I have been a Castle fan for YEARS but I recently started shipping Espo and Ryan (SO ADORABLE) and so, here's my fanfiction contribution to this fandom! Huzzah!

Disclaimer : I do not own Castle or the characters. Please don't sue me.


IT WASN'T HERE. IT WASN'T HERE. WHERE WAS IT?!

Ryan was just about going crazy now. He had rummaged through his drawers , and even Beckett's and Espo's. Still , no sign of it.

"Ryan!" , Beckett called out to him from where she was sitting on her desk , looking at him with concern. Castle sat beside her , looking at him with an amused expression.

"What on Earth are you looking for? You've torn apart your drawer!" , Beckett said , pointing towards the contents of his drawer emptied on the table. "And mine!" , she said , pointing at the mess on her own table.

"I lost it! You don't understand!" , he said , practically hyperventilating. "My diary! I lost my diary!"

"Your diary? What are you , a 7 year old teenage girl?" , Castle grinned and Ryan shot him a murderous look. "Says the person with 40 dolls" , he fired back and Castle looked physically hurt.

"They're action figures , sassy pants" , he grumbled and Beckett rolled her eyes. Then she turned back to a panicked Ryan.

"Ryan , relax. I'm sure that you'll-" , she started but couldn't complete her sentence as she saw Esposito stride towards them like a determined panther. She was about to greet him but Esposito ignored her and looked at Ryan was seemed to be turning red. He grabbed Ryan and then did something astonishing.

He kissed Ryan.

Castle spit out the coffee he was drinking and thank God , half of the department was on holiday , otherwise , they would never have let the boys live it down.

By the time Kate had re-arrayed her mental structures , the boys were still killing passionately. Esposito's hands were on Ryan's hips and he was kinda - uh - grinding.

Castle wanted to take a picture so badly.

"BOYS!" , Kate said , interrupting the make out session as Ryan jerked back 10 feet , blushing and stuttering.

"You left your diary in my locker. I had no idea you wrote sex fantasies about me" , Esposito grinned and handed Ryan a red notebook. "Meet me at my house at 7" , he said , growling and turned back and left the room.

Kate was surprised and Castle looked at the notebook with interest as Ryan turned into 100 shades of red.

"So , sex fantasies?"


Ryan's diary entry #1

Dear Diary ,

Has Espo always looked that fine?! I mean , I know him for like years now , but something weird happened today.

We were sparring in the gym today and we kinda finished and we were sweaty and he kinda took off his shirt and my stomach did all sorts of karate moves and I'm pretty sure I was tempted to tell him to take his pants off too.


Ryan's diary entry #2

Dear diary ,

One word : leather.

Espo showed up to work wearing a leather jacket. It was the hottest thing I had ever scene. I really want him to make love to me with the jacket.

JUST the jacket.


Ryan's diary entry #3

Dear diary ,

Ever since Jenny left , Espo's been my rock. He's amazing. Today , he told me that he owns 'recreational handcuffs'

And he winked at me.

I think I might have died.


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