Miss you more

Miss you more

There're so many reasons that I find to run to you. There's so little love in my life in my life now I'm away. Thinking about it I want things back as they used to be. There's no way around it. Nothing good comes easily.

Chase lay on his bed in the dorm room and sighed. It had been three days since Zoey left. He wanted to run to her for many reasons. There wasn't a lot of love in his life since Zoey left him. He remembered why they had been fighting in the first place. He'd been accepted to a college in Boston for music. She told him that she was going to France for fashion. Then she said that they couldn't be together if she couldn't see his face everyday. That had caused him to freak out and yell at her. Zoey had started crying and had called her mom to come and get her.

Chase remembered one very special memory that Zoey had shared with him. (He had practiced dancing all night long so Zoey could be in this contest. He'd been working so hard that he fell asleep as missed it anyway. When Zoey found him she said that he was the best friend she'd ever had. Then she danced with him outside under the stars.) (End of flash back)

Chase missed her they had been through so much. He wanted to be her crying shoulder again and have her be his. He knew that fighting was the wrong this to do. He grabbed a piece of paper and a pen then he wrote Zoey a letter.

"Dear Zoey I'm sorry I yelled at you. I just hoped that senior year would never come. I chose the school in Boston because you and I would still be together. I love you and that's why I don't want you to change your school choice. I'll send you three letters don't read this until you get the other two. After you read them you'll understand how much I love you. Yours Chase."

So here I am all by myself thinking of you nobody else. Are you finding it hard all on your own having to face each night alone? Baby you are the one with the love that I need and I miss you more each day.

Chase was at home in Boston his ex- girl friend Rebecca asked him to go out for lunch with her. He turned her down not only because she was possessive but also all he could think about was Zoey. He had sent the first letter the last day of school. He hadn't written the second one yet because he could stop himself from asking if she missed him as much as he missed her. He had been home for two days and he knew that she had all the love that he would ever need.

After dinner his father said "Chase you need to write those last two letters if you don't want to lose her. I know this isn't easy but you need to think about how she makes you feel. Don't just tell her I love you. Tell her why she means the world to you."

Chase wrote the second letter it said "you have all the love that I will ever need in your eyes. I'll miss you more every day you're not beside me. I trust you with my secrets and my dreams. I know that even if we're far apart I know that I can trust you not cheat on me because you'll remember that I love you so much. Don't open this until you receive the third and final letter. Yours Chase"

So much between us and we both know that it's wrong. So I'll keep on waiting until I'm back where I belong. There are So many feelings emotions running away with me. It's you I believe in and our love that runs so deep.

Chase wrote the final letter emotions were running away from him. It read "Zoey once you have read these letters you will understand how much you mean to me. I love you more than live it's self and I miss you more everyday. After you have read all of these letters I want you to either call or write me. I need to know where we stand. I will always love you Zoey until the end of time."

Chase sent both the second and third letters at the same time. Then he sent her a text message telling her to read the bible story about the city of Jericho after she read his last letter. His father said that when he was a child his mother had told him that it was a story about people who had given up on love. That was what Zoey was trying to do and he hoped that the story would convince her not to give up.