A/N: It's basically the finale, but only some moments, and it mostly focuses on Jenny. Enjoy!
"Blair, what are you doing here?" Chuck asked, broken hearted. She left him standing there, alone; all he wanted was her back. "What are you doing? Is there someone in there?"Blair questioned. "No," he quickly lied, "nobody." Jenny was buried under a blanket, in Chuck's bedroom. She rose from the bed and swung her legs over the side, she was all alone. She did however; hear voices from the other room. She turned her eyes toward the nightstand, there was a small bag, and curiously she picked it up and looked inside. Her eyes winded as she saw a small box, and what she assumed to be a ring inside. A wedding ring, in Chuck Bass' apartment, did he slip something in her drink? Chuck, even as desperate as he was to get Blair back, did not seem like the marring type. She looked towards the wall in front of her; she could see right through it, and what she thought she saw, were Chuck and Blair hugging. Last she heard, Blair hated Chuck, but she guessed that changed. As much as she despised Blair at that moment, she couldn't find it in herself to expose that she slept with Chuck. She didn't even want to admit it so herself. Her first time, something she wanted to be special, something she wanted to remember for the rest of her life, turned into something she couldn't wait to forget. She wanted to forget the desperation in each touch, the wanting to feel anything close to love, lust. She wanted to take it all back, back to the times of Brooklyn, simple times. Where her family was connected, happy. Now all she wanted to do was run far away from the Upper East Side, far far away. She needed to leave. And that's what she did, she ran, away.
Somehow she found herself at the hospital, waiting for Dorota to have her baby. As silly as it sounded she envied that child. The moment it was born, it would be innocent, guilty of nothing wrong. Far from what Jenny had been now. She felt as if everything was her fault. She was alone, sitting on a bench in the hospital, tears pouring down her face, make up streaming. She heard footsteps heading toward her, "Hey," Eric greated, trying to be as nice as he could. She didn't want his pity, "Go away." She warned. "No," He wasn't leaving, "we may get mad at each other, but if you're really hurting, I'm here for you." He offered. She doubted it, "You say that now, but I'll do something to let you down. And you'll turn your back like everybody else, my dad, Dan, Nate, Serena, Blair, everybody hates me, even Chuck." His named still burned her mouth, somehow, she blamed him. She didn't know if it was right, actually, she knew it wasn't, she just couldn't blame herself anymore. Eric was confused, his step brother and Jenny didn't even seem to make contact, to him. "Chuck? What did you do to Chuck?" He asked, taking a seat next to her, "It was such a mistake," She said, reliving every moment, every touch, she hated herself for it. "Mistake? Chuck?" Eric was clueless. She nodded, Eric suddenly understood every word, he stared down at his hands, and back up at her. "Jenny, why would you do that?" He asked, although she her it sounded like blame. Why did she? She was lonely, unloved, stupid, she didn't even know. She tried to explain it as best she could "I was sad, he as sad, I-I don't know." "That's not the worst thing," He reasoned, somehow trying to help her, "It's no worse than that time with Damien." "I didn't do it with Damien!" She interrupted him, his name make her sick. "I wanted you to think I did, I wanted to wait. I wanted it to be special, and.." Eric, felted bad for her, he offered to hold her hand. As he moved toward her she snapped on him "Don't touch me!" She shouted. She didn't need his pity, she needed his silence. "Don't tell anyone." She told him, staring into his eyes, remembering when he was the dark soul, who tried to end his life, now the tables had almost completely turned. Eric just got up and walked away, like everyone did.
Eric didn't keep his silence. Dan came running towards her. "What happened?" He screamed. Her face still full of tears. She told him, she couldn't keep it in any longer. When she was finished he had a crazy look in his eyes, he got up and ran towards the exist. She tried to follow as fast as she could, "Dan, stop!" She screamed. Dan ran through the exist doors, Chuck was standing there, with Blair. He had this look in his eyes, he was nervous. Dan approached him, punching him strait in the face. "Humphrey!" Blair shouted as Chuck hit the ground. "Have you lost your mind? What the hell are you doing?" Blair stared at Dan in complete confusion. Dan was sick of Chuck's charade. "You," he pointed at Chuck, "tell her!" Chuck lifted himself off the ground. Blair was confused. "Tell me what? What's going on?" Her eyes drifted towards Chuck, then to Jenny, she shook her head, in disbelief. "You didn't?" She questioned, Chuck. "Blair,"Chuck began. "You did." She couldn't believe it. Her eyes went to Jenny, "You, get out of here, now. " Jenny began to walk away, she wanted to run. "And not just out of this hospital," Blair continued, "but off this island. Go, and never come back. Because, if you ever set foot in Manhattan again, I will know, and I will destroy you." Jenny felt bad, more than bad. She wanted to give it all back, everything, just to have her family, her real family. "I'm sorry," was all she could get out. Dan interrupted her, "You have no reason to be sorry, this begins and ends with Chuck" As he finished, Rufus and Lily came by, at absolutely the worst time. "Who's hungry?" He chimed bags in his hands. "I got enough bagels to feed an-"He suddenly felt the tension, as he saw the tears in Blair's eyes. "What did I just walk into?" He asked. "Dad, " Jenny said, tears in her eyes as well. She quickly dug her head deep into his shoulder, trying to imagine herself younger, more innocent, she could almost believe it. Rufus, Lily and Jenny all walked away, as Serena quickly came. Jenny couldn't handle it, it wasn't worth it. The manipulative, sneaky, devising world of the Upper East Side wasn't for her, soon she'd be in Hudson. A clean slate, she just wished she wouldn't screw that over, too.
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