This poem is on virginity. I felt that God wanted me to write this and it talks about how a girl gave it up before she was married. Not a personal story, just something that came to mind. And I'm NOT pregnant.
When I thought of myself
Giving my only bodily gift to someone,
I never imagined that it would be in high school.
I thought it would be some romantic honeymoon,
Right after my wedding
Did the planets align?
No…
Did stars go off behind my eyes?
No…
Did you say you loved me?
Oh yes…
And did you mean it?
No
So here I am
Broken and alone
Here I am
The 'loose' girl
Here I am
With your baby
Here I am
Wondering why she is better than me
Here I am
Unsure if I should tell you
Here I am
Asking if she was better than me
Here I am
Off my knees
Here I am
Done saying 'please…'
And there you are
Off with her in your happy world
I wish I never lost my precious gift.
I should've waited
And now it's too late
My friend told me about Jesus today
She said he can forgive even the greatest sins.
So now I sit here
Praying for him to forgive my adultery
~Kaitlyn
May 23, 2010
I know it doesn't rhyme and maybe it's stupid, but it means a lot to me. Review if you want to.