He left me. He left me broken heart less. I was running back to my dorm in the pouring rain when I stopped and slid to the ground maybe the rain could wash away the pain but I knew it never could with pain at this extent
"WHY ME!" I yelled out into the rain
I was on my knees now with my head in my hands feeling the rain running down my face not knowing of it was rain or if it was the tears running freely down my face.
"Why me" I whispered
Flashback
I was walking to the gym for normal practice with Dimitri I opened the gym doors and looked around all the light were turned off and nothing was out "Dimitri" I called out nothing, I left and headed towards his room when I got there I heard muffled moans and grunts and heavy panting I felt disgusted sick who knows who this is Tasha would be my most likely choice but when I got pulled in to HER head I was shocked it was my best friend Lissa on that bed with the one I loved and I could tell she wasn't drunk so she had no excuse but the fact that he led her on I… I can't believe it. I was upset but I was not going to let them have the satisfaction of not getting caught I waited on the ground till they were done my back on the wall I creeped into her head hoping the at least they were under the covers I looked up to him with a smile on my face he was stroking my hair "I LOVE YOU, Lissa" he said. This was my queue I stood up straightened up my outfit stood in front of the door and kicked it off its hinges and stared into the horrified eyes of both of them and smiled at them through lissa's eyes I could see that the smile did not reach my eyes and that it was not a friendly smile at all it was the one of hatred it looked as all the life has gone.
End of flashback
And there I was sitting on the ground in the middle of the night in the pouring rain I didn't remember most of what happened it was all a blur all I remember after that was running out into the rain and being here right now I guess If I really want to know I could go into Lissa's head but I never want to be in that traitors head ever again, I heard a noise behind me a slight drag on the ground I don't bother looking up even If I didn't know I didn't look up I felt arms enclose me they were strong and they were warm I felt safe I felt loved I looked up into Eddie's hazel eyes his black wet hair falling across his eyes which were sad he sat down with me holding me close to him "It's going to be alright, It's going to be alright" whispering it over and over.