Confessions of a Lost Soul

by The Angel of the Night

I wrote this as a song for how I had grown up on the streets as well as how I really wasn't proud of a lot of the things that I had done to survive.It's also about how it had destroyd several relasionships along the way.It's in the book I'm getting print.

Confessions of a Lost Soul

By The Angel of the Night

December 3rd, 2007

I admit I was young and stupid,

The young always are,

So impressionable,

So emotional,

I feel it all,

I felt everything they felt,

Add that to my own and it justifies why I'm so alone,

Lying to you would be a disservice to us both,

I can't help the way I turned out,

But..

Maybe..

Maybe I don't have to stay the same,

After I met them,

I tried to please them,

I tried to please them all by changing,

Every time I did,

That's why I'm drowning,

Drowning…

Maybe…

I'm drowning I know,

Drowning here in the darkness without your light to guide me,

Won't someone help me…

I can't save myself,

I'm just so far gone,

I'm not alive,

Not alive really on the inside.

We have had our differences,

But what we shared I treasured most of all,

Our love,

Our friendship,

Our trust,

But it all went away,

Went away and faded after they died,

I fell even harder after she died,

I searched for you but you were gone,

I just want to curl up somewhere and die,

But I'm holding on for something,

But I just can't see,

Can't see it or find it,

Can't see what it I,

Why am I here?,

Without you everything just looks black,

Black is something I feared,

Now it represents my sanctuary,

My darkness filled sanctuary,

I wonder where it all began,

I've slipped so far away,

I'm drowning without you here beside me,

Please…

Please come back to me,

I've been alone for so long without you,