Really short one shot for you all... but I just got random inspiration to do this, so I had to! I guess it's more of a drabble, anyways, but either way... enjoy and review. c:
He was the most perfect person in the world.
His blonde hair that fell loosely from his small pony tail in front of his eyes, his bright blue eyes, filled with compassion and love. The way that nothing ever seemed to bother him. He was always wearing a smile. He was quiet, but his thoughts were large and spoke the most. He was always trying to lend a hand to people in need, always willing to be that shoulder to cry on, if someone needed be.
He was alot of things, to Rin.
He was her best friend. Right from birth, they were always side by side. And as they grew, they never seperated. If anything, they became closer. Rin couldn't count all the nights they had stayed up all night, just talking to eachother, making jokes and laughing.
He was her partner in crime. They were always rather mischeivious-being together just made it worse. They loved to pull pranks on their friends, and could be sneaky about it too. With Rin's creative ideas, and Len's brains, they made the perfect team.
He was her knight in shining armour. He was always there for Rin. He kept her together. He was always there, with a shoulder to cry on, when Rin needed him. If she was upset, he'd hug her until she calmed down. He listened to her when she was angry or sad, and needed to rant, and he always seemed to have the right things to say.
Yes, he was so many things to her and more.
Each and every day, she found herself loving him even more.
He was such a great person, and Rin couldn't help wanting to be around him all the time.
There was only one problem.
One teeny, tiny thing that hasn't been mentioned yet.
Above all things, Len was her brother.
Her brother. Of course they were best friends. Of course they were partners in crime. Of course he was her knight in shining armour. Shouldn't that be what a good brother is?
Rin wished he could be more than just her brother, though.
She loved him. As innapropriate as it was, and as much as Rin was aware, she couldn't help it. She hated these feelings. They were sick, they were wrong. He was her brother, so why would she even want to consider being with him, romantically, closer than a brother and sister should be?
She didn't know.
He could have been her lover. They were perfect together. Rin liked to imagine that they were already a couple at times, since they were so close already. The forehead and cheek kisses-Rin wished she could kiss him on the lips. She wanted to hug him, and never let him go. She wanted to hold his hand, while walking down the halls in school. She wanted to be able to cuddle up next to him while watching movies. Not that they didn't already-but Rin wished it meant something.
Those innocent cuddles and hand holdings-she wanted to feel his palms get sweaty, so she knew he was nervous. She wanted him to wrap his arms around her waist while they cuddled, and have him nuzzle his nose into her hair. She wanted to be able to kiss him goodnight, and then cuddle into him, as they fell asleep together, without it being weird. She didn't want to have her parents telling her how wrong it was to still be sleeping in the same bed with her brother, at this age.
Yes, Rin loved her brother.
Very much.
More than she should.
And yes, she knew that it was wrong.
Len would never feel this way about her.
So, perhaps she was asking for too much, wanting Len to be more than just her brother.
And she knew that.
