beach relaxing. The sand felt like silk when Amy stepped onto it and she gazed around this had to be the most perfect spot ever, this made up for never going to Reo. There where transport ships and the Doctor pulled out a scanner.

"I'm ready, here you two are, Physic Paper you won all exclusive room with everything you want paid for courtesy the Doctor, that's me," The Doctor pointed out on the Physic paper after handing it to Amy.

"No really?" Amy asked sarcastically and Rory gazed at it over her shoulder.

"Rory Pond…I'll never get use to that," Rory frowned and Amy nudged him lightly.

"Come on we've got dinner and a room to worry about now!"

"I'll meet you back here tomorrow morning!" The Doctor pointed and waved them off making sure he's locked the Tardis, "Oh Amy!"

"What?" She turned back to him and he tossed her the key he was holding. She grinned madly now excited to actually get one. He wouldn't even let Winston touch it for a moment.

"In case you need anything," The Doctor smiled and he walked off the other direction. Rory watched the Doctor and Amy turned to face him.

"Shall we!" she linked her arm with Rory's.

The Doctor fiddled with his sonic screwdriver flipping it open and shutting it. The trip was long and boring and he would have been there sooner if the train didn't get delayed. The distress signal was specifically sent out to him and he had not told Amy or Rory about that. They had specifically requested the Doctor. Gazing at the messaged again it said:

'Help, Doctor, I need your help.'

Maybe it wasn't him but for some odd reason he got the feeling like he was the one that this person needed. After stopping at the 3rd moon the Doctor wondered off no one dared leave the train and looked at him as if he was stark mad getting off here. They seemed to know what was happening and this moon was not a Spa…no by the looks of its icy wall and cold grey stones this looked more like a prison or something of that nature. But the Doctor wasn't willing to back down someone called out for him and he was going to find them. What he was going to find would not be pleasant and the fact they called him they knew already that he was the Last of his kind. Before the Doctor knew it he had been knocked unconscious.

He rubbed the back of his neck as he sat up and gazed around the dark room. His stuff was missing, even his bow tie. All he was wearing now was his trousers and his dress shirt that was slightly dirty from being dragged.

"So you got the distress call," a female voice said, the woman had dark eyes and dark hair she looked human for the most part but she did not act it at all.

"Did you send it?" He asked and she got closer to him gazing into his eyes almost as if she had to make sure he was the real thing. She licked her lips lightly and slammed her fist against his jaw. He flinched he had not expected this welcoming. He reached and rubbed his jaw, "Can't say I'm enjoying my stay here…"

"No you won't ever enjoy it here Time Lord, I've waited too long for you to receive the distress call and you finally gave in. So who was she the girl you brought to the planet?" She grabbed him by the collar and pulled him closer.

"Why does that matter? Who are you?" The Doctor's eyes sharpen that was a foolish move the woman had no tolerance for the Time Lord and slammed him down hard on the floor his head hit the stone and he felt warm blood. He tried to move away but she sat onto of him and grabbed his wrist.

"I wonder who she is. I would love to find her and make her suffer, but then again I have a better plan for you," She leaned down to his ear and whispered, "You stay and be my sex pet…then I leave her alone."

"What if I refuse," The Doctor growled and she smiled pulling out a small syringe she poked it into the Doctor's arm he flinched not expecting that he was still in a daze from her smacking him down as she did. Whatever was in that syringe acted fast the Doctor felt numb.

"You don't have a choice in the matter," She began to undo his trousers and his eyes widened as he tried to move but his body felt like dead wait, "I want you to know my name Doctor I want you to scream it out when I make you come for me," she leaned in and whispered her name and name that haunted him steadily from that moment…

-End of Flash back-

He blinks back tears, course she wasn't the only one…apparently there are others that feel like taking advantage of the young looking floppy haired Time Lord. And what ever she put into him the first time took all his strength. The door opened and the Doctor begged it not to be her and hoped it would be one of the other servants who would just give him some water and leave. But this wasn't so…he flinched as he felt hands brush his cheek. This was gentle…no one was this gentle.

"D-Doctor? Can you hear me?" it was female…it was Scottish.

"A…" that's all that came out his throat ached when he tried to say more and she shushed him and leaned over him. Her read hair drifted around the out line of her face. He could see her green eyes. What did he look like to her? A poor damaged man with no hope left. Amy turned back to the door of his cell.

"River we have to get him out of here," Amy's voice said…River? Ah had she known what happened or had she just been there…he was glad for her finally. She maybe a pain sometimes with her spoilers but she would make sure Amy would be safe. But Rory where was he? Amy wouldn't be safe here…

"I don't think we should move him his ribs are crack and he's in terrible condition," River looked over him and gazed into his eyes she herself had never seen him so in pain and it broke her heart to see him like this. Amy wanted to hug the Doctor and make all the pain disappear and get her old Doctor back but it seemed that he wasn't even there anymore. The Doctor closed his eyes and reached out for Amy's hand with all his strength he took it and in his mind…he said he was sorry…she had to wait for him again…then the Darkness consumed him again.

End of Chapter one

Author's notes: Well that was just dandy wasn't it? Well don't worry I'll try to keep this story updated for all those reading. By the way the pairs vary through the whole story from 11/Amy, Amy/Rory and 11/River.