Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight

I'm just going to try to write a story it's not going to be any good so, you should probably search for another one – Lizzie

Don't mind my grammar or vocabulary, I'm not very good.


Bpov

'He's gone' That's the only thing going through my mind right now. I felt like I was floating or someone was carrying me. Some voices started to become clearer.

"I've got her" called a booming voice.

Now there were more voices closer to me.

"Is she alright" or "Is she hurt" That was all I could clearly hear in the chaos of voices.

"Yes, I think she's alright, but all she keeps saying is 'he's gone'." the booming voice said again.

Confusion ran through me, I didn't realize I was saying anything until now. The arm around me shifted, and other arms were now carrying me. So I open my eyes to inspect what was happening. Only to find Charlie carrying me now.

"It'll be alright, honey" he said with a soothing voice.

It was then that I realized silent tears were leaving my eyes. I closed my eyes trying to stop the tears I cried for him. HE wasn't coming back and neither was his family. When I opened my eyes again, Charlie had already carried me into the living room, and was laying me down on the couch. And I silently fell asleep.

A month later...

School was as usual, listening to boring blabber from the teachers. I spend my lunch at an empty table, with only an apple in front of me. Getting sad looks from my friends, if you can still call them that. I've been neglecting them ever since HE left.

I opened the front door stepping in the tiny hallway. I was stopped by the voice of Charlie talking to someone on the phone.

"She's not getting any better, I'm worried." he said with a sad expression on his face, which is how it was a lot lately. And I know it's my fault. "she won't speak to me or anyone else. This is getting out of hand."

''I called because I thought you would know what to do, you're her mother!" he yelled out the last part. " Well you have a happy life with Phil, Renee" and then he hung up.

I couldn't believe my ears, Renee, didn't even care about me anymore. Well maybe that's a good thing, at least she's happy. With that last thought I ran upstairs. I spend the rest of the day silently crying.

I opened my eyes slowly as my eyes adjusted to the light. Wait this isn't right. I looked at my alarm clock and jumped out of my bed, as I read it was almost 9:30 AM. I was seriously late for school. As I was heading to attend a few subjects. oh, school how useless I think it was, I never catch anything what the teachers say. It was Biology that I dreaded the most. Sitting next to an empty chair imagining that Edward was still with me. Every minute , torture feeling as if someone ripped my heart out of my chest.

By the time it was lunch It got even worse than I expected it to be. It was almost unbearable and my empty stomach didn't help either. How I was dreading biology. I could've changed classes, but than the empty seat wasn't there to remind me that it was real, what Edward and I had. That it wasn't just a dream.


I know it's very short but I'll try to update soon.

- Lizzie